I should be happy about the way things are going right now, and I am. But, how can I stay happy when you are not happy? I'm doing the best I can for you right now and I hope, you can see that. Things are going to get better.
I seriously wish naming a child was as easy as naming a dog.
I also seriously think that if I have a boy, he will end up named after a fighter from UFC..
Any suggestions?
Death, once again, has been gracious enough to grace me with his presence twice in a month. I feel like shit. Benadryl, you can eff off. You did nothing for me but make me tired. Cold, you can eff off also.
is a break still a break if you are doing homework the whole time? I love the overload of work that I am expected to be doing... not. More like I am ready to rip my freaking hair out!
I hate feelings. I hate the way I feel right now. You never cared about me and yet I loved you unconditionally. I know what I did to you and I will never forgive myself. I thought I was over you, I'm not. You will always have a place in my heart. You were my first true love and I was so sure you were the one. I don't know why I'm even trying anymore. Probably because I still feel the same. Hence why I hate feelings.
Teddy got hit by a car yesterday. I just found out my uncle might have colon cancer. Really God? Do you hate me? I'm just waiting to see what else you have in store for me. Really, April is the worst month ever. Wasn't a good month last year and not one this year. Fuck you April.
