Let the feelings fly

:: 2010 12 January :: 2.21am

I cannot believe that sick son-of-a-bitch had the odacity to show up and talk to me like nothing happened.

2 Feelings | Leave a feeling

:: 2010 11 January :: 1.43am

Carl did this. Such a gamer geek. I love it.

:: 2010 11 January :: 1.09am

Seriously I am a glutton for punishment. I make my own damn head hurt from this shit spinning round my brain.

EDIT: Who's amazing at beating himself up mentally? *point at self with both thumbs* This guy!

Its a damn good thing I detest alcohol.

:: 2010 11 January :: 1.08am
:: Music: Dirty Vegas / Days Go By (Steve Osbourne Acoustic Mix)

I am a lumocks
You
You

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feeling at my fingertips
That's pulling at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Feeling as if I've been cursed
Bitter cold within

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feeling at my fingertips
That's pulling at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Feeling as if I've been cursed
Bitter cold within

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

:: 2010 11 January :: 12.46am

:: 2010 10 January :: 2.29am

Fuck you asshole. That's 3 days after my birthday. Way to go.

10 Feelings | Leave a feeling

phil-himself

:: 2010 7 January :: 10.55pm

Dickbutt

2 Feelings | Leave a feeling

:: 2010 7 January :: 12.28am

Trying to not give in to old habits...reoccurring ones.

I want to do something everyone would probably think is really stupid to do. The timing seems like it could be right though. Ugh. I hate it. My stomach turns just thinking about it, and my heart says just freaking do it. My brain says no. My feet dont go. So...what to do. Sheesh.

FUCKSALT

Love, Forgiveness, Chocolate?

1 Feeling | Leave a feeling

:: 2010 2 January :: 4.02pm
:: Music: All That Remains

2 Weeks

I need a cigarette, a case of beer, and Carl's face to punch in later. FUCK.

:: 2010 2 January :: 2.43pm

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:: 2010 1 January :: 11.29pm

The things we learn...sheesh.

:: 2009 31 December :: 6.20pm

Swallow all the planet's, the profits of doom. Happy FUCKING New Year.

rayray

:: 2009 31 December :: 11.22am

I was trying to remember what I have done on New Years Eve for the past 10 years.. but there are some blank memories in there..

So, if you were involved, tell me memories you shared with me..

joslyn_julia

:: 2009 31 December :: 2.49am

this is me being pissed.

grrr....

somedays i just don't understand why he even bothers, especially when i seem to just be a nuisance...

:: 2009 29 December :: 7.04pm

I start school January 25th! =) I'm super excited.