At work right now. Someone needs to come see me. After work my rainbow bright and I are going to applebee's. Long Island's, I cannot wait to drink you.
Christmas was pretty sweet. Besides for being jumped on by Courtany at 9 in the am.
I got...
100 dollars
25 dollar gift card to logan's
A phillip's music player (it's pink)
I got a sweet pair of sweat pants. Detroit Lions FTW (that came from Rick)
I got a key chain breathalizer from Courtany
I got some clothes
10 dollar gift card to Best Buy
Had a rough couple of days.
They were more or less just extremely emotional and frustrating.
Had a hard time dealing with the 5 year anniversary of my grandma's death, and then this being the first christmas without my other grandma.
Argued 2 days in a row, with probably the most ignorant person in Ionia County.
I have felt a lot of unnecessary stress this week.
I think I am finally getting over it.
Thought I would have more Christmas spirit than I ended up with, but I guess shit happens.
Better luck next year.
Jade is my color.
I try to not look at times past. I try so hard. I hate myself when I do think of them.
I try to live by the moment. For the now.
I forgive. I forget....too much.
I am flawed. I am broken. I am human.
To those who fell away. May my deeds be forgiven.
To those who are around, thank you.
For those who would give up on me. So be it, your choice. I cannot stop you.
