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2004 17 January :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: the sound of nemo in the other room
not much...
hey...sry i havent updated in a while...i need to blow off some steam and i didnt want to do it all on here (too much typing). yeah brian is making things ten times more difficult then they need to be. thats a LONG story...i wanna call him and just see if we can talk this through but he needs to see that ppl arent always gonna deal with his sh!t. and im not giving in...even though im really worried...about something. yeah for some reason i think danny hates me. i know he talks about me behind my back and i just dont think he likes me very much (as a friend of course). abby is being really snippy and stuff and i wanna strangle her right now...maybe she is PMSing. lol. i think amanda (the nice one not the evil one) got mad at me yesterday becuase i snapped at her...well she was asking me stupid wuestions and asking things that were none of her business and being really rude so of course i snapped at her...and i wasnt in a good mood to start with. you know wut...i know a lot of people would get really upset if i told them this but im gonna right it down anyways. i kinda want to move...but i also dont. i really want to just start over and forget about all the people i dont like and stuff and just start my life over...but i dont want to leave my friends and everything i know. like my friends and stuff like that. anyways well im tired of typing so im gonna go. but ttyl.
-ME
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billyfan
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2004 15 January :: 12.51pm
:: Mood: man i have got a headache!
:: Music: classroom noise!
Hey
Happy birthday to me happy birthday to me.... okay i will cut the crap, but it is ma reall birthday today and ma party is on saturday. I am gonna play a trick on Bartsch because he does not knwo it is ma birthday so when i am in his class after school i will say right before i leave "Hey MB bye it was ma birthday today!" then i will run and laugh to maself. I have a 4h meeting tonight and they do birthdays of the month, but i think they will have forgotten mine i will tell you tomorrwo if they did or not Bye g2g check sumthin out!
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CrazyBlondeOne
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2004 14 January :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: mixed emotions
:: Music: i have taking back sunday stuck in my head
why me?
hey...these last few days have been reat but bad at the same time. last weekend was boring (except for friday) and this week i have been jam packed with last minute projects i have been assigned and studying for midterms and regular tests. i have also beed dealing with a bunch of other crap. things have gotten worse with brian. he is going out with this girl who i CANNOT stand. she is WAY preppy, shes a poser, looks like a mouse, she is just evil. i hate her. so he is going out with her AGAIN for the third time. but he doesnt really like her so he is gonna break up with her tmrw. and he is depressed because "he loves me and he cant have me." i was just like whatever...he isnt gonna get me. its not my fault i havent fallen for him and i never will. he needs to get a hold of himself..he is just wasting his time. there is something wrong with danny even though he swears there isnt anything wrong but i can so tell that there is. brittanie (is girlfriend) asked him but he swears nothing is wrong....but i have a gut feeling that something is wrong. plus im trying to figure out what to do about this really sweet guy named Craig. he likes me but im not sure if i like him like him. he is perfect (except for one thing...he isnt that cute) but i just dont know if i like him. i dunno what to do. blondie seems to be doing okay....she is still having some problems i think but at least she is doing better...thank god...i hate it when she is depressed. emilee and i havent had a fight in forever...we get along great now. we are going to the skating rink this friday with Ronnie and Jason and Brittanie maybe. if britt cant go then its just us with the guys...hey no complaints there...even though it would be really great if britt could go. i love hanging out with her..she is one of my best friends along with sara and emilee. brian used to be...but i just dont know anymore. then on Saturday i have court's birthday party to go to and then i spending the night at blondie's house!!! yay!!! lol. this weekend is gonna be pretty cool. anyways i got things i gotta do so ttfn.
-ME
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billyfan
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2004 14 January :: 3.09pm
:: Mood: oh yeah
oh yeah
I also like took out the safety pin in ma belly button because it was made of nickle and i am alergic to nickel or sumtin because it fgot all red and stuff so i still have a hole but i will redo it i gues when i get sumthin beter to do it with!
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billyfan
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2004 14 January :: 12.06pm
:: Mood: really sad and depressig like
:: Music: the lovely noise of the keys
hey
Hey guys i like always go on here during our computer class but this time it said it was restricted to go to my woohu Billyfan, so i just went to Woohu.com instead, oh and i got a really bad grade on ma math test, so even though right now my life at home is Hell it will be even more hell and i am really scared of what might happen i really ami am just well i dont want to say anythin because if MB reads it he will do sumthin but ya guys keep me in your thoughts because you are always in mine!
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billyfan
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2004 13 January :: 12.25pm
:: Mood: kinda dizzy i think i am high
:: Music: my teacher is saying sumthing i not paying attention!
hey guess what!!
i PEIRDED my belly button!!!!!!!!!!!! I used a safety pin but first i soaked the pin in rubbing alcholhal then i pushed it through, and ya know the stuff you get at claires when you get your ears peirced, well they give you this tall bottle of disinfectent so i am gonna put that on it to keep it from gettin infected. I have the safety pin in right now i will buy a bar bell this weekend! it is soo cool you guys should try it! I t did not hurt but it hurts a little now but it is extremely tolerable! i might sound happy now but once i get over the shock of how cool it is i will calm down and be depressed again that will probably be tomorrow. well i gotta go and do sumthin, so ya hey holla if you are gonna try it!!!
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billyfan
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2004 12 January :: 12.00am
:: Mood: man i have a head ache and i feel like i am goin t
:: Music: blake is watching some game it looks
wooooo
hey guys this weekend i was goin to run away for unobvious reasons and i will not say them here. But ne way life sucked at home so my little neighbor friend and i just started riding off into the countryside. I new a place we could stay. We got out about five miles and she got scared so i turned back, i would have come back before anyone new, i just neede my taste of freedom. oh and i have a fuckin hella bad head ache and i feel like i am goin to pass out, i guess should ea something, nah i ate a few days ago. Well i got to go because i have to look somethin up!
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CrazyBlondeOne
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2004 12 January :: 7.42am
:: Mood: ummm...i dunno
:: Music: nothing (imagine that)
these donuts are good...
hey...yum. i love powdered donuts. anyways...this weekend was boring. it started out being the perfect weekend then it turned into...blah. i already told all about Friday. Saturday i had a soccer scrimmage...which SUCKED by the way. we only had eight people from our team show up. on Sunday i did nothing. i went to the BX for a little while and then i went home and worked with my guitar, played computer games, listened to music, watched tv, etc. i had nobody to talk to. i tried calling blondie and she wasnt home. i called emilee but she wasnt home either and britt cant talk on the phone. and i really didnt feel like dealing with brian. i dont feel like dealing with him today either....i dont want to go to school. i wanna stay home. but i cant. anyways i gotta go. i haveta finish getting ready for school. FUN!!! (not). ttyl.
-ME
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