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cowboy67

:: 2007 7 March :: 11.49am

discovering the flaws


cowboy67

:: 2007 6 March :: 9.56pm

did she like it? she liked it.
i should have just done the tried-and-true thing it when it happened instead of trying something novel.

where's the pennyroyal tea when you need it?


cowboy67

:: 2007 5 March :: 12.15am

people think you have it so easy when they don't know you.

2 chasing my dreams | discovering the flaws


valoth

:: 2007 4 March :: 7.28pm
:: Music: Random Trance

300 - Spartan Style
Ya so this friday is the release of 300 the movie. If you havent heard about it check into it.

Im gonna go see it after work Friday. So like a 6-7pm showing of some form. If you care to go with, leave a note or give me a call.

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cowboy67

:: 2007 4 March :: 1.16pm

4 chasing my dreams | discovering the flaws


cowboy67

:: 2007 2 March :: 1.23pm

paula deen cheers me up, sometimes.


cowboy67

:: 2007 28 February :: 10.13pm

far away
this ship has taken me far away
far away from the memories
of the people who care if i live or die

starlight
i will be chasing a starlight
until the end of my life
i don't know if it's worth it anymore

hold you in my arms
i just wanted to hold you in my arms

my life
you electrify my life
let's conspire to ignite
all the souls that would die just to feel alive

i'll never let you go
if you promise not to fade away
never fade away

our hopes and expectations
black holes and revelations
our hopes and expectations
black holes and revelations

hold you in my arms
i just wanted to hold you in my arms


cowboy67

:: 2007 26 February :: 11.50pm

my life is a movie that i don't want to watch any more. i just want to hit "stop" already.


valoth

:: 2007 26 February :: 9.30pm

Friendly Bear & WoW Exit
The Loving Teddy Bear

Anyway.

WTS [Account Access: Valotho]
-- All characters, all items, all gold. (Stipulations may apply)

1/3 of sale will be donated towards causes for the upcoming needs of Ryans new Zombie movie.

The account currently will be held up for a short time to allow actual in-game viewing when specifically asked. After that time thanks to wow.allakhazam.com and their services of WoWreader giving out the link for the account there. I will be taking all sensible offers for the account.

www.valoth@gmail.com For questions, comments, and concerns.

---
I suppose it would be in good taste to give a notice to my guildies. Ill think about it.

discovering the flaws


cowboy67

:: 2007 23 February :: 2.24pm

mother, i'm tired
come surrender my son
time has ravaged on my soul
no plans to leave but still i go

falling with the leaves
falling out of sleep
to the last goodbyes
who cares why?

mother, i've tried
wasting my life
i haven't given up, i lie
to make you so proud in my eyes

falling out of sleep
crawling over me
to the last goodbyes
who cares why?

tuesday's come and gone
restless still i drive
try to leave it all behind

falling, falling out of sleep
falling, falling with the leaves
i got crawling, crawling over me

once upon a time in my life...

i went falling


cowboy67

:: 2007 20 February :: 5.17pm

the past 5 months have found me repeatedly asking, "what the fuck?"

1 chasing my dream | discovering the flaws


Valoth

:: 2007 19 February :: 10.58am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Incubus "Light Grenades" Album

Missing you.
So ya, I havent talked to rachel since Friday, and even then it was only for a few minutes. Im guessing shes busy or some such thing.

Im a sad panda.

2 chasing my dreams | discovering the flaws


cowboy67

:: 2007 13 February :: 5.22pm

tori amos: blood roses
blood roses
blood roses
back on the street now
can't forget the things you never said
on days like these starts me thinking
chickens get a taste of your meat, girl
chickens get a taste of your meat, yes

you gave him your blood
and your warm little diamond
he likes killing you after you're dead
you think i'm a queer
i think you're a queer
said, i think you're a queer
i think you're a queer
i shaved every place where you been, boy
said, i shaved every place where you been, yes

god knows
i know
i've thrown away those graces

the belle of new orleans
tried to show me once
how to tango
wrapped around your feet
wrapped around like good little roses

blood roses
blood roses
back on the street now
now you've cut out the flute
from the throat of the loon
at least when you cry now
he can't even hear you

when chickens get a taste of your meat
come on, come on, come on, come on
when he sucks you deep
sometimes you're nothing but meat


cowboy67

:: 2007 13 February :: 5.10pm

look, here's the deal:

we're all the same.... we all wish we had more excitement and variation in our lives but don't because we're slaves. we all want to run away and do something new and different. we all wonder what life "could" be like. blah blah blah. but routine is life. and life is routine. get used to it. it sucks. you're either deaf, blind, anorexic, depressed, bi-polar, infertile, alcoholic, overweight, disabled, schizophrenic, obsessive-compulsive, avoidant, dependent, narcissistic, a minority, poor, or someone you care about is, and it makes your life fucked up.

or if you're part of the the lucky 1% of the world, you're rich.

otherwise, you have to work every day for most of your life or you'll be assassinated for not believing in capitalism and/or starve to death. or you'll be blown up by the U.S. military.

people don't commit suicide for nothing.

discovering the flaws


Valoth

:: 2007 12 February :: 10.41am
:: Music: Snow Patrol- Chasing Cars

Ya, this isnt for anyone but REP

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