:: 2003 6 October :: 9.54 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

fuckin computer
i'm on a laptop and i threw the fuckin computer down the frekin staris it's such a peice of shit............ grrrr i'm so agrivated i got in trouble for throwing it lol it was kinda funny though. i'm tired, lol it's only 9:00 holy shit. well yea i feel ok though like i feel well wnough to want to be here right now.. wow that's a big improvement :)

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:: 2003 29 September :: 9.13 pm

Burning for him
they are smiling, happy...
protected in the room...
clouds scanning the black jelly beans...
lands admiring the whipped cream...
and the wind gently whispers...
in the afternoon....
.....
they are jumping on the beds...
swinging pillows around...
dancing to their unheard voices,...
being kernels in the microwave...
without restriction...
the farthest from bound,...
.....
yet everything is silent...
even when the lightening is seen,...
.....
he opens the door...
they fall to the ground...
hair falling flat...
eyes shut from the truth..
their silence disappears...
as he sits down,...
.....
their smiles and happiness never return...
at least not untill he leaves them alone...
even then will he be blind and deaf...
and she will never recover form the...
Deepest Burn..........

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:: 2003 14 September :: 9.51 pm
:: Mood: accomplished

yey!
okay, i'm proud of myself cuz i figured out how to put a pic on without jorie! : ) ok well i'll be writing regularly when i have a phone line at my house, but untill then i'll just come over to jorie's house and use her computer. i'll write a longer letter later...
love, jen

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