more time... time never started? then how will it end?
so i have some time. ummm i don't want to be here. like that feeling in your tummy like somthing is wrong. yea.. ehh and i'm soo stuffed. i want to throw up lol. but you know what? i wnat more pie lol. : )
ummmmmmm i really want some chocolate. yea jen isn't thinking ohhh... i should go write carly a letter! yea

*sigh* what did i do?
i did somthing really bad. yea.... i'm tired lol

what is a cow? meat and fat
i'm eating the whole fuckin world. i think i'm getting my period cuz i've been eating non-stop since the morning. ok so a waffle, bagle and cream cheese, kix, crackers and cheese, sandwich, milk duds, pizza, rice, chicken, and milk. oh goodness that soo much food. ahh i'm gonna get fater ahhh.. i'm gonna go do somthing lol

tropical foliage
so i went gorcerie shopping and yea me and jorie almost bought the whole store. and then of course everyone always thinks were on crack cuz were having way too much fun.
but i bought a plant!

mr. carl sam plant

yey say hi to it... im in teh process of figuring out if it's a girl or a boy.. i'll do some tests

lol jen needs to do homework! ehh i wanna cry i don't wanna do work! oh i smeel lol not really i jsut rahter take a shower.. bye

will you come near?
i'm really calm. i just took a bath. yea a bath and i locked the door. yes i locked the door. and i love that bug bathtub. i wish i had time to take a bath everyday. i'm really behind, ms. brown said i should get a tutor. well i like this feeling i'm gonna enjoy it.

vanessa left today. i was sad. i like having people here. but she was bored out of her mind prolly. and she HAS to go to school. she's gonna end up failing this year. sigh.

i don't know where my parents are. i'm not complaining. oh it's early still. umm i'm gonna go talk to people.

cookie cookie cookie we made it out of glass... and when we tried to eat it, we fell back on our ass.. ohh
alright so i had fun today! yesterday i went to chicago cuz i didn't have school today. well yesterday umm what did i do? oh i went to the hip with karol and saw a bunch of people and then we walked a long ass way to jeepers to get vanessa and she didn't even get out of work till late so we had marcos drive us home.. :) i feel like i'm back home.. well anywayz we chilled and then we went...i don't remember lol whatever we did we got back home at 11 and vanessa got home like 1 min after us. so i slept over her house cuz i was supose to go to her school.. well we were talking for a while and then my seroqel kicken in so next morning... ok so were supose to go to school but the night before jeffery called vanessa sayign that we needed to go to court cuz there was some accident and blah blah.. so were like ok. so we get all ready to "go to school" cuz vanessa was jsut gonna ditch. alright so we get on the cta and then he calls us sayign his parents found out so they were gonna take him. ok so i was like let's do somthing!! so i was like let's go to golf mill... ok so we got on a transfer bus and i was like oh shit this is not gonna take us to golf .. so we get off and take the blue line train and at the station i looked at the sign post thing and i was like ooo woodfield! let's go there. so we waited for the pace bus and were like cool.. so like a half an hour later.. prolly more but we got to woodfiel.. we walked soo much that mall is huge and we went aroung it like 8 times seriously. so we finally got too tired and sat down. i bought balls for my ears uggg you gotta see them lol. and some other stuff but yea so we were like let's go home. so were walkign around looking for a pace bus stop.. ok that took us a fuckin hour! ok so i find one.. were i said we should go but vanessa didn't listen. but we found it and were like cool 606 that's the one we need. so were running and running... the fuckin bus leaves. ok were like shit what are we gonna do now? ok so were sitting sitting sitting ok bus 209 comes and i was like shit. vanessa says should we take that one? i go well it says harlem then we take take addision to irving park... for what was that, we got on teh bus and i was like ok were going the right way... ugg then the bus turns and i was like shit.. this isn't the right way.. soo were jsut chillin on teh bus.. ok the lady says everyone has to get off.. were like wtf? where the hell are we. so were by cumberlanda so we took the bus that was at the stop.. eya not a good idea. we end up in des planes.. ugg that's close to my house actually and i look on the sign and it says it goes to hawthorn mall. i was like waht the fuck you are kidding me. so were on the bus and i was like METRA! ok i was like vanessa let's take that and it'll go to irving park. ok were stading at the station.. ugg 2 4 6 12 min and noone is there. ok so we see this guy comming and i ask "hey do you know how to get to chicago?" he's like well.... you can't really get too close but you can take this going that way and get off at jerfferson park and blah blah. so were excited. ok so we get on.. ok we didn't have id's so we had to pay 3.30 each. ok so we pay and were soo tired. ok so the guy is an ass eh's like watchign us.. but yea ok so we hear jefferson park and i was like vanessa let's get off.. she's like shoudl we? i was like YEA! ere gonna end up in fuckin california. so we get off.. ugg were the hell are we.. ok so we walk and i was like ooo edward fox , tha'ts where i got my pictures for my quincenera. ok i was like ok we needa take this. and vanessa goes ok if we get there then i know where we are. ok so we get on... lol we see a bunch of kids from vanessa's school on teh bus.. cuz in chicago they don't have school busses for high school. ok so there like where were you .. to vanessa. ok she's like ugg yea you don't wanna know. ok so we get off and take a transfer and then the blue line and then were like shit we need change. so we go to jjpeppers and get some brownies and candy and stuff and then i was like ooo this is were i used to live a long ass time ago. ok so we took two more busses and finally got to teh wallgreens and walked 5 blocks to my grandma's house................ lmao yea if you were tired reading that think about how much we had to fuckin walk. it was crazy! but fun!!!! so we get away with it.... everyone thought we were at school. sigh *bigbreath* ok
well yea it was fun.. so my dad is in another state my mom left the country without telling me. and so yea i was like vanessa come over.. and of course karol comes so now were all home safe and sound! i'm really glad we got home safely!!

yey i put christmas lights in my room~ they are soo prettiful!!!!

alright i'll write more cuz that was only today lol.