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2004 7 March :: 9.46 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: "Dead Babies" - Alice Cooper
My underoos are slipping!
God, my butt hurts.
I have to get some "dressy" shoes today. I'm going on a trip to Chicago next Friday and on one of the nights I have to get dressed up and all that jazz and I seem to be without dressy shoes.
I have these big platform boots that I could have worn...but (1) they wouldn't fit in my suitcase (2) my mother took one look at them and said "HELL NO". So yeah, shoe shopping we go! *raises fist*
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2004 5 March :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: AFI
Today was great. The weather is absolutely gorgeous, I only had to go to school for half a day, all my friends were cool, and I'm going to my friend's sleepover birthday party thing tonight. Well, that's basically all I have to say, so I'll write in this thing either tomorrow or Sunday, probably. Ta-ta everyone.
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2004 3 March :: 4.34 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Switchblade Symphony
Gutter Glitter
It's back to my dad's I go. My mom is yelling at me to get off the computer, so I shall have to update tomorrow. Ta-ta.
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2004 2 March :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Queen Adreena
Where The Sidewalk Ends
I attempted watching the movie White Oleander. I couldn't watch it.
It did the book no justice. The only good thing it did was give me a couple faces to place to a name. It left out soo many good parts in the book, and it covered about 1/3 of the book in ten minutes. Plus I don't want to know what happens until I finish reading it. I'll just watch it and make fun of it after I'm done reading the book.
That just goes to show that it is true, kiddies, the books are almost ALWAYS better than the movies.
Anyways, I feel kind've left behind, because the main girl in the book, Astrid, has done soo much more than me and has had so many more experiences than me even when she was only 13, and I'm 15 and I haven't even done most of the stuff she has. The only thing I've done is gotten high, and that's not even on a regular basis.
I live way too much of a sheltered life, I think. I need to go out, do something. Not spend my life like a little hermit. Sheesh.
I bet this whole entry makes no sense.
Plus, why does my ex-boyfriend feel the intense urge to call me 10 times a day just to tell me that he still loves me, despite what I feel about him? *shakes head*
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2004 1 March :: 4.43 pm
Same old, same old. God, I can't put that White Oleander book down. I'm so bored. And my little stepsister is bugging me for her to get on the computer. BUT IT'S NOT HAPPENING MWHAHAH. *feels evil*
I'm going to go die now.
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2004 1 March :: 7.26 am
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: Change (In the House of Flies) - Deftones
Just call me, Miss Ann Thrope
I don't wanna go to school. I wanna stay home and read my book all day and watch Murderdolls videos. *cries*
That White Oleander book is REALLY FUCKING GOOD. Well, so far. I stayed up half of last night reading it because I couldn't put the thing down! Stupid school.
Make it DIIIIEEEEE!!!! *stabs*
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2004 29 February :: 7.50 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: FDQ
Send Me An Angel
Well, I went to Emily's house last night. It was cool, we didn't go to The Attic though. We went to her grandma's house and walked around, then we went to her house and sat in front of the computer for countless hours. It was still fun.
God, my lips are incredibly chapped.
Here's me with a hanger on my head....such fun.
I hope that works.
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2004 28 February :: 2.13 pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Deadstar Assembly
Well, I'm going to my friend Emily's house tonight, or today really, I have to start getting ready because I'm going over there at four.
We're going to this place in Dayton called "The Attic", it should be pretty fun. It's like a hangout where bands play, from what Emily described. If anyone from the Dayton area on here is going and wants to hang out, you know what I look like, buckos. ;)
Well, I have to go drag my mother out of bed so she can drive me up there. Her alarm has already went off about five times, she can only press the "Snooze" so many times.
I'm reading "White Oleander" by....*insert correct author's name here* It's pretty good. See you all later. Ta-ta.
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2004 27 February :: 4.16 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: My Ruin
Radio Silence
God, I never update this thing. Mostly because my life is so fucking routine. I want something to happen, something out of the ordinary.
I'm going over to Emily's tomorrow hopefully. I haven't seen her in a looong time.
 DAYUM she is perrrty. :)
I took a couple new pics of moi today as well, but only one turned out halfway decent.
Eh. See you all later. Maybe.
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2004 22 February :: 1.25 pm
More details on the big breakup.
Well, I was on the phone with him last night, and I was all quiet and he asked me what was wrong, and I told him I had been thinking about things, blah blah blah.
I had been acting weird for a few days before that, so I think he knew something was up.
So I told him that I think of him as more of a brother than a friend, and I don't think I could get past that image. So he was like, "So are you breaking up with me?" and I just said, "Yeah, basically". And then we talked about the whole us still being friends thing, which of course we still are going to be friends since we were friends for so long before. At the end part he started crying a little bit and he said he was going to try and win me back and that if I ever wanted a boyfriend I knew who to come to, haha.
So yeah. I am single now.
Funny how I'm really horny now too.
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2004 22 February :: 9.23 am
I broke up with James last night.
I felt so much better. He cried.
I am a horrible person. I even did it over the phone. *sigh*
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2004 18 February :: 4.25 pm
I have to go to my dad's tonight.
James is smothering me. He calls WAY too much and he won't give me any space.
I NEED MY SPACE, BOY!
Arg.
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2004 17 February :: 4.45 pm
:: Mood: slacker
:: Music: "Graverobbing USA" - Murderdolls
I come from a planet beyond the stars...
^ My cool as fuck new shoes. They're pink and black. OH YES.
^ My cool as fuck new bracelets. OH YES.
^ A little headshot JUST FOR YOU.
I have no idea where my mother went. She went to put the dogs in the fence and that was about an hour ago. Sheesh. She better not be walking the streets. I've decided I guess I won't leave. I have too many friends here to just desert them all. Plus I can hardly go a day without updating this thing or it kills me. So, yeah. ENJOY ME MOOHA!
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2004 16 February :: 5.03 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: "Get Pretty" - My Ruin
I want to go to the mall. Mallrat. MOOHA.
I have ten whole dollars. WOW.
I can't seem to find things to write about much in here anymore. I have started a MOJ too. Uh-oh. I might leave Woohu. :(
Dammit.
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2004 13 February :: 6.58 pm
A Survey For You All....
| What is your favorite.. | | gum: | Eclipse....or Juicy Fruit I guess. I don't chew gum too much. | | restaurant: | El Rancho Grande, Texas Roadhouse, Applebees, and Olive Garden. | | drink: | Mountain Dew and Frappacinos | | season: | Fall | | type of weather: | Slightly warm and sunny | | emotion: | Happy of course | | thing to do on a half day: | Nothing | | late-night activity: | Sex you idiot......since I can't get that right now I'll say go to the mall or something...woo | | sport: | I dont like sports. | | city: | Los Angeles or Chicago | | store: | Wal-Mart bebay! | | When was the last time you.. | | cried: | A couple days ago. | | played a sport: | About 6 years ago. | | laughed: | Today. | | hugged someone: | Today. | | kissed someone: | Less than a week ago. | | felt depressed: | 3 Days Ago | | felt elated: | 5 Days Ago | | felt overworked: | About two weeks ago | | faked sick: | Last month | | lied: | Last night....shame on me | | What was the last.. | | word you said: | 6:47....I was telling my little sister the time | | thing you ate: | Cheesecake YES | | song you listened to: | "Toxic" by Britney Spears....that song is damn catchy I love it | | thing you drank: | Milk | | place you went to: | School | | movie you saw: | Edward Scissorhands | | movie you rented: | I can't remember | | concert you attended: | One of my mother's country concerts.... | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged: | James | | cried over: | TJ | | kissed: | James | | danced with: | TJ | | shared a secret with: | Mandy | | had a sleepover with: | Emily | | called: | James | | went to a movie with: | Emily | | saw: | Shelby | | were angry with: | My mom | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | DJ | | obsessed over: | Michael | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain: | Yes | | kissed someone: | OH YES | | done drugs: | Yes. | | drank alcohol: | Yes. | | slept around: | I wish. | | partied 'til the sun came up: | I wish. | | had a movie marathon: | Yeah. | | gone too far on a dare: | I dont play truth or dare as much as I'd like... | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | Oh yeah, I do that all the time. | | taken a survey quite like this before: | Yeah, they're all the same yet I can't stop taking them. |
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!
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