God Called In Sick Today

God Called In Sick Today

:: 2004 11 February :: 3.25 pm

The newest pic of my gorgeous best friend Emily

Yep, and she thinks I'M the prettier one! HAHAHHA.

:: 2004 11 February :: 2.55 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Eve 6

One put my tender heart in a blender...
Well, I'm supposedly getting a kitten today. School wasn't too bad. There's not been too much to say past couple days. I don't come here as much as I used to. Oh well.

1 Blood Stain | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 8 February :: 12.48 pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: "Noise And Kisses" - The Used

I feel so weird. And I need to take a bath. SO badly.

2 Blood Stains | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 8 February :: 10.48 am
:: Mood: photogenic
:: Music: "Eleanor Rigby" - The Beatles

Glasses motherfucker
Alas, I took some pics. And yet, I am too lazy to put them all up.
So here is one.

1 Blood Stain | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 8 February :: 9.28 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: "Hello Skinny" - The Residents

I love the way you move
Well, I bought Alice Cooper's "Killer" last night, used. Only $7. I'm going to get a Murderdolls poster, and a sticker and a pin each of London After Midnight and the Peppermint Creeps with the money I have left. Ta-da. I tried to take some pics today but they turned out really crappy. I think my cam just reloaded so maybe I can try again in a bit. Fun stuff.

1 Blood Stain | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 8 February :: 9.28 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: "Hello Skinny" - The Residents

Trail of blood...

:: 2004 7 February :: 2.29 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: "This Love" - Maroon 5

Well, James came over last night. It was pretty fun. My grandma left us pretty much alone too. There wasn't any kissing (godammit) but there was ALOT ALOT ALOT of cuddling. I'll take it. ;)
He's tall. I usually like short guys. I have to look up at him. *sigh* I guess I should start drinking more milk.
I'm going over to my dad's today and we're going to Second Time Around (a used CD store) today and I have $20! *dances* I can finally get some CDs.
I don't really have much to say.

2 Blood Stains | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 2 February :: 3.32 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: "Deception" - Cruxshadows

Well I asked Mandy about it.
She said she wouldn't care at all if I went out with him. She even encouraged me to wave at him and stuff. He's already walking me to my classes and whatnot. He has to call me today. Maybe this won't be so bad after all. After the deal with semi-boyfriend I had, his name is TJ, I NEED a real boyfriend that will ACT like a boyfriend. And James sure does that. I just hope everything works out alright with TJ now. James already asked me to go out somewhere this weekend. I've never been on an "official" date.

3 Blood Stains | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 1 February :: 10.58 pm
:: Mood: stressed

Houston we have a problem..
My friend Mandy broke up with my friend James. Well, turns out that James "loves someone else." Turns out, it was me. He told me that he's loved me for awhile now, and that he was thinking of breaking up with his girlfriend because of me. But Mandy is my friend and I don't know if she would approve of me dating him, and I don't want to lose a friend. Thing is, I also have a "boyfriend", but I don't know if he can be called for that. Also he is really good friends with James. He was telling me how much he loves me, and how I was so pretty, smart, and cute, and funny and everything and I just didn't know what the hell to say. I don't know if I like him like THAT. We've been friends for soo long....I'm just so confused. I told him I needed time to think things through. I've never been in this situation before.

2 Blood Stains | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 31 January :: 3.03 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: "Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of These)" - Manson

I'm going over to my lovely friend Renee's house. As soon as my mother wakes up I can depart.
I took some new pictures before I left because I am a mad cam whore and I have PIGTAILS.

2 Blood Stains | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 30 January :: 11.50 pm

Where Good Girls Go To Die - London After Midnight
Step into this picture
release all your light
I think God has gone mad... here tonight

You can't believe your eyes,
control is so hard to keep
obsession can be hell
from which you'll never be free
It's all for the taking, here tonight

Where good girls go to die
that's where I'll be
Waiting for my love with my heart on my sleeve

Forget about the future
forget about the past.
My heart beats so,
my hands are cold
please God make this moment last

You seek to fill me
with virtues I lack
I'll turn your pure white wings to pure black.

You've pushed too far and now
you've lost control can't you see?
You thought you were the master
but you're down on your knees.
It's all for the taking, here tonight

Where good girls go to die
that's where I'll be,
remembering our love as if it were a disease.

Forget about the future
it wasn't meant to last
My heart beats slow my hands are cold
Oh God it's the end at last.

Trail of blood...

:: 2004 30 January :: 8.56 pm

I get to go to Chicago in March. My friend Mandy is going with me too. Fun stuff. Only for one night though. But still, it's CHICAGO.
I hope I don't get blown away.

Trail of blood...

:: 2004 30 January :: 5.41 pm

I don't have to go to my dad's tonight. :)
My mother has 5 whole days off from work. *is happy* Well I don't have too much to write. I was sopposed to stay with Renee tonight but my mother said tonight was a bad night. Maybe tomorrow night.

What a cam whore. Psh, like I should be talking. She Iz Da GoFFiK. HAHA.

Trail of blood...

:: 2004 30 January :: 7.54 am
:: Mood: disappointed

Where is my snow day?
It snowed really bad last night. Like, iced and everything. And every school around our area except for the Middletown ones are closed.
This sucks ass. I DO NOT want to go to school today. This week feels like it's lasted for about a month.

3 Blood Stains | Trail of blood...

:: 2004 29 January :: 4.17 pm

I'm just going to forget it all ever happened.
If he can't remember, then why should I?
It's better that way.

4 Blood Stains | Trail of blood...