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2004 29 January :: 7.15 am
I can't believe a day could be so horrible
My dad got drunk last night.
After I went over there, he was already slurring and throwing stuff around. I had to go after him and constantly pick everything up. He hasn't gotten drunk in over a year. I thought his alcoholism days were over.
Things got worse.
He started yelling at me for no reason because all I did was sit there, and then he fell and he started cussing me out because I didn't help him up. He's a 300 pound man, how the hell am I sopposed to pick him up?
So then he started yelling about how I should do more stuff for him and how he knows more things about me than I could ever know. He started cussing me out more and flipping me off.....and then he hit me. I was so stunning, just lying on the floor.
He has never hit me before. I feel so strange.
This morning he asked me why I had a little bruise on my face.
I told him I ran into my dresser. I told my mom that too.
I hope no one at school notices.
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2004 28 January :: 4.16 pm
My bangs
I cut my bangs as you all know....so I decided to post pics. WOOT!
Not too much cut off, but still. I think they look dandy. :)
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2004 28 January :: 4.02 pm
:: Mood: amazingly aroused
HOT HOT HOT
*points to guy on far right* MOMMY ME WANT!!!!!! *drools*
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2004 28 January :: 7.10 am
:: Mood: strange
:: Music: "Under My Wheels" - Alice Cooper
Baby if you wanna be my lover, you better take me home...
No snow day today either. :(
I didn't end up going to the mall. They just went without me. I guess she was cheered up enough. *snicker snicker*
Well, I ought to be getting off to school, I believe I am already late. I actually had breakfast this morning. Greasy, rubbery bacon. IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD.
I feel strange today.
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2004 27 January :: 3.45 pm
Well, I had school today. And as I was walking to my bus stop and SPLOOSH! right into a puddle of soggness my shoe went in and it seeped through my sock. So I went through the whole day with a soggy sock. Lovely feeling. Really. I might go to the mall later on with some of my friends I never hang out with. I don't really WANT to go...but my friend is in a sad mood and she wants me to go cheer her up I guess. Not much to say. I guess I'll go then.
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2004 27 January :: 6.21 am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: TV
Well, it looks as if I'm going to have school today. Joy. I got about 5 hours of sleep last night. I don't think today is going to be a very good day.
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2004 25 January :: 11.50 pm
:: Mood: Dead
:: Music: "God Is a DJ" - Pink
I am so bored and tired. No school. Bless snow.
My stepsisters are watching Freaky Friday. My mom is asleep on the couch. My dogs are taking turns pooping on the rug.
I want to go to bed.
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2004 25 January :: 7.47 pm
My alternate Woohu Forum
Being my sad self, I made a little board that the old Woohu-ers can come to and post, just like the Woohu Forums used to be like.
The link is at: http://com1.runboard.com/bwoohuforumsreunited
Anyone can join, even if you weren't registered on the old one, you're all welcome. I need as many members as possible. Anyways, enjoy.
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2004 25 January :: 7.18 pm
I have attempted at making a homepage. *hides*
It's certainly not very good, and not quite finished either, but you can take a look if you like.
http://www.freewebs.com/deadlydelusion
Enjoy.
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2004 25 January :: 3.35 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Dope Stars Inc.
It looks like it's safe to say I'm going to have a snow day tomorrow. *does a dance*
We haven't had a snow day all year, so this is very nice!!
It's like a blizzard outside, hehe.
In two days my little stepsister Shelby will be 6. Aww....we are having her little party today, I think.
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2004 25 January :: 2.43 pm
Oh I forgot to tell you, someone tried to steal my dad's car a couple nights ago. They were unsuccessful, so they took a screwdriver and completely fucked up both of the locks so now my dad can't get into his car at all. It sucks.
Here is the picture of my lovely friend Renee...enjoy.
 She is my lover. *wink wink*
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2004 25 January :: 2.10 pm
Well, Emily came to spend the night last night. It was pretty fun. She cut my bangs for me so they reach my jawline now, it's really cool. I might just cut my own hair or something. God, that sounds like a disaster waiting to happen. Well, I shall post some pictures up later of my dear friend Renee who I haven't seen since Christmas. *tear*
Ahh I miss the forums. Most of my best friends are on there. OH well, I hope they will be back soon.
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2004 23 January :: 7.22 am
The Woohu Forums are closed...*dies*
Be back in a few months??!!
I don't think I can wait that long, no way. But I guess I don't have a choice. Oh well. I wonder why they are closed.
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2004 21 January :: 10.19 pm
:: Mood: sick
I shouldn't have eaten all those celery sticks. I think I'm gonna puke now. Uh-oh.
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2004 21 January :: 9.06 pm
I just found another pic in the old archive that I can almost guarantee you lot haven't seen because I had to change it to jpeg and all that jazz. Anyways, enjoy.
Me looking very surpised at some reason unknown...:
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