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2003 9 September :: 3.53 pm
:: Music: AFI
Ahh......so bored. SO BORED!! I had school today.....ah. I'm watching Dr. Phil. Hehe. I have to go to my dad's house today. Sheesh. I'm so interesting today, eh?
Shitocki.
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2003 7 September :: 7.14 pm
Ah.......I got back from bathing suit shopping. No luck. I got two tank tops and two short-sleeve shirts though. Oh well. Nothing too much to write about. There never is. I have to go to school tomorrow. Sheesh.
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2003 5 September :: 4.13 pm
:: Music: Murderdolls, woo!!
Not TOO much happened today......
Yesterday though, this kid, let's call him um.....Kevin* (*name has been changed haha) yelled out the bus window, "Bye Sarah, I love you!!" I guess I took it a little too seriously cause now I'm in a big floaty stage. Where I sigh pathetically all the time and daydream. *smacks self* Oh well.
Also, this guy that is kinda cute... let's call him Larry* (*also, name has been changed) was typing things into his computer this morning so I could plainly see, trying to get me to talk to him. Typing Murderdolls-related things and whatnot, seeing as everyone in school knows I love them. And of course, AFI. :) Maybe I'm just overreacting. I tend to do that alot since I don't have much luck in the "love department" and I try to hang on to whatever "love" I get. Oh well. It's the weekend. That will let them have two days to realize how ugly and dumb I am and just forget about me altogether. I have to go to my dad's tonite. Don't wanna go!! *bangs fists on table*
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2003 3 September :: 4.07 pm
Totalimmortal - AFI
Hope unknown
Sometimes just waking is surreal
I walk right through the nameless ones
I know that hope's unknown
Sometimes the water feels so real
As I walk through it fills my lungs
My god, I'm drowning
This day never seems to end
This pain, never
This rage I will not let go
I hear them calling
I feel them gnawing out holes through flawless souls
So alone. Sometimes I swear that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones
I fear that I alone fear those who ceased to feel that they're alone inside this place
I am the misplaced
Now every face, it looks familiar...
Then every face would melt away until...
Now everyone, do you know, I know your deception?
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2003 3 September :: 3.58 pm
The Boy Who Destroyed the World - AFI
Once there was a boy who had a vibrant glow
But as it goes, someone took it from him
One day through the rain I heard him meekly moan
He said, "Will you wrap your arms around me as I'm falling?"
Remember when we were so beautiful?
But since then we've lost our glow.
They said it hurt their eyes but he would never know
That they were filled with regret as their own dissipated
He said, "I now feel more desperately alon, even though they wrapped their arms around me as I'd fallen."
Remember when we were all so beautiful??
But since then we've lost our glow.
They said it hurt their eyes, but he would never know
That they were claiming regret as their own...
As their own dissipated.
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2003 3 September :: 3.54 pm
Fall Children - AFI
As the cries start to penetrate still air
This day we celebrate
The wait now ends
From four corners smoke plumes into a reddened sky
In the face of a lantern light, tonight my destiny lies
This day so hallowed, from here to forever I will follow
Tonight will come to life
Deadened branches stirred by the whispers in the wind
Fall children fill the street at dusk, at last, it all will begin.
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2003 30 August :: 3.16 pm
Ah.....just woke up. I'm calling my friend right now because she is sopposed to spend the night. But.......she's not answering. Oh well. It's Saturday already. Only two more days off. Go back Tuesday. I REALLY have nothing to write about now.
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2003 30 August :: 3.16 pm
Ah.....just woke up. I'm calling my friend right now because she is sopposed to spend the night. But.......she's not answering. Oh well. It's Saturday already. Only two more days off. Go back Tuesday. I REALLY have nothing to write about now.
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2003 30 August :: 12.25 am
I'm going to bed...........
Goodnight all. *waves tiredly*
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2003 29 August :: 9.55 pm
My bologna has a first name
It's O-S-C-A-R
My bologna has a second name
It's M-E-Y-E-R
I love to eat it night and day
And if you ask this is what I'll say
Oscar Meyer has a way
With B-O-L-O-G-N-A
I don't even like bologna.......
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2003 29 August :: 9.42 pm
:: Music: AFI.......in celebration
Arg....I'm so bored. Don't have nothing to do.
It's raining. So.......bored. Just been hanging out in the forums....hehe. Ah, all my friends on AIM seem to have logged off.....they don't wanna talk to me I guess. Am I really that boring?? Everyone I talk to on the phone says I am. Weirdos.......
Ah well, maybe it's true. That would explain my lack of social life....
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2003 29 August :: 6.43 pm
:: Mood: cranky
God, my mom can be so fake sometimes. If she's talking to little kids, or something, she'll put on this little sweet innocent voice and accompany it with all these fake laughs. I don't bullshit kids and they like me just the same. In fact, they my two "step-sisters" think I am GOD, as I have most likely said before. And I'm not fake with them. Good thing about kids is, they can see right through you. Or at least I could when I was little. My mom does that alot on the phone too. Even to her own sister. This little annoying fake laugh. Ah. If I don't have anything to laugh about then I keep my mouth shut. Simple as that. I'm in a bad mood right now. Sheesh.
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2003 29 August :: 6.42 pm
Nothing from nowhere, I'm nowhere at all........
Radiate, recognize one silent call
As we all form one dark flame.
Incinerate.
Love, your hate, your faith lost........
You, are now one of us..........
I think that's how it goes.
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2003 29 August :: 4.49 pm
Ah....the weekend. I'm watching someone get plastic surgery on TV. It disturbs me. Sheesh there's nothing to write about. I think my friend is spending the night tomorrow. Woohoo. MB kept on staring at me today. I wasn't complaining. But he's already going out with someone else. Oh well. Poo on her. AFI WON A VMA!! *dances* I freaked out. I'm so fucking happy for them. And for once, I'm not being sarcastic.
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2003 28 August :: 4.33 pm
Fourth day...........Ah...!
I got the House of 1000 Corpses and Freddy Vs. Jason DVDs.........a bit illegally. But they're still cool. I go to Meijers today, joy upon all joys, eh? Not been doing much really.
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