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Simplistic Pessimist

I should be in bed right now. But instead, I sit here, feeding my internet addiction, and complaining. All I do is complain. Can't I be damn GRATEFUL for once?! I am a pessimist. Why can I be happy for something?? God, I need some sleep.

Month: October
Day of the week: Friday
Time: 7:00 PM
Planet: Saturn
Sea Animal: Manatee
Direction: North
Piece of Furniture: Couch
Sin: Sloth or lust
Historical Figure: Jack the Ripper
Liquid: AMP Energy Drink
Tree: Weeping Willow
Kind of Weather: Stormy
Musical Instrument: Guitar
Animal: Panther
Color: Black
Vegetable: Brocolli
Sound: Silence
Element: Fire
Car: BMW
Song: "Out of the Rain" - Xymox
Food: Fruit Rollup
Place: Deep in the woods
Taste: Sour
Word: Crepscular
Shape: Triangle
Sorry to whoever I stole this from.

It's 6:09 in the morning. And yet I'm still up. I don't remember ever getting up this early when I was a kid. Not even for school. But now it just seems like a good time to wake up. No people outside, except for the old ones, but they don't cause too much trouble. All the pot sellers have gone back to their house and it seems that the crack house has closed for the night and not been reopened. But yet I'm all alone. God, I sound so whiny. I need something I can be happy about. Something I can be proud of. But I get this internet addiction. Oh well.

Lacuna Coil
Oh no, here it is again
I need to know

When I will fall in decay
Something wrong with every plan in my life
I didn't really notice that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

Set me free, your heaven's a lie
Set me with your love
Set me free

Oh no, here it is again
I need to know why did I choose to betray you

When will I fall in decay
Something wrong with every plan in my life
I didn't really notice that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

Set me free
Your heaven's a lie
Set me free with you love
Set me free x2

Today is depressing. And there isn't even a reason for it. I have to go to my dad's house and I know he will be in a bad mood.
(\_/)
(O.O)
(")(") Bunny to cheer me up.
But it doesn't work.
I got a new AFI poster at least. Spencers is so expensive. It was $6.99. Oh well. I gotta get dressed.

I want a boyfriend. Really bad. I haven't had one in sooo long, and I miss it so much. I'm through with being single. All of these love songs just make me want to find someone. Anyone.

I've got a crush on you
You turn me on
It's hitting home again
What I left behind
I don't want to sleep alone
I don't want to go home
I don't want to walk the streets
I want to satisfy your needs
'Cos that's what life's about
'Cos that's what love's about

She says, "No, no, no, no, no never again"
She says, "No, no, no, no, no, never again"

You've got nothing to lose
So just hear me again
I don't understand why people say I just don't give a damn
I don't want to make the same mistake
I don't want to waste another day
I don't want to play another game
I want to make it up this way
Cos that's what life's about
'Cos that's what love's about

She says, "No, no, no, no, no never again"
She says, "No, no, no, no, no never again"

Take me out of the rain
Take me out of the rain

Some say, I stepped out of line
Some say, just leave it all behind
It's never too late to turn it around
It's never too late to turn it around
All I want, is you tonight
All I want, is you tonight, to

Take me out of the rain
Take me out of the rain

How can I change your mind?
How can I change your mind?

Take me out of the rain
Take me out of the rain

Rain, rain, rain.

Let's admire the pattern forming
Murderous filigree
I'm caught in the twisting of the vine
Go ascend with ivy, climbing
Ignore and leave for me
The headstone crumbling behind

I can't stand my laughter as she cries
My soul brings tears to angelic eyes

Let's amend the classic story
Close it so beautifully
I'll let animosity unwind
Steal away the darkened pages
Hidden so shamefully
I'll still feel the violence of the line

I can't stand my laughter as they cry
My soul brings tears to angelic eyes
And miles away my mother cries
Omnipotence, nurturing malevolence