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2008 7 July :: 10.24am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Incubus - Agoraphobia
just fucking great, im crying over her again... FUCK ME I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
and on top of it all, rays in richmond now... my only escape from this nightmare just left for like 3 weeks... SHIT...
Two people touching lips
Hands on each other's hips
Nothing in else in the world but one another
The 42nd floor
On a distant shore
I wonder how we strayed so far from this
Remember when we were
Just flesh and bone
You say, "We have forgotten how cordial war could be"
So, put down your hollow sips
And kiss your lovers lips
And learn that fate is what you make of it
Please end this
Before it ends us
I wanna stay inside
I wanna stay inside for good
I wanna stay inside
For good
I read the news today
And everything they say
Just makes me want to stay inside
And a better part of me knows
That waiting in the throes
Is all on par with reading with my eyes closed
"What Can I do?", You say
It's just another day
In the life of apes with ego trips
Put down your hollow sips
And kiss your lover's lips
And learn that fate is what we make of it
Please end this
Before it ends us
I wanna stay inside
I wanna stay inside for good
I wanna stay inside
For good
I'm gonna stay inside
I'm gonna stay inside for good
I'm gonna stay inside
For Good
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2008 7 July :: 10.03am
it still hurts.... god damnit, i read one of her blogs a second ago and it hurt so bad i could physically feel it. i only want to be with her, im starting to realize this, and idk, maybe my only goal now should be trying to get her back... but i think its too late for that... i really think its too late... and that scares me. god i cant imagine trying to plan my life without her. i miss her so much. i feel so pathetic but there is nothing i can do to control it. Maybe it would be better if i just get over it and try to move on.... it seems like love is now a goal... i dont know. love hurts... way too much... i cant believe i still think its worth it...
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2008 5 July :: 8.23pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Incubus
Normally i wouldnt write a blog entry while im not near an internet connection and post it later but i just feel out of it right now... hell... somthing is seriously wrong with me... i just did somthing i swore i would never do again... somthing that used to scare the ever living shit out of me... somthing that i couldnt say no too before and all of a sudden cant again... no one told me to do it, no one talked me into it, i just couldnt talk myself out of it... i cut again... just a few nicks, enough to let the blood drip on some pictures... and it made me feel better... somthing that comes rarely now... but now im scared. Liz came by today, i kissed her, a few times. i kissed her like nothing was wrong, and it almost made me feel like nothing was wrong. she said she is moving out in less than a month and it made me think... right now i should be saving up to go with her, but instead im behind on my rent and sitting on my floor listening to incubus looking at bloody pictures of me and her. what the fuck happened to me and what should i do to fix it? why am i acting like this? ugh... i just feel like complete shit... i kinda met a girl i spent some time over the past couple days with who was helping me forget and who was filling the void... i said somthing about her the other day when kelsey asked me if i liked her and ray said it was the best compliment i could ever give her, all i said was (and its going to sound mean unless you could understand what ive been thru durring mine and liz's relationship) "shes a huge downgrade from liz in looks, personality, and education... i think shes exactly what i need right now" but aparently she isnt making me happy either, look at where im at right now... im more pathetic than ive been in years. im acting like a middle schooler and i can see myself acting in this horrible way but there is nothing i can do about it. i told liz i thought i was going to regret kissing her in 10 minutes and honestly i dont. i feel bad because i dont know if im leading her on or not, i dont know if we will ever get back together or not. right now id rather not think about it. i need to get fucked up, but im broke, and they dont make the kind of drugs i need. well... maybe arsnic... wait, sam will be home soon... maybe i can convince her to get some starter fluid... i really think the only thing that can help right now is ether... and way too much of it.
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2008 1 July :: 7.30pm
:: Music: Incubus (again)
the worlds a roller coaster yet we are not strapped in
i guess i feel a little bit better... maybe... still pretty pathetic... but hell... as long as there are partys and friends ill be alright. im pretty sure im going insane, and if im not im surely killing myself 10 times faster than i was a couple months ago... but whatever, lifes short, live it. right? fuck the dumb shit... i dont need anyone but my family right now but in an hour all ill want is her. i need someone to talk to right about now... that would be lovely... wish i had at least that. ugh...
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2008 29 June :: 3.50am
:: Music: Incubus
Pardon me while i burst
dude, ive cryed all night... this is not going to be easy. in fact, this is going to be very fucking hard. i was shit faced by 7-8 making a fool out of myself at rays house passed out drunk in my bed and woke up just to stay up the rest of the night crying... why? because a girl i didnt even want to spend time with the past few weeks now has 'single' on her myspace... or because i have to pretend im okay when im around her when acually thats the furthest from okay ive ever been. my biggest fear is being alone, and now im alone... and besides that, im a wierd kind of attention whore... ive decided this... i strive to be wanted, strive to be needed... now im just here... all the alcohol cant help that... but it numbs the pain for a little while... or at least i think it does idk... its just a phase
I am bottled fizzy water
And you were shaking me up
You are a fingernail running
Down the chalkboard I thought I left in third grade
Now my only consolation
Is that this could not last forever
Even though you're singing and thinking how well you've got it made
Who are you?
And will you be through
Yeah, it's just a phase
It will be over soon
Yeah, it's just a phase
Yeah, it's just a...phase
Call it women's intuition
But I think I'm on to something here
Temporaryism has been the black plague
And the Jesus of our age
I know that I sound opinionated
Maybe biased and quite possibly jaded
But sooner than later they'll be throwing quarters at you on the stage
Who are you?
And will you be through
Yeah, it's just a phase
It will be over soon
Yeah, it's just a phase
Yeah, it's just a...phase
And I am waiting for it to be over too
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2008 28 June :: 2.09am
:: Music: Incubus
should i be happy?
Well, i finally did it; its over. We're over... and as unhappy as i was before, just like i knew i would be, I'm more miserable now. I feel like a piece of shit, a sorry dirty low down piece of shit. I'm not gona go get all emo over this break up or anything, don't worry about that, but its going take a minute to get over... i mean, shit, 7 beers and 2 350mg muscle relaxers surely did'nt ease this pain, how disappointing. omg, i need to cheer up and relax, this is ridiculous. I'm scared, relieved, and regretful all at the same time. i cant even focus on this damn blog im noddin from the pills so bad... im fuckered and im still feelin bad, its getting alot better, and worse i guess, by the minute. maybe ill update this more often, its starting to become a habbit, hell yeah! yup, im noddin out i almost smacked the keyboard with my forehead that time... that was pretty great.
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2008 27 June :: 1.33am
implode or explode?
still confused, still distraught, still dont know what to do, still dont feel right spilling it all out to anyone. Honnestly the best way of describing how im feeling is that i feel like im so empty im going to implode but being so full i feel like im going to explode.
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2008 27 June :: 1.33am
implode or explode?
still confused, still distraught, still dont know what to do, still dont feel right spilling it all out to anyone. Honnestly the best way of describing how im feeling is that i feel like im so empty im going to implode but being so full i feel like im going to explode.
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2008 25 June :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: Distraught
:: Music: Incubus (as always)
Distraught - agitated with doubt or mental conflict or pain
tell me thats not a perfect way to describe my life right now.
god i dont want to end anything that might be savable.
i dont understand why i can go without her when im not thinking about doing it, but as soon as i think about actually going on without her i freak. every time i think about us being with anyone else i just want to cry. i dont ever want to see her with anyone else unless she isnt happy with me, which is how i kind of feel right now. maybe im not helping the situation by always having the idea of us breaking up on my mind, but god damnit man, we havent spent even part of a day together in weeks. what am i supposed to think? its been prob a month since this shit started and it isnt getting any better. how much of my time should i sacrifice before its just a waste? yeah, who am i kidding, what better option do i have? i havent shown any interest in any girl but her for the past year and a half and thats about how much interest ive gotten back. i dont even know any girls that i dont look at like a sister or one of the guys. but hell, why should i? i had everything i ever needed in a girl, and now i don't anymore. i am the master of losing everything that makes me happy. and you know what? i dont think im making her happy anymore, so maybe we do need to put an end to this sorry excuse for a relationship. but, on the other hand, she isnt making me happy anymore either, and all she has to do is walk through the door. on top of that, if this does end, my biggest fear is how long it will take for me to be happy again, and the fact that maybe i wont. ive always felt she was the only person that could make me happy no matter what, and what im just coming to realize, i still believe that. and if i still believe that she is my main source of happiness, and the fact that since our relationship went downhill i havent been happy only backs that up, then how can i ever bring myself to break up with her and doom myself to depression? god DAMNIT i need some lithium.
My hands are trembling
And my eyes are on fire
This house is crumbling
Left brain, left out, on the wire
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
My past is perilous
But each scar I bear sings
Monuments to where I have been
And melodies to where I am going
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
When will I see you again?
Still-life can only go so far
I need you in front of me
Saying my name
Saying to me...
"I want you the way you are
You, the way you are"
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
You make me happy
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2008 16 June :: 7.40pm
:: Mood: Hurt
:: Music: Incubus - Love Hurts
Love Hurts
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive
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As much as i disliked their new album compared to their old, it has really taken a huge ripple in my relationship for me to realize that Light Grenades is just as heartfelt as any other Incubus CD.
I don't know whats going on with my relationship, I don't understand how i can ignore Liz for days on end, and she can do the same, and it doesn't bother either of us. But yet when we sit down and talk about breaking up i cant even keep my composure... I never, ever, cry in front of people unless I just cant help it and today was the second time she has seen me cry in pretty much a year and a half relationship. The first time? When I thought i was permanently moving to Blacksburg, VA. How can we both be so shallow but yet still be heartbroken at just the thought of breaking up? And why did this hit both of us at the same time? I mean, thank you god for it not being just me or just her that appear to be falling out of love because that would destroy the other's heart, but hell, why is it both of us at the same time? It simply makes no sense, which is probably about how I'm sounding right now, posting relationship problems in a blog that I've used, what? 3 times in the past 2 years? Whatever, but since I began on a new incubus song ill end on an old...
Incubus - I Miss You
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?
I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.
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2008 16 June :: 7.40pm
:: Mood: Hurt
:: Music: Incubus - Love Hurts
Love Hurts
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive
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As much as i disliked their new album compared to their old, it has really taken a huge ripple in my relationship for me to realize that Light Grenades is just as heartfelt as any other Incubus CD.
I don't know whats going on with my relationship, I don't understand how i can ignore Liz for days on end, and she can do the same, and it doesn't bother either of us. But yet when we sit down and talk about breaking up i cant even keep my composure... I never, ever, cry in front of people unless I just cant help it and today was the second time she has seen me cry in pretty much a year and a half relationship. The first time? When I thought i was permanently moving to Blacksburg, VA. How can we both be so shallow but yet still be heartbroken at just the thought of breaking up? And why did this hit both of us at the same time? I mean, thank you god for it not being just me or just her that appear to be falling out of love because that would destroy the other's heart, but hell, why is it both of us at the same time? It simply makes no sense, which is probably about how I'm sounding right now, posting relationship problems in a blog that I've used, what? 3 times in the past 2 years? Whatever, but since I began on a new incubus song ill end on an old...
Incubus - I Miss You
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?
I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.
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2008 16 June :: 7.40pm
:: Mood: Hurt
:: Music: Incubus - Love Hurts
Love Hurts
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive
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As much as i disliked their new album compared to their old, it has really taken a huge ripple in my relationship for me to realize that Light Grenades is just as heartfelt as any other Incubus CD.
I don't know whats going on with my relationship, I don't understand how i can ignore Liz for days on end, and she can do the same, and it doesn't bother either of us. But yet when we sit down and talk about breaking up i cant even keep my composure... I never, ever, cry in front of people unless I just cant help it and today was the second time she has seen me cry in pretty much a year and a half relationship. The first time? When I thought i was permanently moving to Blacksburg, VA. How can we both be so shallow but yet still be heartbroken at just the thought of breaking up? And why did this hit both of us at the same time? I mean, thank you god for it not being just me or just her that appear to be falling out of love because that would destroy the other's heart, but hell, why is it both of us at the same time? It simply makes no sense, which is probably about how I'm sounding right now, posting relationship problems in a blog that I've used, what? 3 times in the past 2 years? Whatever, but since I began on a new incubus song ill end on an old...
Incubus - I Miss You
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?
I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.
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2007 12 April :: 3.50am
haha, insomnia.... its a bitch... at least me and liz worked out a little of our sadness... now i just wish id start sleeping and eating again...
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2007 23 March :: 8.59am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Papa Roach - Forever
why is it that i alwas end up at rays when im suspended? im in a 3 story beach house waiting on ray to get home from school... its not even cool, ive been suspended twice this week... the only day ive acually been at school for a full day was monday... lol... i might start useing this again, i just would hate it for ppl to go back and read all the shit from before... that was the hardest time in my life... it scares me to let it out to everyone...
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2003 20 June :: 6.33am
where do i start? lets start with a girl i dont even like asking me out, and me being the idiot i am says yes... now i cant get rid of her to save my life... but oh god, i wish that was myworst problem...
what about my little smoking problem? well, thats out in the open now... my parents know about it and im skrewed in the pooch for the forseeable future... not too bad, eh? could be worse... could be that now that i dont smoke anymore ive started to get the cravings to cut again... yeah... that would be bad, hua? that would be just freaking wonderfull... and the cherry on top is the fact that either in a month, or at the end of the school year, one of the two... im moving to menphis, TN.... isnt that lovely? another move and another handfull of really close friends lost.... sucks balls if u ask me.... any advice? or just comforting words?
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2005 8 November :: 4.39pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Rise Against ~ Swing Life Away
w00t for Avalon
Wow. Havent used this journal in a while. But eh, whatever. So Ms. Ragazzo found this . . . needless to say, she hates me now, and it makes me sad. :(
Stupid football games. . . . Avalon this weekend is all depending on Colleen. I really hope her mommy lets her go. . .afterall, she IS my ride, and I know she would like to see some of her friends as well. I'll keep my fingers crossed.
My report card was good. Three 97s and one 98. Lots of English projects to do though. . . . I'm not worried. I cant wait for next semester. Yay for Precalc and Chemistry :) .:cough:.
I'm decently happy though. I bought cool costume pieces that look uber, and I'm higher rank in Alchemy . .jeez. Took long enough. Tais is becoming awesome ^.^ I just hope she doesnt perm any time soon.
Ok, thats all for this wonderful entry. I miss WIll alot. I hope he has fun in Texas.
~Ciao~
~Tais Ahlam Badra
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2005 24 July :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: Fall Out Boy
BLOOD MOON
http://www.vmcsatellite.com/?aid=188257
For a friend.
Blood Moon pwned.
I <3 Wade and Will. xD My new friends.
I'm really tired.
And hungry.
And icky.
Ok . . I'm done.
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2005 16 July :: 10.36am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Fallout Boy
Mer.
I found the cure to growing older,
And you're the only place that feels like . . .home.
Just so you know, you'll never know.
Some secrets were meant to be told,
But I found the cure to growing older.
~I Slept With Someone In Fallout Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song
^ Best song ever.It takes me away from the depressing hell hole that is my life :-D .:rolls eyes:.
Anyway . . . Eh . . spent the night with Jasmine on Tuesday and Wednesday. Ran a mile with her mom. Died. Volunteered at the library yesterday. Drove places . . .watched TV. Read. Now I'm just sitting here playing neopets and listening to music. I need to look for a new costume for Blood Moon. I'm so happy, its so close.5 days, bitches. I should make plans with Dana and Renee. . . eh . . I dont know. I guess we shall see.
. . . boredom sucks. Also the fact the only friends I hang out with are busy. Hm . .I feel emoness coming on. Time for some ice cream. . . .lmao.
~The Heartless One
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2005 4 July :: 9.49am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Relint K ~ Be My Escape
Eh . .
So I hung out with Avalon people last night. Met Blakey's sister, shes awesome. Like her lots. Bowled a little . . . mostly talked. I had alot of fun.
Shopping for another costume tomorrow with people. It should be entertaining. Hm . . .so I've decided I need a less-flowy costume for killing people. Like . .my sister introduced me to dance capris. And I guess I would find a semtey shirt or something. . . .I dont know.
Hm . . .a wave of depression just washed over me, lmao. Dont really know why. Or maybe I do, and I dont want to think about it. . . .
Oh well. Isnt the first time.
<3333 to Joe and Blakey.
~The Heartless One
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2005 2 July :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Breaking Point ~ Show Me a Sign
boredom
Well . . .Avalon was fun again :) The only problem is the ticks -.- Grrrrrrrrrr. Saw Joe again! And I get to see him before Blood Moon . .so thats awesome. I cant wait! Blood Moon is going to own. Its gonna be SOOO orgasmic. ^.^
DRIVERS ED IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now all I have to do is get down to the DMV and take the tests. . . .-.- If my mom ever gets the insurance thing. Oh well . .I'll get it eventually :-P
Well . .thats all. Hopefully tomorrow I'm gonna hang out with some Avalon people :-D Happiness. Well, thats really all. I'm gonna go talk to people and listen to music. Ciaoness!
~Kiwi
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2005 20 June :: 2.20pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Techno!
Murshank
Wow. So I went to Murshank. It was . . .interesting. It wasnt what I thought it would be. Alot of the people were nice, but others sucked.:-P
I met cool people like Wade, and saw old friends, not to mention JOE! w00tness. All in all, it was fun. I ripped part of my toenail off though -.- Grrrr. Blood Moon is going to pwn. ^.^
Eh . . .Thats really all worth saying. Drivers ed is boring . . . EO next weekend :) My only savior. . . . .
<33
Ciao.
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2005 10 June :: 2.08pm
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: Three Days Grace
-.-
Hm . .been a while. Driver's ed is fun. I love driving :) We went to the beach today . .and Dusty almost killed us -.- Jesus Christ, man.
Well, doesnt look like I'm going to Murshank . .again. WHats this, the third time? Grrr . .goddamnit. I'm going sometime soon.
SO yeah . .I bored/tired/REALLY hungry. Havent talked to Joe in a while, either. . . life blows.
Ciao.
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2005 29 May :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Simple and Clean ~ Utada Hikaru
<33333
In a better mood. Wedding and Hoggard graduation yesterday. Two words to describe each:
1. Boring
2. Hot
Anyway, I'm gonna go to Olivias and spend the ngiht or something. Eh . .no idea. Go swimming . .w00t.
Still need a job -.- I'm never goign to come up with $180. Grrr. That sucks.
Anyway, ciao.
~Keely
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2005 26 May :: 7.47pm
Goddamnit all to fucking Hell. I can't believe some people . . .I hate how it can all change. I hate how someone can just act a different way than they used too . .
I hate it . . . but its the way life works. Sometimes I wonder . . . whats the point? Of any of this?
I'm tired of trying . .I'm tired of wasting my time.
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2005 25 May :: 4.21pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: None
Summer . .and I'm already bored.
Yep . . today was the last day of school. I'm so bored. Over at Dana's . . . about to go to her voice lessons. Eh . . .
So I have a 100 in EE, an A in WH, and something like a 96 in Alg 2. I passed all my classes . .go figure. Drivers ED this summer . .lmao. That should prove interesting/dangerous.
And there's still the matter of finding a job . .or a way to pay for the next EO and Murshank events . . then Blood Moon. Meh . .I'll manage . .I hope.
~Kiwi
PS: Like the new layout? The music is from Mimisk8.com . .its uber cool. Go there.
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2005 22 May :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Breaking Benjamin
I miss Joe :(
Eh . . .so yesterday was our Band concert. It took abouta bizzilion hours. But afterward, my mom bought me liquid eyeliner for Avalon :-D w00t. So I'm ok with it.
Today Dana, Aisha, and I went to Walmart with my dad. Fun fun. I'm bored . . .but I'm gonna go with Dana to Carly's Voyagers concert. That should prove enlightening.
Can wait for the next event. . . .Grr. . . . I miss soo many people. Its depressing. Eh, worse things could happen, right?
<33333 to Joe.
~The Heartless One
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2005 20 May :: 11.51am
wow, im at school updating this again! wassup! forgot about it yet! yeah, well, since u dont talk to me you missed me when i came down wednesday all of you accept dana, randy, keely and carley! lol! but yeah i miss u guys, ill chat at u later!
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2005 16 May :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Simple and Clean ~ Utada Hikaru
AVALON!
W00t. Awesome event, as always. I got range impale >=) And saw Joe ^0^ Not to mention Sylvia, AJ, Greg. . . .Daniel . . . .Chris . . .GS!
And ESPECIALLY Niklas! And I still love him . . .even though he called me fat -.- Happy birthday babe.
Hm . . . FINALLY made up all my makeup work from being sick last week -.- 6 more days of school left, bitches! Awesomeness.
So yeah . . I need to find a way to make 180 dollars this summer. -_-
This should be fun. lmao. Sarcasm is fun.
Thats really all. . . .I love the people that comment . . you guys own. Three more years of Band with you guys. . .will we even survive? xD
Ok . .I'm done . .time to talk my sister into making me food. Ciao, babes.
~Kiwi
8 bandaged wounds |
suicide kisses
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CallistoMoon
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2005 9 May :: 7.48pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Jimmy Eat World ~ Futures
:-P
Fill out or die.
I ____ Keely.
Keely is _____.
If I were alone in a room with Keely, I would ____.
I think Keely should ____.
Keely needs ____.
Someday, Keely will ____.
Keely reminds me of ____.
Keely can be ____.
The worst thing about Keely is ____.
The best thing about Keely is ____.
I am ____ with Keely.
I want Keely to ____ me.
If I could describe Keely in one word, it would be ____.
Keely can ____ my ____.
I hope Keely never ____.
I ____ Keely because ____.
Meh . .not much to say. 10 full days of school left. w00t. EO this weekend . . .so awesome. I LOVE DANA!
Cool Jimmy Eat World lyrics:
Can you tell me
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me
~Ze Kiwi
11 bandaged wounds |
suicide kisses
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