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2005 1 May :: 2.41pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Hawthorne Heights
Flute sucks.
Ok . . .maybe not ALL guys suck. Some have earned their retrobution. :-P Gah . . .sucky playing tests this week. I pray to GOD they're not tommorrow xD I will cry.
Well . .Alg 2 test tommorrow . .that should be interesting . . . .Aisha had the 8th grade formal Friday . . . . .I was bored. . .
Played magic again this weekend with Zack and Justin. This dude named Tom REALLY helped me out . .he's awesome . . . I beat Justin again :) That perked my mood.
Ok . .thats all . . I'm done.
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2005 28 April :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: MatchBox 20
-_-
Guys suck. Seriously, they do. No offense, but they're REALLY starting to piss me off. Just . .all of them. Man . .I need more female friends.
Well . . .someone hates me now. Another to put on the list. Today sucked. Just . .gahhhhhhhh. >.<
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2005 22 April :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: TRUST Company ~ Stronger
xD
Well, this weekend should be entertaining. Fanboy comics for a few hours with my favorite dorks, then All American Rejects and Something Coorperate concert tommorrow. w00t. I miss Joe :(
Meh . . . . . distance makes the heart grow fonder, right? Whatever . .I'll survive.
Today was pretty awesome. Took an Alg 2 test, I think I made a high A. Then the HUGE World History projct in Mr. Snyders. He said we did well :) I agree. We didnt suck that bad after all.
Well, thats really all. Avalon in three weeks :( That sucks. I cant wait til Blood Moon >=) Four days bitches, four days.
Ok. I'm done.
~The Heartless One
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2005 21 April :: 7.39am
might not be back on for awhile... ima get a horrable grade on my report card and i know it. dana, i love you SO much! please dont forget that... ill be on somtime, and ill call u sometime... i love you dana, and the rest of you.... sure... why not?
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2005 15 April :: 10.15pm
looks like i got 3 'E's on my report card, i think, i think ill just kill myself now... im so fucked guys! idk how i can be doing this bad! im failing everything! jesus christ! i need to just crawl in a hole and die, thats what i need.... definately... fuck... im off to do some shit i shouldnt, idk what yet, but somthing... hell, in 5 mins it'll be 4:20 in hawaii, hanolulu, to be exact...
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2005 15 April :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: The taste of Ink ~The used
Meh . .
Well . .I was right. I feel happier. Even though I'm totally bummed about this weekend . . . .Tommorrow I'm hanging out with Zach, Justin, and Darius at Fanboys to play magic, That should be fun. I also have to get together with Kim and Katie to do that damn project . . .
Hm . .well . .I found this thing in my journal from way back when. I decided to re post it with my updated info. I wanna see how much I've changed since then . .:-P
Three things that scare me:
1: Heights
2: Being alone
3: Weird noises in the dark . . .
Three people who make me laugh:
1: Katie
2: Dana
3: Olivia
Three Things I love:
1: PS2
2: Joe
3: Avalon
Three Things I hate:
1: Stupid people
2: Girls that act slutty
3: Stuck up people
Three things I don't understand:
1: Love
2: Joe
3: Universe
Three things on my desk:
1: Pepsi can
2: Candy
3: Computer
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: Typing . .
2: Being cold
3: Contemplating my new costume
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: Become a famous author
2: Do Ville Valo
3: Skinny dip :-P
Three things I can do:
1: Play flute
2: Write
3: Draw Anime
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: Mean
2: Introverted
3: Sarcastic
Three things I can't do:
1: Whistle
2: Snap
3: Roll my tongue
Three Things brought to you by BZOINK!
. .lmao.
~The one and only
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2005 14 April :: 6.22pm
:: Mood: crappy
So, my parents tell me at the last fucking minute I cant go. So I'm crying. I dont really know why either. I wanted to go so badly. . . .and this was the only thing I've asked my parents for in long time. Heh. Go figure they say no. I probably wont feel as bad tommorrow or the day after . .but whatever. Like any of it it matters now.
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2005 11 April :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: TRUST Company
AVALONNESS . . .and the Azalea Festival Parade -_-
Well, this weekend OWNED. HAd the parade . .wasnt all that bad, actually. Then went home and packed forAvalon. Faith came and got me, rode up with her, Tommy, and Katie. Saw all my favorite people . .(cough~AJ~sylvia~JOE~michael~daniel~cough) I got to NPC pimp-ass things . .even though I sucked at it u.u Jesse finally gave me the bow >=D Its UBER awesome. I wish I could go to Murshank next weekend . . . but I'm not really all that prepared :-/ Oh well . .Alg 2 test tommorrow. Joy.
Thats really all . .got my material for my new costume and junx. Cant wait til next event. :-D Ciao.
~Tais
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2005 10 April :: 8.40pm
Okay, just so you guys know, the 5 songs on this site as of today are dedicated to a teenager, who we all call 'B', i didnt know him, i never even met him, but he was a very good friend of the only close friend i have in this new world i live in. From what i heard of him he was a great kid, and any friend of tommies is a friend of mine. But anyways, tommie gave me a CD with these songs, and a few more on it, and he had the CD dedicated to him. one thing i failed to mention, the kid killed himself. And further more, he killed himself in the same room as his best friend, while his best friend was looking the other way. He left his thoughts behind him... literaly. Its a sad fucking thing when teenagers take their own life, and its completely preventable by just being there for them. This only proves just how fucked up this world is
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2005 10 April :: 10.10am
have'nt updated this in awhile...
hey, im back again! been a little busy lately, im kinda bored at the moment but im sure ill find somthing to do. Danas the awsomest person on earth, she sent me a box of random things yesterday and i just cant get enough! i love her so much! but, now i must start a box of things to send her, fuck, ill even use the same box.... ill beat her at the random shit too, and ill send her a bunch of ICP shit too! just to pi...err....show her how much i love her! hey, the dogs takeing a shit, and i can see him through my window! how cool is that!?!?!?!? anyways, i love dana, sorry i didnt get on last night i kinda dont even rememer going to bed, i remember passing out on the couch and waking up in bed. and this morning i remember someone waking me up but i couldnt remember for shit who it was or what they said :-D im not a morning person... anyways, if dana loved me she would call me as soon as she got this, rick and diane were like 'holy fuck' yesterday cause me and dana talked like an hour and 20 mins, rick was like 'well, the battery has to die sometime' lol! OmGzZz LiEk OmGzZ i LuVz u SoOo MuCh BaBi! LiEk ToTaLlY!!!!!!!!!!1111oneone... [/preppyness]
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2005 5 April :: 3.39pm
im at the YMCA! how fun! dont u think! yay! waiting on rick and deedra to get changed then we go get breakfast and then another fun filled day at school... not...
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2005 1 April :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Taproot- ~ Poem
BFF!
Well . . .I havent updated in a while . .we had Best Foot Forward tonight :) Even though we were just considered the "pre show" thing . . .we played Jupiter, Pops Hodown (EVIL), Lord of the Rings, and Pirates of the Caribbean. All the peopole in the audience were talking while we were doing it too. It made me mad/sad. Grrr . . . .
Well . .lots of Alg 2 homework . . . .and World History . . . . meh . . . and nothing to do at all this weekend either. I'm gonna NPC/PC at Kristina's Senoir Project larp . . . its gonna be fun. Then if all goes well, Colleen and I will hang out the WHOLE FUCKING DAY and at least START on my costume. We need to . ..even though I'm rpbably not going to Murshank anymore xD
Well . .thats really all . .nothing interesting . . .whatever . .ciao.
~Tais
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2005 30 March :: 1.02am
im not dead...yet... just punnished, and i miss home SOOO bad... i dont even consider it my home, but i miss it so much. today was so hard for me, it was the worst day ive had in about... well... days :-( im not adjusting very well, and i can only wish that i will be able to see a fimiliar face soon, but with no one able to drive me i dont think that will happen anytime soon. In fact, I'm allmost positive i wont see any of my loved ones for quite awhile. Dana, to you, I love you with all of my heart. I've made it this far without doing anything that would greatly let you down, and i will go that much farther many times over. I still love you, dont let the miles distort that. I should have internet the rest of this week, feel free to hit me up on here, AIM, or email. Dana, also, i want my daily emails even if i dont get to read them daily!
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2005 18 March :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: DDR song ~ Butterfly
Mer.
Hm . .stayed home sick today. I just found out I'm probably allergic to seafood xD lmao. Thats just great. I've been designing (with the help of the ever-so-fabulous-Colleen) my new costume for my character. Tais is going to own at Murshank.
Speaking of which, I cant wait. Its going to be so fricking awesome. I get to see Sylvia and JOE. .:squeeee:. And it turns out I CAN go to Ebon Oasis . .even if its only for a few hours of NPCing on Saturday. ^.^
Well . .thats really all . . .I really want to talk to Chase :( I hope hes having fun where ever he is . .and I REALLY want to talk to Dana . .but shes at school xD
I have this quiz thing for people that read this blog to do :) I'll love you guys forever. Ok. Ciao.
01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. What's my middle name?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Colour eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings?:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking?:
18. How would you describe me to someone?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me?:
22: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married? (To who, possibly?):
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
41. How often do you read my journal?:
42. How often do you talk to me in person?:
43. What am I afraid of the most?:
44. What is one of my passions?:
45. Do you think I have morals?:
46. What annoys you the most about me? Why?:
47. Do I get on your nerves? Why or why not?:
48. Am I talented? At what?:
49. What do you find most interesting about me? Why?:
50. Name 5 things I feel strongly about.:
Please comment?
~Tais Ahlam Badra
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2005 16 March :: 9.11am
hey guys i hope u read this, impussnished untill the weekend untill i get my next progress report, dana, we will make this, ill tty friday night, im on a schoolcomputer right now... so yeah... ill ttyl guys... bye
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2005 14 March :: 10.23am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Smile Empty Soul ~ Silhouettes
The bestest Ebon Oasis event EVER
Wow . .this weekend was the best ever. I'm like, truly happy right now. Something I'm usually not :) Its sad it had to end though . . .I loved hanging out with people I normally don't, like Chris, and definitely Joe.
I actually learned shit this weekend! Next month, range impale time baby >=) I loved all the random animals that attacked . .Potato soup monster and fruit . .hahahaha.
WE WENT HERB SEARCHING! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! that made my Saturday. So did NPCing the beast female cannibals. Yup . .and then Andy's with alot of people . . .
Well . .I'm really sad it's over. I can't wait til next month, I'm planning on going to Murshank AND Ebon Oasis. It should be interesting to say the least ;)
Ok . .well . .I'm gonna finish my Alg 2 homework -_-+ Much <3333 to all the people that DO read this. Thanks you guys :)
~Tais
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2005 11 March :: 9.55am
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: Thrice ~ Stare at the Sun
Happy birthday to me.
Well, today's my birthday. How wonderful. No one really reads this anymore, so I'm basically doing this for my sanity's sake. Right now I'm just looking for all my avalon crap . .and putting it in a bag . .and I STILL DON'T HAVE A FUCKING BOW!!!! Gahhhhhhh . . . . .I have to ask Trace about his extra props then . .hm . . .
Well, I need to go get ready and stuff. I'll update after I get back Sunday . .much <33 to the people that still read this.
~Tais
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2005 11 March :: 7.05am
well, ill update again. Im getting ready for school... i leave in about an hour... maybe a little less. Idk if todays gona be a good day or not, i have a feeling it wont be bad... idk... we'll see. Right now im just bored out my mind... so i guess ill tty guys (dana, since shes the only one who reads this) later... love you dana...
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2005 9 March :: 11.23pm
well im updating, finally, idk why though, its no use... oh well... went and played lazerquest today and i did okay today was a very good day... ill prob be hitting the sack here in a second, so ill go now, ttyl
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2005 8 March :: 8.23pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Halo noisesesss
Niklas.
Well . .since Niklas is a sad, sad, cold, panda, I have to write some nice things about him
1. Hes incredibly hot.
2. Really smart.
3. Occasionally amusing.
4. A good roleplayer :)
5. Looks good with no shirt on XD
Thats really all I'm willing to admit right now, so bye.
Niklas . .you owe me BITCH. :-D
~Tais
PS- Dana is way cooler, though. She invites me to her house... Even though I just came and talked to Niklas the whole time. :D
-Dana
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2005 7 March :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Earshot ~ Control
Meh . . .
Updating is so tedious, lmao. But saince I havent in a while, I figured I might as well. I got a 89 on my Alg 2 midterm, and a 97 on my world history, then I dont know what on my EE one. I currently have a 92.7 in Alg 2, a 100 in World History, and something above 100 in EE.
Hm . .thats really all about school. I had my party Friday. Lots of people came, it was fun. But I really wanted someone to come . .but they didnt, so I was kinda bummed. But oh well, I've decided to give up on him anyway. Its not worth the torture I'm putting myself through, lmao.
But yeah . . as Dana would like to say, "Spring break is starting to seriously suck monkey balls about now." Shes right, I'm SO bored.
My only highlight as my party and spending the night with Dana, and mall with her. I got Xenosaga Episode II :-D I was happy. I've been playing it for about 20 hours in two days o.o Unfortunatly . .it took 50 bucks out of my Avalon money XD
Oh well, I still have enough. At least I don't have to recharter this event :-D I <3333 Jimmy Webber, he owns. Hm . .I'm tired now . .I think I'll go do something . .or just sit in a dark corner and cry :-D Lol . .jk. Ciao. I dont know who I'm saying all this too . .no one ever reads this anymore anyway :-P
PS: Avalon/birthday in FOUR DAYS. W00t.
~Tais Ahlam Badra
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2005 3 March :: 7.50am
well im off on another snowboarding trip, ill update this sunday if im back early enough, i love dana!
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2005 2 March :: 10.18am
im in school doing a report on teenage suicide... how fun... i was bored i finished my work early so i figured id post, might as well... todays gone good so far but i have a tightening feeling, i think it might get bad, i dont know why im so pesimistic even when its gone so good so far, but somehow i have a feeling its going to get worse... alot worse... and i dont know how... well, im off to my least favorite class... ill talk to ya'll when i get home i sopose! bye byez!
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2005 2 March :: 6.42am
i need to update... so here it is...
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2005 1 March :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Ben Moody ~ The End Has Come
Bunnies
Meh . .I'm not depressed anymore . .well . .not more than usual :) Hm . .midterms tommorrow -_-+ Algebra 2 and World History . . man . .I hope I get good grades on both. I NEED a good grade in Algebra 2 xD It's the only class I might get a B in . . ;_;
Well . .my birthday party is Friday . .but the person I REALLY wantr to go probably won't . . .and on top of that, most of my friends can't spend the night . .meh . . .I guess it'll still be fun.
That's really all . . I hate how one person can have such an effect on me . .merr . . .-_-+ Can't wait til Avalon. One of my only happinesses . . .hahaha.
| You scored as True Neutral. A True Neutral person has two faces- either these people are merely apathetic, preferring to focus their minds on more important things, or these people truly believe in a balance of all things. To these people, there can be no light without some darkness. These people also have no dedication to, or intrinsic distrust of, laws.
True Neutral | | 70% | Lawful Evil | | 55% | Neutral Good | | 50% | Chaotic Good | | 50% | Chaotic Evil | | 45% | Lawful Good | | 40% | Neutral Evil | | 40% | Chaotic Neutral | | 35% | Lawful Neutral | | 30% |
What is your Alignment?
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~Tais
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2005 27 February :: 6.45pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Niklas talking . .
Mehhh . .
I know I'm 14 and all, and I'm young and naive and all that crap, but I'm seriously upset right now. So much shit is happening and I dont know what to do. I'm practically crying on my keyboard.
I love so many people . .but it seems that isnt enough. Their lives suck so badly, and I can't do a thing about it. I feel so powerless. It's tearing me apart. And on the matters on the people I LIKE . .let's not even go there.
This probably seems like bitching to most of you . .but I really dont give a fuck at this point. Everything that's good for my friends ends up disappearing. I know people have it worse . . .but its kinda hard to think about them when you see the pain your BEST friends are going through. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of the people I care about suffering for no good reason.
I'm just . .fed up with it all. Of course . .this is a stupid journal entry of some stupid 14 year old girl thats PMSing . . .right?
Cause in the end . .none of it matters.
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2005 25 February :: 9.36pm
:: Music: Drowning Pool - Bodies
haha, today was a good day! i hope this weekend is good! i miss dana though... i hope i get to talk to her soon, i wish ppl other than her would read this also... grr... comon! anyways...idk... what WAS funny was i hang out with all the goths, and my friend tommy who sits next to me in math wears bondage pants and i took zip ties for the sole purpose of zip tieing him to his desk via his pants :-D thats halarious, lol.
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2005 24 February :: 6.04pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Jimmy Eat World ~ Work
Meh . . .I hate Thursdays.
Hm . . .I DESPISE Thursdays . .so close to Friday . .but you still have homework and school to go through the next day xD .:shrugs:. Oh well . .Avalon is in two weeks :-) I cant wait . .My Birthday better be fun . .or I'm going to kill people :-D
Lmao . .I amuse myself. Two tests tommorrow. Fun fun. I'm gonna go to the movies on Saturday . . .I need to get out of my house . .yup . .thats all . . .
~Tais
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2005 21 February :: 9.59pm
im baaaack, didnt hurt myself too bad, i have a brused ass, by the end of last night i was aiming for my face cause it hurt so bad to land on my ass... it was tremedious... now i have homework to do... im so fucked... god help me... ill just do what has to be done, wich is alot... omg... help me?
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2005 20 February :: 8.45pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Skindred - Nobody
I am a sad panda...
Well . . .this weekend was Avalon. It was fun :-D But I MISSED THE FUCKING SEMTEY MOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAAAAHHHHH THE SEMTEY THAT DIDNT WAKE ME UP WILL BE IMPALED WITH MY ARROWS!!!!!!! Ahem . . .
Anyway, next event I have plans. We are SO going herb searching bitches. And I might ask someone to marry me . . .:shrug:. Next events my bday :-D w00t.
I must put some funny comments that I heard this event . .
"Why should I be a F'uda?"
" . .You have a pretty face."
Lmao . .Matt trying to get Spencer to be a trader with him.
Thats really all I can remember . . hm . . .I'm gonna go sleep and eat and catch up on my "wonderful" life. Ciao.
~Tais Ahlam Badra
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