forget my name

:: 2006 24 June :: 10.51am

so this is how i feel...
about many diffrent items....

1. sorry, i miss hanging out with you.
2. taking my weeked away from me sucks, need the money though.
3. i guess brittany spears wasn't enough for you.
4. its my happy place.
5. i just dont know about you sometimes.
6. i really want you to visit, but don't bother if its too much of a hassle.
7. wish my house was um, not how it is.
8. way to only hang out when theres alcohol involved.
9. and you, idk what to say. i want to end things, but then again i dont.
10. p.s dont yell at me for what i dont want, try 9th and 10th grade in my posistion. thanks.
11. we are kids. let me be already.

whispers-to-a-scream

:: 2006 19 June :: 5.01pm

I'm an addict for dramatics
I confuse the two for love
"You can't tell me that you don't beg..."

2 _ | photograph

:: 2006 2 June :: 2.23pm

expectation, leads to dissapointment.

fucked.

:: 2006 18 May :: 11.30pm

brush your shoulders off.

p.i.m.p.e.t.t.

:: 2006 6 May :: 11.47pm

i have created a mess.

:: 2006 15 April :: 11.31pm

i've got this sickening gut feeling, and i am scared to death.

:: 2006 23 March :: 10.59pm

taken.<3

:: 2006 12 March :: 11.58pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: cauterize - closer

and i am scared to death I never want to see your dark side

this will be very intersting.
your my little secret.

dont say a thing as we get closer and closer
damn, this is going to hurt

:: 2006 20 February :: 12.04am
:: Music: hopesfall- the broken heart of a traitor

i find no touch of grace to surprise my eyes

lesley, zach, morgan, joe
they are fucking amazing<3

and this imperfect creation is shortcoming
but striving none the less for that which is eternal

:: 2006 4 February :: 8.36am
:: Mood: death

last night and early this morning was rough.

*******

would have been five.

:: 2006 16 January :: 12.21am
:: Mood: gloomy

closure would be nice.

***

you dont even seem to care.