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2004 16 April :: 6.32am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Rogaine commercial...rock
JadeXCore!
I am finally going to pay......Saturday! Hopefully the money will make it to Andy by May 8th. I'm going to exchange my two dollars in change for two dollar bills with my dad. Haha, I feel like an idiot. But at least I'll get to keep this wuvly journal and all it's wuvliness. So never fear...I am staying! *trumpets sound* I'll probably update my LJ too because I'm a journal whore. I should be getting to bed. Arg. *salutes*
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2004 15 April :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: American Made - Jack Off Jill
My world is evil, but American Made
Well I'm here at my dad's on his slow ass computer. The only reason I got on here is because I am extremely bored out of my mind. It is BAD. I actually counted the posters I have in my room...*cough*146*cough*
I went over to eat at my grandma's today. She got all upset because I had a "huge skeleton" (Misfits shirt) on the front of my shirt. Then I turned around and she said, "You're not a misfit!" I guess she's just trying to help...but it's not working.
My dad is making me go to bed at ten because he said I stay up too late at my mother's house and what I need is a good nights sleep. Uh-huh. Well I'll see you lot tomorrow, I'll probably be up really early since I either (a) won't be able to sleep tonight and I'll stay up until the wee hours of the morning, or (b) I'll have gone to bed so early I wake up insanely early. So anyways, see you all later. Bye. *insert heart here*
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2004 15 April :: 2.12am
I attempted to make a Jade Puget site. Here it is. It kinda....sucks.
http://deadlydelusion.tripod.com/jadepugetisthesex
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2004 14 April :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Bright Red Scream - My Ruin
Mall Rat
Well I went to the mall....again. This time I got a black and white pinstripe skirt, a grey and black striped off-the-shoulder striped shirt, and a Misfits shirt. I dont think I wrote in here yesterday....I went to the mall yesterday too..only a different one. I got a pink jacket/shirt thingy...that I'm wearing here:
And a black and white striped belt (pic on my LJ) and pink fishnets. God I am getting so many clothes. Sheesh. See you all later, bye. <3
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2004 12 April :: 2.12am
Ah I don't think I'm liking LiveJournal very much. They're not nice there. *kills them* I love you all.
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2004 11 April :: 9.33pm
:: Music: Misfits
Astro Zombie
Well I made an LJ just in case I drag my feet and don't pay up.
So here is my new link: http://www.livejournal.com/users/astrozombie844
That doesn't mean I'm going to stop updating this one, or that I'm definetly not going to pay up, it's just a backup if I drag my feet. I need some motivation.
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2004 11 April :: 2.47am
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: <3 SEX MUSIC BEBAY
JADE IS A HOT MOFO
Yes, Jade, yes you are. *rapes*
And I would put this pic right here if it wasn't so INSANELY big....but it's worth going to the link for. JADE AND HIS SLINKY OF SEX.
http://atlas.walagata.com/w/blacktears844/jade_and_the_slinky.JPG
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2004 10 April :: 5.57pm
Superstar
Emily left. :(
And I'm being harrassed by various people on Yahoo.
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2004 9 April :: 12.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Electric Six
Dance Commander
Emily's coming over today! <3
*dances*
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2004 7 April :: 4.31pm
You're a superstar, at the gay bar!
Ah I just learned the "You have to pay to keep your Woohu" deal. So all I have to pay is $2? That's not bad. I might pay it if I can get my lazy ass away from this computer and find a stamp. I'm too attached to this journal. Dammit. BUT I think that means that most of my friends from here will be gone, won't they? *sobs*
Oh well. I might just start a LiveJournal like everyone else is doing. *shrugs* I'm way too lazy.
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2004 4 April :: 1.29pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: The Distillers
She's the mirror fucking image of no self control
I went walking around my neighborhood for about a half hour yesterday which wasn't too bad, but I would have much rather been sitting on my ass than hauling it around Middletown. So I did all that walking and stuff....and then went to Golden Corral. It was my dad's fault I tell you! Oh well, I'll try and be better today. *doesn't have anywhere to walk since I'm at my mom's* So today is sitting on my ass day! YAY!
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2004 3 April :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: super upset
:: Music: big dismal- running through my mind
It’s all been a waste of time
i don't work at coldstone anymore.
i'm too young.... ugh. that is shit.
....it doesn't matter. at least my family can get what they want and be satisfied. they didn't really support me haveing a job.
...i have just lost the one positive thing i had in my life.
just like that.
poof
vanished. gone.
:'(
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2004 3 April :: 3.38pm
:: Mood: inspired
:: Music: The Cure
Chewy Chewy Granola
Alright, I've decided I'm going to actually DO SOMETHING about my weight. I'm only hoping that I'll try and stick to this for more than a week. I'm going to try to exercise a LOT more than I usually do, including walking around my neighborhood (trying not to get abducted hehe), and doing little exercises in my room (oh what a sight). Also I'm going to try and eat better. I'll have to work on not eating when I'm bored, and eating smaller portions and not so much junk food.
Alright, putting that aside, nothing too much has happened. I'm going to my dad's tonight, so I won't be online. Well, I'll see you all later. Bye bye.
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2004 31 March :: 4.46pm
Nothing.
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2004 22 March :: 11.34pm
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: edgewater- eyes wired shut
I've thrown away again
...i am grounded.
no t.v
no phone
no computer
no nothing
i'm on fucking lock down
tonight i came home around 7:30 and my parents have been out looking for me. also little things i've done wrong added up making my father get red faced and literally explode on me.
scary shit.
i can't seem to keep myself out of trouble
...we aren't in this together. i am in this by myself.
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