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blacktears844

:: 2004 30 March :: 11.35pm

Well, I got Bleeding Through's "This is Love, this is Murderous" CD tonight, and I love it already. *cradles in arms*
Ah can't talk too long, I have to go eat dinner in a minute. Dinner at 11:00 at night, who would have thought it? ;)

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blacktears844

:: 2004 29 March :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: hurting
:: Music: "Julia" - Horrorpops

Time's fun when you're having flies! - Kermit the Frog
Hey everyone, I'm a tad sick and I can't get the awful taste of sickness out of my mouth. It's disgusting, it's kind of like spoiled milk that was poured down some fat hairy plumber's buttcrack. Lovely imagery, eh?
My knee hurts like a mother. I don't know what I did to it, but it has been killing me all day. I don't have too much to say so I will have to keep this short and sweet. Ta-ta.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 28 March :: 4.54pm

MOTHER OF MERCY
God, I wish I was thinner. I truely think that I would be happier if I was thinner. I bought this really cute black and red polka-dot Dickies little dress last night and IT DOESN'T FIT ME. And it's an XL too. *shakes fist* It was so cute too.
I've tried to diet and exercise, but I lack the discipline and commitment. I wish there was an easier way. I need to stop being so lazy. I dread summer.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 28 March :: 1.50pm

Why, children, WHY?
A girl from my school's and I's conversation:
Keep in mind that before all this she was even ashamed to say hello to me in the hallways because of the way I looked.

lhottguys: hey
DruggedUpHooker: hi
lhottguys: watz up
DruggedUpHooker: nothing much, whats up with you?
lhottguys: sare
lhottguys: i turned 14 yesterday and my cousins are ova here and i got 187 $
lhottguys: i mean 177
DruggedUpHooker: cool :-) lucky
lhottguys: i know im gonna buy a pair of freak pants
lhottguys: the ones that are really wide at the bottom if my mom lets me
DruggedUpHooker: you mean flares?
lhottguys: yes
DruggedUpHooker: flares are hippie pants hehe
lhottguys: ok


ATTACK OF THE KILLER LABELS!

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blacktears844

:: 2004 28 March :: 12.24pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: The Birthday Massacre

Mary Is My Homegirl
Hey guys, I haven't updated this in a couple of days. Mainly because nothing much has happened. My friend spent the night on Friday, yesterday I went to the mall and to eat out, ect. And today I have no idea what I'm going to do. I have a terrible cold that is bugging the hell out of me. At least my headache went away. Oh yeah, I finally redyed my hair. It's nice and black again, not brown with the occasional black streak which made me resemble a skunk. Anyways, see you all later, goodbye.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 22 March :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: dreading
:: Music: White Zombie

Siren
*strokes pretty new background*
Yes, my pretties, for once in about 142424242 months I CHANGED the almighty Eric Griffin background to this lovely Dope Stars Inc. one. Lovely, eh?
Anyway, I can already tell that this is one of those weeks that I don't want to happen. Nothing to look forward to, the same old crap happening everyday, blah blah blah. I guess I'll just have to tough it out. *slaps on football gear*
In the time span of 24 hours the new dog has (a) pooped on the rug in the bathroom, (b) pooped and peed in the kitchen and living room, and (c) puked all over the couch. Oh yeah, and they decided on a name. Layla. It's a nice name, but I wanted to name her Jade. *stabs* Oh well.
God, I'm rambling today, aren't I? I guess I shall leave you all with that. Love you all, I bid farewell. *waves handkerchief in the wind*

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blacktears844

:: 2004 21 March :: 11.18pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: My Ruin

Beauty Fiend
Well, Emily's party thingy was fun. We didn't really....do much. We sat around on her computer and she bombarded me and Stacie with pictures and then we went downstairs and watched The Evil Dead and House of 1000 Corpses. We got ANOTHER dog. It's a black lab-german shepard mix. It doesn't have a name yet, but it's a girl. That makes us five dogs now. Geez.

Now leaving you with.....TIGER ARMY MOOHA.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 20 March :: 2.31pm

RAWR
EDIT: Due to the immense size of the picture, I changed the image to a link. Can't let my pretty background go to waste, now can I? *insert evil laughter here*

I finally got my pictures back MOOHA. Or, found out how to work them, rather. Here's one though cause I still haven't uploaded them all to my server or whatever.
"http://blacktears844.250free.com/024_21A.JPG"
That's me in a little Mexican resteraunt....thingy we went to. I got sick of their food. *kills*
Anyways, more pics up later, see you all.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 19 March :: 4.15pm

Well I finally started uploading my pictures from the Kodak Picture CD....thing. It's taking forever. All I have is about 15542757454545454542 more seconds to go. *sits back and relaxes* Yep, it's going to be a loooong time. *crickets chirp* Anyways, I look horrible in the pictures considering I don't have much makeup on, so be prepared. But I'm a picture WHORE, so I shall post them, mooha! Anyways, Emily's party thingy is tomorrow, I have to get her either a Dropkick Murphys or a Sex Pistols shirt.

Damn her. I want her fucking looks.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 17 March :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Willie Nelson haha

It's a TWISTA!! Dorothy!
I am so fucking tired. I can't go to bed now or else I won't sleep tonight and that will be CRAP. I've barely eaten anything since Saturday. Like, that means, one sandwich a day or something along the lines of that. Funny thing is, I'm not hungry, and when I try to eat, it hurts and is so unappetizing it makes me sick to even think about eating it. My mom said if I wasn't any better by tomorrow she was calling the doctor. Geez.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 16 March :: 11.43am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: "Wicked" - Switchblade Symphony

My Jade Ring Can Beat Up Your Jade Ring
I cleared out my room last night, and my new bed (which is HUGE), my new chest, and my new dresser with a humongus mirror came last night. I slept on my bed and it's like 4 feet off the ground. I hope I don't roll off. I still have to paint my room and all, and since the furniture is like, shiny black 50s style, I was wanting to do it kinda 50s style. So I was thinking maybe a pink with my black furniture or something, I don't know. Any suggestions from you guys?
Anyways, we have a snow day today. *dances somewhat* I'm glad since we're off school but I'm a bit tired of all this cold weather. I'm ready for spring. Oh well, our weather has been so messed up lately it'll probably be 50 degrees tomorrow. *shrugs* Well, see you all later.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 15 March :: 6.39pm

Emily and My Ruin
In all of this *ahem* excitement going on, I FAILED to mention that Emily met Tairrie B. and Yael of My Ruin! She went to their gig last Friday (I was supposed to go, but apparently couldn't), and she sent me pictures a couple days ago.
The pictures are too big for me to post them right here, so I'll give you the links because I'm just so cool like that. *puts on sunglasses*

Her and Tairrie : http://blacktears844.250free.com/meandtairrie.jpg
Her and Yael : http://blacktears844.250free.com/meandyael.jpg

She's so lucky. *shakes fist*

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blacktears844

:: 2004 15 March :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: "Black Juju" - Alice Cooper

Luvable Stitches
I have to completely clear out my WHOLE room, on account of I'm getting a new bedroom suit. I'm way too lazy to even get up from my chair. RAWR. *is even too lazy to write in this*

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blacktears844

:: 2004 14 March :: 10.26pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: "Death Sex" - Distillers

Wish That You Didn't Love Me No More
Well, I got back from Chicago last night. Twas pretty fun. I went to load the bus at 4:45 AM Friday morning, and we got to Chicago around 11:00. We went to this little village place and ate there, then we checked into the hotel. We had about a half hour to get ready for this fiesta thing and that lasted until about 9:00. I got so sick on the food though, I didn't eat anything Saturday and I'm barely eating today. All in all it was fun though. We went shopping Saturday morning on the Magnificent Mile and I got The Distillers "Coral Fang" CD and the Alice Cooper "Love It To Death" CD FINALLY. I'd been searching for it forever and finally found it in Chicago. *dances* Anyways, I'll have pictures on Thursday, since the picture place has to send it out and do....some stuff, oh whatever, so yeah. See you all later, I'm about to eat dinner. At....10:15 at night....joy. Ta.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 11 March :: 8.00pm

Chicago in less than.....*counts down* 10 hours!
Yes, I have calculated this, kiddies.
I've got a disposable camera that converts to digital or something....so I'll be able to post up my pictures I take up here! *dances*
Well....I'm here with my aunt watching the Home and Garden channel...fun stuff.
See you all later.

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