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2004 11 March :: 8.00pm
Chicago in less than.....*counts down* 10 hours!
Yes, I have calculated this, kiddies.
I've got a disposable camera that converts to digital or something....so I'll be able to post up my pictures I take up here! *dances*
Well....I'm here with my aunt watching the Home and Garden channel...fun stuff.
See you all later.
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2004 10 March :: 3.32pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Trollhammaren or whatever Daniel sent me
Mother, may I dance with danger?
No connections today. *curses*
Only two days until Chicago. :) School was alright, nothing special.
*is incredibly bored* RAWR. I'm going to go pick the wings off of some flies and pin them to my wall.
*dies*
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2004 9 March :: 3.55pm
:: Mood: connected MOOHA
:: Music: Danzig....in honor of the CONNECTION
Have I told ya, you can really get it on?
I MADE A CONNECTION.
Well, sort of. I went up to that guy I liked today and told him I was going to steal his Danzig shirt. Then he told me he was going to steal my AFI shirt. IT'S A CONNECTION.
As small as it was....the connection was made, kiddies. *brags*
I finished my White Oleander book. I'm going to read Big Fish now. Funny how I always read books that are later made into movies. See you people later, you know I love you, bye bye. ;)
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2004 9 March :: 7.16am
Well, it's almost time to leave for school. I woke up this morning asking my mother if she had a napkin so I'm still out of it.
There's this one boy at school that I'm really starting to like. I don't get to talk to him much though. *sigh* Oh well, we'll see how it goes today, eh? See you all later.
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2004 7 March :: 3.42pm
I cut my hair again. Not too short, I only cut about two inches off. Then I made the ends all different lengths, with the front parts being shorter and the back parts being longer. Now that I have washed it and all that jazz it looks alot better. The ends of my hair were dead.
It's a drug I tell you, mooha. Some people binge eat when they are upset or something, when I'm upset I take some scissors and whack off my hair.
Now I might cut it shorter, like to a little bit below my shoulders. Yes, that might look good.
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2004 7 March :: 9.46am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: "Dead Babies" - Alice Cooper
My underoos are slipping!
God, my butt hurts.
I have to get some "dressy" shoes today. I'm going on a trip to Chicago next Friday and on one of the nights I have to get dressed up and all that jazz and I seem to be without dressy shoes.
I have these big platform boots that I could have worn...but (1) they wouldn't fit in my suitcase (2) my mother took one look at them and said "HELL NO". So yeah, shoe shopping we go! *raises fist*
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2004 5 March :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: dead poetic- august winterman
it’s a disease they’ll never have a cure for
i got in trouble today.
i dont know whats going to happen.
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2004 5 March :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: AFI
Today was great. The weather is absolutely gorgeous, I only had to go to school for half a day, all my friends were cool, and I'm going to my friend's sleepover birthday party thing tonight. Well, that's basically all I have to say, so I'll write in this thing either tomorrow or Sunday, probably. Ta-ta everyone.
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2004 3 March :: 4.34pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Switchblade Symphony
Gutter Glitter
It's back to my dad's I go. My mom is yelling at me to get off the computer, so I shall have to update tomorrow. Ta-ta.
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2004 2 March :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Queen Adreena
Where The Sidewalk Ends
I attempted watching the movie White Oleander. I couldn't watch it.
It did the book no justice. The only good thing it did was give me a couple faces to place to a name. It left out soo many good parts in the book, and it covered about 1/3 of the book in ten minutes. Plus I don't want to know what happens until I finish reading it. I'll just watch it and make fun of it after I'm done reading the book.
That just goes to show that it is true, kiddies, the books are almost ALWAYS better than the movies.
Anyways, I feel kind've left behind, because the main girl in the book, Astrid, has done soo much more than me and has had so many more experiences than me even when she was only 13, and I'm 15 and I haven't even done most of the stuff she has. The only thing I've done is gotten high, and that's not even on a regular basis.
I live way too much of a sheltered life, I think. I need to go out, do something. Not spend my life like a little hermit. Sheesh.
I bet this whole entry makes no sense.
Plus, why does my ex-boyfriend feel the intense urge to call me 10 times a day just to tell me that he still loves me, despite what I feel about him? *shakes head*
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2004 1 March :: 4.43pm
Same old, same old. God, I can't put that White Oleander book down. I'm so bored. And my little stepsister is bugging me for her to get on the computer. BUT IT'S NOT HAPPENING MWHAHAH. *feels evil*
I'm going to go die now.
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2004 1 March :: 7.26am
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: Change (In the House of Flies) - Deftones
Just call me, Miss Ann Thrope
I don't wanna go to school. I wanna stay home and read my book all day and watch Murderdolls videos. *cries*
That White Oleander book is REALLY FUCKING GOOD. Well, so far. I stayed up half of last night reading it because I couldn't put the thing down! Stupid school.
Make it DIIIIEEEEE!!!! *stabs*
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2004 29 February :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: FDQ
Send Me An Angel
Well, I went to Emily's house last night. It was cool, we didn't go to The Attic though. We went to her grandma's house and walked around, then we went to her house and sat in front of the computer for countless hours. It was still fun.
God, my lips are incredibly chapped.
Here's me with a hanger on my head....such fun.
I hope that works.
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2004 28 February :: 2.13pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Deadstar Assembly
Well, I'm going to my friend Emily's house tonight, or today really, I have to start getting ready because I'm going over there at four.
We're going to this place in Dayton called "The Attic", it should be pretty fun. It's like a hangout where bands play, from what Emily described. If anyone from the Dayton area on here is going and wants to hang out, you know what I look like, buckos. ;)
Well, I have to go drag my mother out of bed so she can drive me up there. Her alarm has already went off about five times, she can only press the "Snooze" so many times.
I'm reading "White Oleander" by....*insert correct author's name here* It's pretty good. See you all later. Ta-ta.
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2004 27 February :: 4.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: My Ruin
Radio Silence
God, I never update this thing. Mostly because my life is so fucking routine. I want something to happen, something out of the ordinary.
I'm going over to Emily's tomorrow hopefully. I haven't seen her in a looong time.
 DAYUM she is perrrty. :)
I took a couple new pics of moi today as well, but only one turned out halfway decent.
Eh. See you all later. Maybe.
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