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blacktears844

:: 2004 25 January :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: Dead
:: Music: "God Is a DJ" - Pink

I am so bored and tired. No school. Bless snow.
My stepsisters are watching Freaky Friday. My mom is asleep on the couch. My dogs are taking turns pooping on the rug.

I want to go to bed.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 25 January :: 7.47pm

My alternate Woohu Forum
Being my sad self, I made a little board that the old Woohu-ers can come to and post, just like the Woohu Forums used to be like.
The link is at: http://com1.runboard.com/bwoohuforumsreunited

Anyone can join, even if you weren't registered on the old one, you're all welcome. I need as many members as possible. Anyways, enjoy.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 25 January :: 7.18pm

I have attempted at making a homepage. *hides*
It's certainly not very good, and not quite finished either, but you can take a look if you like.
http://www.freewebs.com/deadlydelusion
Enjoy.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 25 January :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Dope Stars Inc.

It looks like it's safe to say I'm going to have a snow day tomorrow. *does a dance*
We haven't had a snow day all year, so this is very nice!!
It's like a blizzard outside, hehe.
In two days my little stepsister Shelby will be 6. Aww....we are having her little party today, I think.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 25 January :: 2.43pm

Oh I forgot to tell you, someone tried to steal my dad's car a couple nights ago. They were unsuccessful, so they took a screwdriver and completely fucked up both of the locks so now my dad can't get into his car at all. It sucks.
Here is the picture of my lovely friend Renee...enjoy.
She is my lover. *wink wink*

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blacktears844

:: 2004 25 January :: 2.10pm

Well, Emily came to spend the night last night. It was pretty fun. She cut my bangs for me so they reach my jawline now, it's really cool. I might just cut my own hair or something. God, that sounds like a disaster waiting to happen. Well, I shall post some pictures up later of my dear friend Renee who I haven't seen since Christmas. *tear*
Ahh I miss the forums. Most of my best friends are on there. OH well, I hope they will be back soon.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 23 January :: 7.22am

The Woohu Forums are closed...*dies*
Be back in a few months??!!
I don't think I can wait that long, no way. But I guess I don't have a choice. Oh well. I wonder why they are closed.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 21 January :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: sick

I shouldn't have eaten all those celery sticks. I think I'm gonna puke now. Uh-oh.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 21 January :: 9.06pm

I just found another pic in the old archive that I can almost guarantee you lot haven't seen because I had to change it to jpeg and all that jazz. Anyways, enjoy.
Me looking very surpised at some reason unknown...:

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blacktears844

:: 2004 21 January :: 8.29pm

I just drew something semi-good (for my talent anyway) and I can't put it on here because I don't have a scanner. :(
Oh well. I hadn't sketched in so long I was surprised that it turned out the way it did. I usually don't draw too much. I might start up again, finishing it was refreshing, and it felt like I accomplished something. Silly, maybe, but it was a nice feeling.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 21 January :: 4.22pm

darkangelic
I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.


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blacktears844

:: 2004 21 January :: 3.34pm

Yahoo WOO!
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: I fucking hate people
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: they're goddammn dingleberries
loser_girl844: thanks, Friend, i feel welcome now
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: hahahahhahaha
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: I LOVE YOU FRIED
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: friend*
loser_girl844: FRIED? now you want to kill and eat me? YOU SICK AND UNAPPRECIATE BASTARD!
loser_girl844:
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: hahahahahhaha
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
loser_girl844: i shouldnt have eaten all those oreos....it does things to the mind *looks around cautiously*
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: haha
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: you the only non-dingleberry on thios planet
loser_girl844: why thank you, i'll be here all week *bows*
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: hahha'
loser_girl844: god, i need to TAKE A CRAP
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: seriously though, EVERYONE
loser_girl844: what happened? what about stacie and everyone?
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: stacie's a dingleberry i get along with
loser_girl844: how is she a dingleberry of the sort?
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: she can piss me off
loser_girl844: so can i.....
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: not like her
loser_girl844:
loser_girl844: what does she do?
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: one minute she'll be my best friend, then she'll be bitchy and ignore me or something
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: so she gets pissed when I hang out with someone else
loser_girl844: ....possessive?
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: I guess
loser_girl844: i used to have a friend like that....in kindergarten my best friend used to get SUPER PISSED if i finger painted with anyone else....she would like, throw toys at my head and everything, she even attempted to steal my life-size barbie...she was crazy
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: THAT;S JUST RETARDED
loser_girl844: sad thing is, most of it is true
loser_girl844: i just added the life-size barbie to make you laugh haha
loser_girl844: BECAUSE I AM THE JOKESTER! BWAHHAHAHHAHHAHHA
loser_girl844: no, really, i am , belive me
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: hahahahahahaha
loser_girl844: *farts* there goes some of those oreos.....
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: hahahahahahaha
loser_girl844: GET LOW
loser_girl844: just change clothes.....and GOOOO
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: I LOVE THAT
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: I sing that and on one knows what i'm talking about
loser_girl844: haha i sing it all the time and get funny looks....they're like, what the fuck, who's changing clothes?
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: hahaha
white_thrash@sbcglobal.net: no one has the same sense of humor as us
loser_girl844: it's because they all suck
loser_girl844: WE ROCK DUDE

Awww my bestest friend. I love her. *mwah*
She's the only friend I really feel close to. Too bad she lives about a half hour away.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 21 January :: 2.24pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Fuse Channel...

Damn those Oreos
I just ate 12 Oreos in one sitting and I feel like I am about to explode.
Another day sick at home. I'll be going back to school tomorrow. Woot.
I think I am going to go throw up my Oreo-y badness in a moment. Ta-ta for now.

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BleedingHeart

:: 2004 20 January :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: rockinghorse winner- steps in sand

.....
....if only





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blacktears844

:: 2004 20 January :: 11.20pm

Why the fuck is my journal so messed up? *is confused*

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