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blacktears844

:: 2003 24 November :: 6.37pm
:: Music: Do You Think I'm A Whore? - Kittie

The knife is on the table
I put myself to sleep
All I know is all I know
Remember what you sow is what you reap!

Why can't I fucking believe you?
This is your words for me
A little sheltered girl is what I'll always be
So loving and considerate
Too scared of what I'll be
I look into the mirror, the whore is all I see

Like you, like me
Diminished, self important, I'll never see
Like you, like me
I never want to be like me
Do you think I'm a whore?
I'm a whore [x4]

Why can't I fucking believe you
This is your words for me
Little sheltered girl is what I'll always fucking be
So loving and considerate
Too scared of what I'll be
I look into the mirror, the whore is all I see
Like you. Like me.
I'll never cheat, I'm stubborn you see
Like you. Want me. Know me. For eternity.
I'm a whore [x8]

Haha....haha.....I'm a... whore.




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blacktears844

:: 2003 24 November :: 5.32pm






THAT IS THE EPITOME OF SEX.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 24 November :: 4.07pm

Well......today was boring.
And extremely cold. It just so happens that today was the only day that I had forgotten my jacket. It was even snowing. Sheesh.
I'm so stupid sometimes. <_<

I'm drinking a Coke right now. It's lovely.
..........And my stepsister won't stop playing this damn flute. I'm going to break it.

What a fun life I lead.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 23 November :: 6.40pm

The next time you're walking down a dark hallway.......remember this face.....




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blacktears844

:: 2003 23 November :: 6.39pm

Whenever I like someone I become terribly clingy.
And all I want to do is talk to them and they usually get annoyed because I want to talk to them so much.

I hate it.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 23 November :: 11.07am

Ahhh it's almost 11:00 in the morning.
EARLY.
And yet I'm still groggy. WHY WON'T IT GO AWAY??



IS IT REAL??
Hahah, I seriously doubt it, but that looks cool. Oh yeah. I am bored.
SOMEONE GET ONLINE SO I CAN HARRASS YOU I SAY. >:(

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blacktears844

:: 2003 22 November :: 2.39pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Cracking my knuckles

So...I went to that tractor pull thing.
Only it had monster trucks, motocross, and lots of people racing various things that ran on motors. It was alright. Too long for me, I get very bored very easily. I got home about 11, and tried to open my door.
No one was home. And they didn't leave a key. Or a note.
So I walked ALL the way to my friends house at 11:00 at night and all these drunks were passing me in their car and whooping at me and I mastered the art of my middle finger last night. So when I got to my friend's house I stayed there for a little while and her mom was freaking out because I walked all that way.
Ah well. Interesting night. I slept for 14 hours. :)

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blacktears844

:: 2003 21 November :: 4.15pm

Ok...I have a Depresso Personality
What's Your Personality?Find out!

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blacktears844

:: 2003 21 November :: 4.11pm

I'm Nail Biting
What Nervous Habit are You? Find out!

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blacktears844

:: 2003 21 November :: 3.56pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Heart-Shaped Box - Nirvana

Well, today wasn't as great as yesterday. But it was still tolerable.
My boyfriend gave me the first hug he's given me in like two weeks. Sheesh. <_<
I'm going to this tractor pull thing with my friend tonite. Doesn't sound too exciting, but I need to get out of the house and away from this computer.
It's the weekend YAY.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 20 November :: 4.05pm

Sid Vicious
You are the Sex Pistols!


Which music artist/band are you?
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blacktears844

:: 2003 20 November :: 3.57pm

Oh my god. I just wrote a fucking long private entry and it didn't make it through. DAMMIT! Oh well, still good. :)

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blacktears844

:: 2003 20 November :: 3.35pm

I have had just an all-around great day.
Everything's cool with my friends, everything's cool with my boyfriend, everything is just cool. Too bad every day can't be like today.
It's almost weird having such a great day.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 20 November :: 7.27am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVEY HAVOK!!


*throws confetti*

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blacktears844

:: 2003 19 November :: 4.26pm

Me.
You are...
SLAYER!
You hate god, and every one else.


What Metal band are you? (Now with some pics!)
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