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2003 15 November :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: SOOO mad
His ass is mine. I am so fucking mad right now.
He never showed up. He hasn't shown up. It is 4:40 PM and I am sitting here, still staring out the window, half-expecting to see him come up the driveway, and half-knowing that I am a complete idiot for even thinking he would come.
He is completely wrong for me. He does all the wrong things. Yet I still like him.
WHY DO I STILL LIKE HIM??
I'm trying to hate him as best as I can. He never calls me, is mean to me sometimes, stands me up, and yet I still forgive him.
I am a complete idiot. And I know I won't break up with him. Because I am a dumbass.
He better have a good excuse.
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2003 15 November :: 2.34pm
Free movies for a year or free CDS for your life?: | Free CDs for my life | School or work?: | School | Christmas or birthday?: | Christmas | Peanut Butter M&MS,Regular M&Ms, or Peanut M&MS?: | Peanut Butter M&Ms | Dozen Roses or 3 boxes of chochlate?: | 3 boxes of chocolate | Sandra Bullock or Julia Roberts?: | Sandra Bullock | Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise?: | Tom Cruise | Vanilla Pepsi or Vanilla coke?: | Vanilla Coke | American Eagle or Abercromie and Fitch?: | Same kind of clothes | Driving or flying?: | Flying | Roller skating or ice skating?: | Ice Skating | Apples or oranges?: | Oranges | Paris, France or Florence, Italy?: | Paris, France | Punk'D or The Newlyweds?: | What the fuck? | Jay Leno or David Letterman?: | Jay Leno | New York or LA?: | New York | AOL messenger or MSN messenger?: | AOL messenger | Jennifer Aniston/Brad Pitt or J.LO/Ben Affleck?: | Don't really care | Ralph Lauren or Tommy Hilfiger?: | They look the same to me | leaf raking or snow shoveling?: | Snow Shoveling | black pen or blue pen?: | Black Pen | WalMart or Target?: | WalMart | picnic under the stars or horse carriage in the park?: | Horse Carriage in the Park | chochlate chip cookies or peanut butter cookies?: | Peanut Butter Cookies | Kobe Bryant or Shaq?: | No thanks | basketball, baseball, or football?: | Football | Hiliary Duff (Lizzie Mcguire) Or Lindsey Logan(Freaky Friday)?: | HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA | French fries,curly fries, or tator tots?: | Curly Fries | Ben Affleck or Matt Damon?: | NO thanks | Phoebe, Monica, or Rachel(off of FRIENDS)?: | I don't watch Freinds. |
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2003 15 November :: 2.21pm
Well, I just got back from my aunt's house a little while ago. For the first time going over there I didn't drink or do pot or anything. I just didn't feel like having a hangover today. My boyfriend is sopposed to pop in today. If he doesn't, his ass is mine. I will be so mad after leading me on for so long saying, "Yeah, I'll come over Saturday at 4:00."
Sure you will. You better.
God, I'm in one of those moods. I'm so tired.
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2003 14 November :: 3.51pm
I'm spending the night with my aunt tonight. And then my boyfriend is coming over tomorrow at 4:00 PM.
Then I might see a movie with my friend on Sunday. Busy weekend. Sheesh.
I might not be on for a while.
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2003 14 November :: 3.48pm
You're in the Loner box.
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2003 13 November :: 5.28pm
Ah, I've had a pretty shit day.
First of all, he-who-shall-not-be-named wasn't there. Plus, I wore my hair down, and everyone felt the intense NEED to tell me thisi 5644545 times, when of course I am already aware that my hair is down, considering I fixed it that way.
Ah, but it's been a little better cause I basically talked to the Wizard all day. :) *mwah*
My aunt is sopposed to come over. So.....yeah. The end.
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2003 13 November :: 7.14am
My hair is being a bitch right now.
Gel doesnt work, hairspray doesn't work, hell, I've even tried pomade. No luck.
Damn split ends on the top of my head. Sheesh.
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2003 12 November :: 6.18pm
I just got back from my grandma's house.
Over the river and through the woods. <_<
I'm really bored now. So bored.
I need a life. Is anyone willing to sell theirs?
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2003 12 November :: 3.08pm
:: Music: SURVEY WHORING
Whips or Chains?: | Chains | Cuffs or Rope/Scarf?: | Rope/Scarf | Silk or Satin?: | Silk | Leather or Lace?: | Leather | Boots or Heels?: | Hells | Dominant or Submissive?: | Dominant | To Gag or Not?: | No thanks | Light or Dark?: | Dark | Pain or Tease?: | Tease | Bite or Scratch?: | Bite |
Fetish this or that brought to you by BZOINK!
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2003 12 November :: 3.06pm
EN GENERAL: | favorite genre of music:: | | favorite band(s):: | | favorite artist(s):: | | best album:: | | best concert youve been to:: | | THIS... OR THAT!? | punk rock or death metal?: | death metal | pop or rap?: | rap | old skool hip hop or smooooth r&b?: | old skool hip hop | led zeppelin or the who?: | led zeppelin | sex pistols or the ramones?: | ramones | britney or christina?: | christina | n*sync or bsb?: | bsb | DO YOU... | still remember all the words to oops i did it again?: | Doesn't everyone? | how about the choreography?: | I can't dance. | know all the words to the ramones' blitzgreig bop?: | Fuck yeah. |
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2003 12 November :: 2.58pm
You whine too fucking much.
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HAHAH I'M A WHINER!!!! *sticks out tongue*
WOE IS ME. *sighs*
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2003 11 November :: 11.10pm
I am bored. So bored. Sheesh.
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2003 11 November :: 3.10pm
I'm going to a book signing with my parents to see Emeril.
Dear God.
Oh well, I get out of school early, and get to look at books. I have $10. Woohoo. Books are Sarah's friends. Maybe they will hinder my internet addiction a bit. Hmm....
Today wasn't that great. I think my boyfriend is starting to not like me. He pays alot of attention to OTHER people, just not me. Sheesh.
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