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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 5.15pm


Are you addicted to aim? by Brit


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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 5.14pm


Find your inner No Doubt Song! by Brit


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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: SOOO mad

His ass is mine. I am so fucking mad right now.
He never showed up. He hasn't shown up. It is 4:40 PM and I am sitting here, still staring out the window, half-expecting to see him come up the driveway, and half-knowing that I am a complete idiot for even thinking he would come.
He is completely wrong for me. He does all the wrong things. Yet I still like him.
WHY DO I STILL LIKE HIM??
I'm trying to hate him as best as I can. He never calls me, is mean to me sometimes, stands me up, and yet I still forgive him.
I am a complete idiot. And I know I won't break up with him. Because I am a dumbass.
He better have a good excuse.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 2.34pm

Free movies for a year or free CDS for your life?:Free CDs for my life
School or work?:School
Christmas or birthday?:Christmas
Peanut Butter M&MS,Regular M&Ms, or Peanut M&MS?:Peanut Butter M&Ms
Dozen Roses or 3 boxes of chochlate?:3 boxes of chocolate
Sandra Bullock or Julia Roberts?:Sandra Bullock
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise?:Tom Cruise
Vanilla Pepsi or Vanilla coke?:Vanilla Coke
American Eagle or Abercromie and Fitch?:Same kind of clothes
Driving or flying?:Flying
Roller skating or ice skating?:Ice Skating
Apples or oranges?:Oranges
Paris, France or Florence, Italy?:Paris, France
Punk'D or The Newlyweds?:What the fuck?
Jay Leno or David Letterman?:Jay Leno
New York or LA?:New York
AOL messenger or MSN messenger?:AOL messenger
Jennifer Aniston/Brad Pitt or J.LO/Ben Affleck?:Don't really care
Ralph Lauren or Tommy Hilfiger?:They look the same to me
leaf raking or snow shoveling?:Snow Shoveling
black pen or blue pen?:Black Pen
WalMart or Target?:WalMart
picnic under the stars or horse carriage in the park?:Horse Carriage in the Park
chochlate chip cookies or peanut butter cookies?:Peanut Butter Cookies
Kobe Bryant or Shaq?:No thanks
basketball, baseball, or football?:Football
Hiliary Duff (Lizzie Mcguire) Or Lindsey Logan(Freaky Friday)?:HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA
French fries,curly fries, or tator tots?:Curly Fries
Ben Affleck or Matt Damon?:NO thanks
Phoebe, Monica, or Rachel(off of FRIENDS)?:I don't watch Freinds.

Chose between... brought to you by BZOINK!

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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 2.21pm

Well, I just got back from my aunt's house a little while ago. For the first time going over there I didn't drink or do pot or anything. I just didn't feel like having a hangover today. My boyfriend is sopposed to pop in today. If he doesn't, his ass is mine. I will be so mad after leading me on for so long saying, "Yeah, I'll come over Saturday at 4:00."
Sure you will. You better.
God, I'm in one of those moods. I'm so tired.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 14 November :: 3.51pm

I'm spending the night with my aunt tonight. And then my boyfriend is coming over tomorrow at 4:00 PM.
Then I might see a movie with my friend on Sunday. Busy weekend. Sheesh.
I might not be on for a while.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 14 November :: 3.48pm


You're in the Loner box.


What box do you get put in?
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blacktears844

:: 2003 13 November :: 5.28pm

Ah, I've had a pretty shit day.
First of all, he-who-shall-not-be-named wasn't there. Plus, I wore my hair down, and everyone felt the intense NEED to tell me thisi 5644545 times, when of course I am already aware that my hair is down, considering I fixed it that way.

Ah, but it's been a little better cause I basically talked to the Wizard all day. :) *mwah*

My aunt is sopposed to come over. So.....yeah. The end.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 13 November :: 7.14am

My hair is being a bitch right now.
Gel doesnt work, hairspray doesn't work, hell, I've even tried pomade. No luck.
Damn split ends on the top of my head. Sheesh.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 12 November :: 6.18pm

I just got back from my grandma's house.
Over the river and through the woods. <_<
I'm really bored now. So bored.
I need a life. Is anyone willing to sell theirs?

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blacktears844

:: 2003 12 November :: 3.08pm
:: Music: SURVEY WHORING

Whips or Chains?:Chains
Cuffs or Rope/Scarf?:Rope/Scarf
Silk or Satin?:Silk
Leather or Lace?:Leather
Boots or Heels?:Hells
Dominant or Submissive?:Dominant
To Gag or Not?:No thanks
Light or Dark?:Dark
Pain or Tease?:Tease
Bite or Scratch?:Bite

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blacktears844

:: 2003 12 November :: 3.06pm

EN GENERAL:
favorite genre of music::
favorite band(s)::
favorite artist(s)::
best album::
best concert youve been to::
THIS... OR THAT!?
punk rock or death metal?:death metal
pop or rap?:rap
old skool hip hop or smooooth r&b?:old skool hip hop
led zeppelin or the who?:led zeppelin
sex pistols or the ramones?:ramones
britney or christina?:christina
n*sync or bsb?:bsb
DO YOU...
still remember all the words to oops i did it again?:Doesn't everyone?
how about the choreography?:I can't dance.
know all the words to the ramones' blitzgreig bop?:Fuck yeah.

Xtothecore84's Musical Survizzle brought to you by BZOINK!

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blacktears844

:: 2003 12 November :: 2.58pm

Wah wah wah...
You whine too fucking much.


What's Your Annoying Posting Style?
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HAHAH I'M A WHINER!!!! *sticks out tongue*
WOE IS ME. *sighs*

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blacktears844

:: 2003 11 November :: 11.10pm

I am bored. So bored. Sheesh.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 11 November :: 3.10pm

I'm going to a book signing with my parents to see Emeril.
Dear God.
Oh well, I get out of school early, and get to look at books. I have $10. Woohoo. Books are Sarah's friends. Maybe they will hinder my internet addiction a bit. Hmm....
Today wasn't that great. I think my boyfriend is starting to not like me. He pays alot of attention to OTHER people, just not me. Sheesh.

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