forget my name

:: 2003 30 August :: 3.16pm

Ah.....just woke up. I'm calling my friend right now because she is sopposed to spend the night. But.......she's not answering. Oh well. It's Saturday already. Only two more days off. Go back Tuesday. I REALLY have nothing to write about now.

:: 2003 30 August :: 3.16pm

:: 2003 30 August :: 12.25am

I'm going to bed...........

Goodnight all. *waves tiredly*

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:: 2003 29 August :: 9.55pm

My bologna has a first name
It's O-S-C-A-R

My bologna has a second name
It's M-E-Y-E-R

I love to eat it night and day
And if you ask this is what I'll say

Oscar Meyer has a way
With B-O-L-O-G-N-A

I don't even like bologna.......

:: 2003 29 August :: 9.42pm
:: Music: AFI.......in celebration

Arg....I'm so bored. Don't have nothing to do.
It's raining. So.......bored. Just been hanging out in the forums....hehe. Ah, all my friends on AIM seem to have logged off.....they don't wanna talk to me I guess. Am I really that boring?? Everyone I talk to on the phone says I am. Weirdos.......
Ah well, maybe it's true. That would explain my lack of social life....

:: 2003 29 August :: 6.43pm
:: Mood: cranky

God, my mom can be so fake sometimes. If she's talking to little kids, or something, she'll put on this little sweet innocent voice and accompany it with all these fake laughs. I don't bullshit kids and they like me just the same. In fact, they my two "step-sisters" think I am GOD, as I have most likely said before. And I'm not fake with them. Good thing about kids is, they can see right through you. Or at least I could when I was little. My mom does that alot on the phone too. Even to her own sister. This little annoying fake laugh. Ah. If I don't have anything to laugh about then I keep my mouth shut. Simple as that. I'm in a bad mood right now. Sheesh.

:: 2003 29 August :: 6.42pm

Nothing from nowhere, I'm nowhere at all........

Radiate, recognize one silent call
As we all form one dark flame.

Incinerate.

Love, your hate, your faith lost........
You, are now one of us..........

I think that's how it goes.

:: 2003 29 August :: 4.49pm

Ah....the weekend. I'm watching someone get plastic surgery on TV. It disturbs me. Sheesh there's nothing to write about. I think my friend is spending the night tomorrow. Woohoo. MB kept on staring at me today. I wasn't complaining. But he's already going out with someone else. Oh well. Poo on her. AFI WON A VMA!! *dances* I freaked out. I'm so fucking happy for them. And for once, I'm not being sarcastic.

:: 2003 28 August :: 4.33pm

Fourth day...........Ah...!
I got the House of 1000 Corpses and Freddy Vs. Jason DVDs.........a bit illegally. But they're still cool. I go to Meijers today, joy upon all joys, eh? Not been doing much really.

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:: 2003 27 August :: 4.31pm

Ahh the day is over finally. Or the school day at least.
I think I just might kill myself. I can't stand school already. I never questioned why people use drugs. They just aren't available to me. Ah.......crap.This girl thinks we are just BEST FRIENDS, when I'm just getting used to being just FRIENDS with her. Crap. But she thinks I am just SO INTERESTING. And SO FUNNY. And so CRAZY. Apparently, she's not gone out much. Sheesh.

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:: 2003 27 August :: 6.32am

Ah, it's almost the beginning of the third day.
I don't wanna go.*hangs onto table*
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME.
But unfortunately my parents can.
So I will just...........sit here, awaiting the time to get ready. Which is coming soon.
Ah I feel sick. So sick.

:: 2003 26 August :: 4.22pm

Ah....second day of school.
Woohu always does this to me!!
I'm writing in here, and I always type a pretty long entry, and then it just.....messes up. So, then I forget everything that I type, and I end up making a pointless entry like this. Sheesh.

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bleedingheart

:: 2003 23 August :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: 3 doors down- here without you

a short entry....
.....i met jeff, adam and pablo. a couple new people.

:: 2003 23 August :: 3.44pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: AFI

I get to stay at my aunt's house tonight.
Woohoo! I always love staying over there....
They always let me have a couple beers. *slaps self* But I wasn't sopposed to tell anyone that........hehe.
We might have a bonfire as well.
Bonfires are cool.
Even cooler if that guy on their street comes over.
It will be real cool then, hehe.
He sometimes comes over. And I drool. And he doesn't know. Ah, the typical problem. I'm so bad at expressing my feelings. I go out of my way to make sure a guy doesn't think I like him. I don't know why, I guess I am just SO afraid of rejection. Ahhh.....lighten up Sarah. I am a SPAMMER on the forums, I'm sure everyone is getting sick of me on there. Oops I gotta go to the bathroom. I'll probably write in here again tomorrow.
After an eventful night.