forget my name

i swear i won't say what happened that night
after 8 months my huge secret comes out.

now we will see how things go from here. slow i hope. one step at a time. just have to get rid of the other one first.... easier said than done. :(

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in fact, i wish your heart was mine
and i can hear the memory in my ears
back to the years and all those tears
but hear me when i say im glad we steered that way
because now we're here

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blacktears844

:: 2004 29 September :: 4.12pm

Going to see Taking Back Sunday November 5th. <3

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blacktears844

:: 2004 24 September :: 7.53pm

I got my homecoming dress. =)
I burrowed it from my friend Jenny's sister.
It's black velvet, and it goes all the way to the floor, spaghetti strapped, and at the end part it has like, little folds and stuff and those parts are white or whatever, it's kind've hard to explain. Anyways, it's pretty. And it fits me. That's all that matters. Booya.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 22 September :: 5.52am

Yo. I feel like crap. Go.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 18 September :: 10.22pm

New Sarah
This is me in school.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 16 September :: 3.34pm

Yer Mother
Having a boyfriend is lovely. Oh yes, yes it is.
Now I have someone to mack on during and after lunch and after school. I so got two kisses in one day.

God I'm annoying myself and everyone around me talking about him. MOOHA.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 14 September :: 8.01pm

Sarah so has a date for homecoming. Oh yes she does.
Well apparently, others knew about it before I did. Christina told me Corey told Jenny that he was going to ask me. Since he's my boyfriend now and all.

I overanalyze things too much. And my sunburn is convienently placed on my shoulder so my bra straps make it hurt really bad. =)

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BleedingHeart

:: 2004 11 September :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: hidden in plain view- Jerzey Nonsense

Things change in the worst ways
this morning i woke up around 9:30 with tears in my eyes then i started crying out of nowhere. i had a dream about nick. i miss him like mad fucking crazy.

so today was icky.

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went to the movies with alex tonight. hm, it was nice... for the most part.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 8 September :: 2.58pm

Why can't I ever have the person I want?

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blacktears844

:: 2004 7 September :: 4.24pm
:: Music: Yer Mum

I get my doggie back!

SOPHIE <3

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blacktears844

:: 2004 4 September :: 2.50pm

Last night was pretty fun.
Me, Christina, Jenny, her boyfriend Kyle, and this guy Brandon all went to the movies, and then my friends Mary Lee and Monica came. We found out they weren't playing the movie we WANTED to see (Napoleon Dynamite) so we walked over to our friends Corey's apartment and Chad was there too. So we all walked around back to the movie theatre and we went back inside and decided to see Wicker Park. Well Brandon and Kyle got kicked out, and Jenny followed her boyfriend, so it was just me and Christina watching the movie. Which was a confusing movie at that. So then we left and met back up with Kyle and Jenny and Corey and Chad. Everyone else had left. Then we went home. Hurrah hurrah. That was my night. THE END.

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