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:: 2005 2 January :: 7.56 pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: snow patrol - somewhere a clock is ticking

Motivation
I need something to look forward to. Something that will motivate me to keep going, to wake up even. If I'm not working toward something, then what am I doing? I need to figure some things out.

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:: 2005 1 January :: 12.41 pm

I worry too much.

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:: 2004 29 December :: 9.12 pm

New e-mail has been made.

the_hollow_@hotmail.com


If I didn't add you, it's not because I hate you, it's because I haven't talked to you in a long time and I wasn't quite sure if you were alive or not.

Speak


:: 2004 29 December :: 12.56 pm
:: Music: A Perfect Circle - The Hollow

I realized I make a lot of pointless entries, this being one of them, but I'm bored.

I guess I'm going to Woodland mall today, with my mom and brother. It will be very boring, and I'll probably get angry. At least it's something to do.

I cannot wait until New Years Eve, it will be the highlight of the break. Only about two more days, then the fun begins.

[edit]
I need a new e-mail. I get spam every five minutes it seems like, and there are a bunch of weird people I don't know always talking to me. I'm trying to think of what it could be, my new email, but nothing comes to mind.

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:: 2004 28 December :: 2.38 pm
:: Music: cursive. oh shit, it just stopped. well then, silence.

This is the second day in a row I've awoken to an empty house. I'm so alone.

YES! No nagging.
SCORE! No gay ass stupid fucking annoying as hell little brother.

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:: 2004 26 December :: 5.39 pm
:: Music: the crystal method

Oh man, she is going to end up really pissing me off.

"Can we do this?"
"Well how do you do that?"
"Show me how to do this again!"
"Why is it like that?"
"How do you do this?"

Gahh...I feel the headaches are going to come back soon.

Speak


:: 2004 25 December :: 12.57 pm

Sweet.
That's all I have to say.
Sweet...

[edit]
Read more..

That's just the good stuff. I got a lot of other odds and ends, boxers, socks, black jacket. It seems like I got a lot more though, because my mom and Mark got things that the whole family will use. A DVD player, Canon Digital photo printer/scanner thingy...you know. Anyway, I'm happy. I hope you all are too.

Merry Christmas, bitches.

Speak


:: 2004 23 December :: 11.27 pm
:: Music: Linkin Park - Live in Texas

Linkin Park rocks.
So does Kate.

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:: 2004 22 December :: 8.35 pm

When I'm at the mall, I like to take the elevator more than the escalator. Because once when I was shopping, I tripped on the escalator and fell down for an hour.

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:: 2004 21 December :: 9.07 pm

I just got back from shopping, and it went alright. Well, nothing went wrong anyway.

Hah, I was just watching Reno911! and there was this guy hiding under a kiddy pool. I thought it was quite funny, and my parents didn't get why. Good times...

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