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:: 2005 21 November :: 6.20 am

Good morning

I would like to crawl out of my clothes and fall back into bed and wrap the blankets around myself and just drift back to sleep.

Why? Not because I'm tired, no. It's just because I don't want to face the massive amount of homework I'll recieve, and the dirty looks I'll get from the homework I didn't even attempt. Oh, and the test I have today which I haven't read the chapter for.

Fuck.

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:: 2005 17 November :: 11.25 pm
:: Mood: shocked


We hit a deer on the way to my house.

It was the scariest thing to ever happen to me.

We're okay.

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:: 2005 15 November :: 11.00 pm
:: Music: Tool - Sober

Anticipation

This play will be the death of me. Well, not me really, just my grades. I haven't gotten home earlier than 10 in a long time. And I'm so tired when I get home, all I want to do is go to sleep. Tonight I actually have some energy, which is the only reason I'm still awake. Must have been the coke. I have a backpack at my feet filled with three subjects of homework. It will stay there until morning when I leave for school. Oh well, school is just a haze to me anyway. I can't remember anything, and I can't pay attention enough to even try. We are in the hardest chapter of biology, which I think might be a good thing, and I know nothing. I write down the notes she gives us, but nothing sticks. Just two more days though, I can f(m)ake it. I'll sleep all day Sunday and be back to myself in time for Monday.

Oh yeah, and, I have three comics coming. They'll be done by next week.

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:: 2005 13 November :: 9.37 pm
:: Music: Vaux - Van Fong

Coming Soon...The CS

I'm so excited about the play. It's coming along quite nicely. Every part of it is so much fun. I don't know what I like better, doing tech stuff, or being on stage.

I really wish I would have tried out for other plays, or would have gotten involved at all.

No school Friday (for play people, that is), and then only Monday and Tuesday of next week and then we're on Thanksgiving Break.

Also, our project for TV Pro is finally coming along. If I had known how easy editing is, it would have been done awhile ago.

Everything is so good right now.

HOLY COW

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:: 2005 3 November :: 10.53 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday

Illumination

Want to hear a crazy story?

I was at school for over 13 hours today.
The end.

Working in the auditorium is so much fun. Whether it's play practice or doing lights and stuff, it's awesome. I'm definitely working the tech crew during the musical, and any other times I'm able to. I might like it enough to want to go to college for it.

I'm so tired..goodnight.

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:: 2005 31 October :: 10.22 pm
:: Music: Northstar - Rocket City

Correct; Kiss, Flash, Fondle.

Studying has never been so much fun. I'm really starting to enjoy biology, or at least, the process I've designed to learn it with.

I must make a stop at the local library pretty soon. I really want to read. Hm...I need a library card.

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:: 2005 27 October :: 9.07 pm

There is never an end

I want to start reading more. I've been watching a lot of cool movies lately, and for some reason, it has made me think. Have any of you seen The Machinist? If not, I say, drop whatever you are doing, run to the nearest video rental place, and rent or steal or buy it. Well, maybe it isn't that good, but I thought it was awesome.

Anyway, I've made a list of books I want to read. Sadly, it only contains three books.

Fight Club
A Clockwork Orange
The Idiot

I've seen the movies of Fight Club and A Clockwork Orange, and they were both awesome, so that's why I want to read those. And, for the The Idiot, the guy in The Machinist was reading it.

What a pointless entry.

Still haven't figured out how to shift my journal to the right yet. A code would be nice if anyone knew it.

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:: 2005 25 October :: 8.29 pm

If anyone could tell me the html for moving your journal from one side of the page to another, I would be very happy and thankful.

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:: 2005 22 October :: 3.31 pm
:: Music: Chevelle - Still Running

Mission Complete

I change this journal around, and I think it looks awesome. It's another one of those pictures I took with Amanda's dad's camera.

I want a camera now.

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:: 2005 20 October :: 11.14 pm
:: Music: Funeral for a Friend

Concrete and Ash

We did some more exploring today, and it was awesome. Took more pictures, got more scratches and grass and mud stains. I don't ever want to wash these pants again, because of how cool they look with the tears and stains. Now I know why people buy them that way; they're too girly to explore.

Six months tomorrow. How cool is that? We don't have school on our monthiversary. The circumstances are sad, yes, but still, it's cool.

I love how I redid my Alastar journal. It makes me want to redo this one. I'll have to take more pictures like the one on that journal.

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