Shards of glass, in the palms of our hands

I love getting lost, and then miraculously finding our way home. Who ever heard of Coral, anyway? It's a creepy town. I suggest you don't go there, everyone just looks at you funny. We knew we didn't belong, and it made us stay longer.


Oh, so, anyway. Mark's ex wife is out to kill my family. Seriously. She came here with the cops today, asking for a bunch of stuff we didn't even have, nor knew existed. Mark is in Canada until Saturday, so even if we did have it, we wouldn't know where it was or anything. And she was being really rude to my mom, so the cops told her to calm down and that she couldn't talk like that, then made her leave. She threatened to come back at night and do something. So I think I'll sleep with one eye open tonight.

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Stalk the ground

I have a new favorite song. Well, I think it's my first favorite song. Ever. I've never been able to choose before this, but now it's clear. I suggest you download it, upload it, buy it, steal it, whatever you have to do. Just get it.

Regeneration

My computer is amazing. I don't even know where to start. The guy took everything off of it and started fresh. He tripled our memory and gave us anti-virus and anti-spyware for free. I was so used to have a 400x640 screen resolution that everything just seems so big now that I have a normal one again. My color is now 32 bit instead of the crappy 16 I was stuck with. I have sound again. Oh god...it's awesome.

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I'm thinking about downloading BearShare or Kazaa now that I have anti-virus software. I'm still not sure about it though. I'd love to be able to download music again, but I'd hate to risk getting more viruses. Hmm...tough decision. Ah, fuck it.

Ok, I tried it. It said that I had to have this 'Save!' thing downloaded too, and it would show me great deals on websites. No thanks.

Numb from the shock

I still can't believe it happened. I am still amazed. The reality of it all hasn't even hit me yet. I'm sore.

We're taking the computer in to be looked at today, finally. I don't know when I'll get it back, or even if it'll have to stay there for awhile or not. So, if anyone needs to reach me, you can call my home or cell phones. 696.8751 and 799.2701.

05/31/2005 Exam 2 final exam 81/80 101.25 A

I am...utterly amazed. I have no idea how I pulled that off. Well, yeah I do. Thank you again, Allison.


Went shopping today. Got 2 shirts, 2 pairs of pants, 3 cds and a Spicy Chicken Burrito.

This has been an awesome day, and the best part is yet to come.

Correlate brain and mouth

So...what do we do now?
It really doesn't seem like we're on summer vacation already. A lot of you probably feel the same way. I'm pretty sure this is the earliest we've ever gotten out, so, it will also be the longest summer we've ever had. I'm excited. It should prove to be a great summer.

I've really learned a lot this year. Not so much in school either, but more in life. I've gotten to know a lot of new people, had a lot of different experiences. Gotten drunk for the first time. Gotten high for the first time. Those may not be the best things to do, but they were fun. Saw my first concert, which was awesome. Gotten introduced to a lot of new music, which I love most of.

I've really changed on a whole, too. I'd like to think I am smarter. A little stronger. Maybe funnier, to some people anyway, who can understand my humor. I think all of this mixed with having friends who can drive, and me on my way to getting my own license, and me getting a job so I actually have money, will make this a pretty good summer.

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Crumble

I'm not getting my hopes up.
Or anything else.

I will take what comes to me, seeing as how I don't have much say, or control in what happens.

That really should have had a happy ambiance to it than it did, since I'm actually in a great mood.

My hands and back are sore. My legs are also. Ok, my whole body is sore. I can't say that I don't like it though. I love this feeling. My hands are raw. My blisters have turned to callouses. I've dug at least fifty feets worth of trenches that are one foot deep. I don't really understand why, but I did it anyway. I think it's for the gutters, or sprinkler system. It is nice work though.

Get some

Once again, a perfect night is blown to shit.

Apathetic and willing

Two exams down, one to go. I'm not sure how well I did on either of the ones I took today. I hope I did all right. What am I saying? I don't fucking care. Even if I fail the exams, I'll still pass the classes.

Apathy is a good thing to have, it really takes the stress out of life. I'm pretty sure it's the only thing that lets me sleep at night.