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2008 6 July :: 2.49pm
I'm a snot face... and that makes me sit on the couch and try to be a non-snot face. And that makes me bored. Bored and snotty.
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2007 5 April :: 8.58pm
So I'm here and I'm thinkin to myself:
"I have time on my hands. I have time to think and time to breathe and I'm looking forward to it."
This lead me to think:
"I've been so busy lately I've lost friends"
So, I left Mal a message on facebook to get together. I've decided to show up for relay for life to spend some time with my buddies. And, I called Buck.
I miss my friends. I love how my life is going. I just feel like now I have time that I can spare and I can try to get in touch with friends I've lost.
This might be a good adventure and it might be a bad one. I'm such a different person than I was before. I'm a little nervous that things, no matter how much I want them to go well, won't.
do it up.
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2007 11 March :: 11.39am
I realized I have great people in my life last night. Johanna and Charlie both gave up basically all of a Saturday evening to help me prepare for my final lab practical. And neither complained. Would I do that and not complain? Hard to say. I'm just glad that they were both willing to do that for me. Especially for my Charlie who had to be board out of his mind with all of it. I just really appreciate it.
It's a good day when you realize that you've choosen great people to be in your life. (especially when you're gonna marry one of em)
do it up.
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2007 27 February :: 10.52pm
Since Dena's wedding keeps getting closer, I can't help but think about mine. I'm just so excited. Not about the wedding part, but about the being married part. Charlie and I talked about it when we first got engaged and said things like "nothing changes, it's just the paper." And, "I don't feel different now we're engaged, it's just a new title"
Now, I think thats a lie. I think about being married and it feels different. I feel like I'll feel different. A good different.
Thats my decision... deep huh? :)
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2007 20 February :: 8.48pm
I feel very old these days. Where are the nights of crazy drunkeness? Gone, punched in the head and dead. Dead dead deadidy dead. I feel like I need to recapture my youth. I need to go out and have fun. I think Charlie and I should go to the bar. We could go to the bar right? Heck yes! Maybe this weekend. Lets not be fuddy duddies.
do it up.
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2007 5 February :: 10.38am
My hunny is a nerd. Very big nerd
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2007 6 January :: 3.59am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
4:05 am blues.
doors are shutting people sleep as i walk down down the street. is this what happieness brings? or is it something deep deep inside, know that i always mess up. Ruinning every evening, on a thoughtless second, i was just playing around. Thats the last time I follow you out after making you mad, "dont talk to me" I dont need this maybe next time ill just walk the away. I here footsteps; look around to caucth a glimps of your sillioete running towrds me. I all alone, and walking down the street.
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2006 21 October :: 10.16am
I'm getting married in less than one year... kick ass!
do it up.
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2006 13 September :: 8.12pm
I'm just so in love. Thats all there is to it folks.
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2006 2 August :: 9.54pm
I'm getting married on October 13, 2007.
I'm so very excited to know who I am going to spend the rest of my life with. Even more excited that I know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that this is right. I hope that everyone can feel with I'm feeling someday because it is so amazing.
I've got butterflies carrying sparklers inside of me, yet there is an amazing calm, a peace that I've never felt before. Hard to imagine that I thought this would never come. You spend your whole life waiting to for this time in your life. you think about what it would be like. everyone throws out these catch phrases. but nothing can prepare you for what it is like.
I love you so much Charlie... and I can't wait to be Mrs. Campbell!
do it up.
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2006 24 June :: 4.55pm
I'm Engaged!
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2006 16 June :: 8.11pm
I got my acceptance letter. Not that anyone ever reads this journal, so no one really cares. But I care and I'm excited. I'm smarter and better than at least 20 people who applied to the program. Why? Cuz they didn't make it in. I worked my butt off and have something to show for it now. I only have 1 year and 1 month left of school and I'm out working and doing a job that I love. The application process was crazy nerve racking, but ya know what, IT'S OVER!!!!
Now, just the good stuff is left. WOOO!
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2006 30 May :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: ouch
It's been 6 days now. 6 days and I still can't open my mouth. I'm still on drugs every 4 hours. I still can't eat food (sidenote: lost 12 pounds in 6 days). I still can't talk. I still can't swallow without flinching.
I'm going to the doctor in about a half hour. I'm hoping that he tells me this is all normal. That he expected it to be this rough. Cuz at home thats not what I hear. I hear that I should have been better by now. I should be talking. I should be eating. I shouldn't be in any pain.
But it is what it is and I can't really go back in time and take any of this back. So I've just gotta plug along and keep trying to get better.
I see myself taking baby steps. I sleep about 4 hours at a time now, which is great. I can open my mouth a little wider now. I can talk for longer periods of time. But it's not as good as I want to be. I think my right side is fine, its just that pesky left side.
I'll talk to the doc. Hope everything is ok.
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