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2004 13 January :: 10.49 am
so one more day till the beginning of exams. i have pep band tonight and i have to bring books and work with me to get it done. how pathetic. im so sick of this. anyways....one of my friends doesnt really talk to me anymore. YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. it kind of makes me angry. maybe im just jealous of them which makes me want to listen less to their problems when i can only think of mine. anyways... time to study.
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2004 12 January :: 11.05 am
im so stressed. my whole week is prettymuch booked and it all has to do with my finals. all exams. study dates....no fun, except thursday. cross country skiing and horseback riding. it should be cool. half day friday and then a dance how dumb....from 12 to 2 yeah right thats going to be fun dancing during the day. anyways, grants right infront of me and its hard to look at him cause he basically blows me off everytime i try communicating with him, oh well like i said im done. had a presentation today and passed my rubric and also got 100% go me. had a fight with my brother late lastnight cause his tv was too loud. im in a jam for one of my projects and i just ran out of paper . my account is empty and now i have to go buy more. fun fun.
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2004 8 January :: 10.30 am
so yes...im having an off day. my mom is in ohio last night and today. shell be back tonight. anyways, im sick...i guess it finally caught up to me. im feeling needy right now. certain things that are totally unattainable. like someone to cuddle with would be nice. preferably male just cause it is a wee bit awkward with a girl....unless its jess rebok or hilary....but still preferably male.
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2004 8 January :: 9.54 am
hello. i am loosing touch with certain friends. i guess it is nothing new., well hang out in summer im guessing a lot more. i am hoping anyways.
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2003 31 December :: 10.29 pm
hey well depressive little me got stood up once again...im sick of this ....im so pissed..i am actually doing nothing this new years except maybe hanging out with my ex boyfriend...okay grant is an ass....or maybe im just a stupid person who is just going to have to give up on everything..i would hang out with my other friends but i dont want to barge and be like a tenth wheel or something when i pretty much know that im not wanted....anyways............i give up...thats the end.
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2003 29 December :: 2.56 am
so yes i find myself to again be falling so far into a trap that everytime i finally get out it takes a bigger part of me...should i not do this or should i because it makes me happy right now? and he makes me happy right now. i dont know what to think or feel. i know i always say this but here i go again...i dont know if i can get hurt again. i dont know how im going to handle being hurt again...am i healed enough to let this happen? i think im just trying not to be alone.
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2003 24 December :: 3.56 pm
its almost over. im excited. im at the barn where we board our horses. so yeah it is cool. i stayed the night. now i get to go home and clean and then off to my dads for a nasty ass smokey night. my whole family pretty much smokes and i cant stand it. anyways my life has finally reached the point of being content. ...one more day and then happiness.
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2003 21 December :: 12.50 pm
You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.
What feeling do you represent?
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2003 21 December :: 12.40 pm
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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2003 21 December :: 12.32 pm
sorry this shows how bored i am.
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