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2003 2 June :: 12.52 pm
:: Mood: discontent
~meaningless expression~
so life is going and seems to be getting to far out of reach. fading to no end and never looking back because it was realized that the road is to far and it would take to much effort accompanied with will to grasp it once again....and i have nothing of the sort.~
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2003 29 May :: 10.50 am
:: Mood: jubilant
this is really interesting
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
to reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, dreams before the crowd, is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to ridk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
But risk must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothin. He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn, feel,change, grow,love, live.
Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave, he has forfeited freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.~Risk taking is free~
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2003 29 May :: 10.44 am
:: Mood: contemplative
alright i am finally cooled down. i dont why i get myself all worked up for little reasons...especially lately...anyways....
According to the theory of aerodynamics ,and as may be easily demonstrated by means of a wind tunnel, the bumble bee is unable to fly. This is because the isze and shape of her body, in relation to her total wing span, make flight impossible. But the bumble bee, being ignorant of these facts, and possessing considerable determination, does fly. And makes a little honey too! Author Unknown
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2003 29 May :: 8.59 am
:: Mood: aggravated
why does life always find ways to piss me off? im so sick of inconsiderate bitches i could throw up. some more than others but really these people need to fucking grow up.
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2003 28 May :: 1.36 pm
:: Mood: amused
Day by day,...day by day again and still changnig
changes are coming about in unexpected ways...
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2003 27 May :: 11.00 am
braces off tomorrow! and life is going great!
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2003 27 May :: 10.48 am
:: Mood: guilty
:: Music: August in Bethany
what we do to ourselves could just be a crime
Every step of your life says something about you...(i made that up but it was probably already said before) it is weird how you sometimes put people on pedastal and then when given the chace you see how they really are...and you feel let down. ~you dont know then what to say to that person therefore you remain silent~
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2003 23 May :: 1.47 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
grad students
after sitting watching the graduates i realized how much i wish that could be me. i dont want to be here anymore and a bunch of my friends are leaving to move on to more important things. lucky me i get to work all weekend and i am already tired. but like i said before...no one cares
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2003 22 May :: 10.44 am
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: none
wohooo
no one ever responds, to what i ever say, its the end of the year and i really dont care much about anything anymore. and there is no sense on trying.
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2003 21 May :: 3.02 pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: The Juliana Theory
What to do
i talked to a counselor the other day about me wanting to take one of my classes over to raise my gpa and we were having a long discussion and in the midst i couldnt stop crying. I still dont feel like stopping~ im never proud of myself and dont feel like i ever should be~
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