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2003 13 May :: 3.34 pm
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: ~
true >?
assuming things makes an ass out of you in front of me!
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2003 9 May :: 2.02 pm
:: Mood: indifferent
wow schools almost out!
im sitting here...doing nothing feeling extremely content...its the end of the school year and i realized i just dont care anymore about anything.. i know that is not a good way to go about it but really, get over it. i have been going off campus for lunch and sense i am a sophmore and only juniors and seniors are allowed i guess it is more exciting.
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2003 7 May :: 1.41 pm
:: Mood: rushed
i feel like i am growing up so fast! on my 17 birthday i also got a job and got my license...its all pouncing on me at once and it is kind of hard. I work at kfc and saturday will be my third day. sacrifices have already been made and "there goes my fun social life" now i get to be tired...lol...oh well! the funny thing is i will be excited to have money but i have time to really spend it. I havent worked a Friday yet and so if anyone wants to hang out Fri. then give me a call.~
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2003 7 May :: 1.39 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: The Juliana Theory;Something isnt right here
Is being insecure a bad thing? maybe i push it away because of my insecurites...
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2003 7 May :: 1.29 pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: The Juliana Theory; Is Patience Still Waiting
I last talked to jessi and realized what i am missing... we talked about the wonderful moments between you and the one you are falling in love with. I realized that i wanted someone to be able to hold... i want to relax my hands on his hips and have his around me in a hugging manner...and feel more safe than i have in a long time. it occurs to me that every opportunity i have i chase away with my own reasons not to be happy. I want it so bad yet i dont know why i ruin any chance of it. Any clues because i dont have any idea?
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2003 2 May :: 8.39 pm
:: Mood: envious
:: Music: The Juliana theory:august in bethany
never ever
have you ever just wanted to be sorrounded by people because you feel like your going to spend your life alone...yet in that same moment you dont mind being alone because you wont have to go through all of the pain you know comes along with a relationship or something of that sort?
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2003 2 May :: 1.46 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Still~Incubus; make yourself
~*~
I just want you all to know i want you to have a good weekend~i have noticed i have been depressed lately and cant figure out why~all i know is to think that it could be much worse~
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2003 2 May :: 1.18 pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Incubus;Make yourself
~%-@
If you think you are friends with someone and you think that persons friends are also now your own because you have been hanging out with them....should she have to ask her friends if it is okay to bring you with her if it involves them? and if the person on the other line doesnt know if they want you to come doesnt that mean something? Why bother anymore~
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2003 30 April :: 1.51 pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: All American Rejects :Swing Swing
~?~@
Feel so confused; LOST
Frustration continues
and i dont know what to do about it.
It is no ones problem but my own
dont care what happens and all i can do is wait~
I have not just once but twice
lost myself
and only once retrieved
one more time till im together
dont know when that will be
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2003 29 April :: 1.58 pm
fairy tale
fairy tale
nce upon a time there has a young PROSTITUTE named ROBBIE. He was FAST VIBRATING in the GOOEY forest when he met DUMB BUTT JEFF, a run-away JIGALO from the STINKY Queen HILARY.
ROBBIE could see that DUMB BUTT JEFF was hungry so he reached into his MILK JUG and give him his ITCHY COTTAGE CHEESE. DUMB BUTT JEFF was thankful for ROBBIE's COTTAGE CHEESE, so he told ROBBIE a very SLAY story about Queen HILARY's daughter JESSI. How her mother, the STINKY Queen HILARY, kept her locked away in a DELTAPLEX protected by a gigantic KITTY, because JESSI was so DINGY.
ROBBIE DANCED. He vowed to DUMB BUTT JEFF the JIGALO that he would save the DINGY JESSI. He would SLAY the KITTY, and take JESSI far away from her eveil mother, the STINKY Queen HILARY, and LOVEYDOVEY her.
Then, all of the sudden, there was a YELLOWISH BLOWING and DUMB BUTT JEFF the JIGALO began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic KITTY from his story. STINKY Queen HILARY SWAM out from behind a WATERBOTTLE and struck ROBBIE dead. In the far off DELTAPLEX you could hear a WOOOSH.
THE END.
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