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2004 9 November :: 9.39 am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: taking back sunday
poetry night
so yeah i went, and read, infact i was the first name they called. i dont think i will do it again for a while.
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2004 8 November :: 8.36 am
so i had a nice relaxing weekend. im going downtown to a coffee shop tonight for open mic' night.im supposed to read some poem, kind of nervous though! wish me luck.
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2004 4 November :: 8.53 am
:: Music: dashboard confessional
older but still good...hands down
Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
The words are hushed, "let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear.
So we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew...that you meant it.
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2004 4 November :: 8.21 am
yay!
well he called me. and we went to a movie! he actually called. that is pretty much a first for most the guys in my book,and we held hands a little bit, and we kissed a little bit more. but i keep getting mixed signals. i dont really understand things. when i first hung out with him, we made out, and started doing a little more but we had always gotten interrupted. he cuddled with me on the couch though and rubbed my back and everything. it was so nice. and now the second time we started making out, we were in his truck in a parking lot, and i had given him...that mooch...two hand massages....before we kissed. we started kissing and his sister drove by. she caught us together the first time,. and we have only been together twice and she caught us this time too. so at first he said he was going to move the truck, but then he just decided that we should call it a night. i like this guy, but i dont understand. he didnt try and didnt hold my hand in the theatre, or put his arm around me, or try to kiss me...i dont know i dont know how to take this. any suggestions
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2004 4 November :: 8.06 am
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me...so wont you kill me....so i die happy....i forgot who this is...what band>stupid question but i have a brainfart...help me.
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2004 2 November :: 8.53 am
well i went and voted today...fun fun. i guess i snored all night, so my throat hurts, glands are swollen, and there is a huge layor of mucus in my throat, that wont come out. it feels weird to talk, or breath or anything having to do with that region of my body. it feels like a huge bubble...without the air in the middle that wont pop.
cool huh?
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2004 1 November :: 7.56 am
so the whole bush thing ended up being really a waste of time. the only good part of it was being able to see him give his speech.
i think i might have a chance to be happy....lets just hope....im not going to say why just yet, but lets just say that if it works out, i will have no reason to ever think of weston again, because i will have something i wanted from long before his time.
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2004 29 October :: 7.51 am
ive had no sleep. i have a hangover, and my legs kill. oh and have had very little to eat. ...and its only friday. im so out of it. i kept almost falling asleep on the way to school this morning.
i miss the innocent life.
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2004 28 October :: 8.48 am
I want in love and death!
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2004 28 October :: 8.44 am
:: Music: THE USED!!Im a fake!
garsh im mad.
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