Squallet
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2009 29 October :: 11.48am
:: Mood: surprised
Hi Siranda! Love you more then you could possibly ever love me! : O lol But seriously I do love you more then you could possibly know, sooo with that said... Ima go for now! Bye!!
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I'm doing everything
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2009 28 October :: 11.58pm
:: Mood: stressed
It's all about dreams - it's all about making the best out of everything. You'll know when you're fine, 'cause you'll talk like a mime..
If only I could figure out what I wanted to do in life.
I seriously thought I was on the right track, and knew what I wanted.. but everything changes so fast. I can't help but be stressed out.
Anyone that knows me - what can you see me doing?
I've made a couple good decisions, but it's not all adding up how I would like. I don't have the grades for certain things, or the patience.
I'm leaning towards one of my first choices - Pharmacy Tech, or my newfound interest - Radiologic Technologist.
I'm at a fork and it seems impossible.
Sigh.
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Say-say-say-say-say-say it.
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I'm doing everything
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squallet
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2009 27 October :: 2.52am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: "October & April" by The Rasmus feat. Anette Olzon
I should be upset.
Massively upset.
In tears.
Hating myself.
But you know what?
I'm not.
So I fell in love with my best friend.
So my best friend happened to reciprocate those feelings.
So he happens to be everything I've dreamed of and so much more.
So what?
This is what makes me happy.
He's the one who makes me feel complete.
For once I'm not torn apart, but held together.
He's the Jack to my Rose.
The Noah to my Ally.
The Edward to my Bella.
The Aragorn to my Arwen.
The Christian to my Satine.
The Jack to my Sally.
The Squall to my Rinoa.
The Cloud to my Aeris.
The Tidus to my Yuna.
The Peter to my MJ.
The Steve to my Claire.
The Phantom to my Christine.
... Yes, I liked the phantom better...
Okay... I just felt like listing a bunch of those to see how many I could come up with. I could probably come up with more too, that's the sad part. xD
But in conclusion, he's the October to my April.
My other half in every possible way.
After watching Titanic together tonight (yes, we're dorks) we just laid together on his bed, his room dimly lit by the computer. Just the feeling of lying in his arms was absolutely incredible. We just talked sweetly and softly together as we held one another. Both of us had to comment on how seemingly perfect the moment was. It felt like the world, for that one moment, was in perfect balance, and everything was in harmony. Our chests were pressed together and I swore that I could feel his heart beating back against mine. It was like the world stopped spinning for just that moment, and we were the only two in existance.
It's so nice to have someone like him in my life. It's amazing to be loved the way I love in return. To have someone who enjoys spending time with me, someone who can express how they feel, someone who communicates openly with me, someone who pays attention to what I say and remembers even the littlest things that I mention, someone who can say sweet little things to make me smile even when I'm feeling miserable. Just... *sigh* I can't even put into words how happy having him makes me.
As long as I have him, anything is possible, and I hope his arms will always be my home. <3
I'm doing everything
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butterfly
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2009 25 October :: 8.39pm
You make me feel like a jerkface 90% of the time.
I'm doing everything
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squallet
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2009 25 October :: 1.59am
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: "Don't Stop Believing" by Journey
It is so fucking on!
Jim is a total douchebag.
End of story.
Mike is amazing.
Jenny is too.
And so is John.
End of story.
Who's the bitch now?
I'm doing everything
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