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butterfly

:: 2009 12 March :: 3.10am

More fun surgery >.<'
To defy my therapist [because I'm badass like that] I fucking snapped the metal plate screwed to my ulna in half.
He said it couldn't be done, so take that, I showed you bitch.

Actually, the only reason it broke is because the other shit that needs healed [Read: everything] is taking precedence over the two breaks in the forearm for some reason. Like, the ulna is snapped in half and the two ends don't even touch. Add lots of use and pressure... this makes the plate screwed over the gaping hole bow. And it finally gave out.

Soo... surgery on Tuesday. They will remove the broken plate and replace it with an even larger plate with more screws holding it in.
To make this shit not happen again, I increase my calcium dosage and they give me a device to wear on my arm at night that sends signals to the bone cells, making them work harder and faster to form new bone.

The End.
(I pray)

3 stay strong | I'm doing everything


butterfly

:: 2009 9 March :: 1.38pm
:: Music: Straightjacket - Alanis Morissette

Mt. Dew + Pepsi = Delicious.
So I fucked up my left arm. No idea how, but it hurts super bad and I have an appointment with my surgeon wednesday at 2:45. I have to keep my arm in a sling and not use it "at all." Really not looking forward to that. I might have to have surgery on it again... fail.
Fuck my life.

2 stay strong | I'm doing everything


butterfly

:: 2009 7 March :: 11.13am
:: Music: Tuesday's Gone - Metallica

The way things are now kind of just confuses me even more.
He says he does, but doesn't always act like it.
I hope I confuse him just as much... just so we're even. heh

1 stay strong | I'm doing everything


skippi16

:: 2009 4 March :: 10.23am

there was no real news the last time so here is the 411....

Im back to working 40hours a week and im glad. We are moving to a duplex a few blocks away in about a week which is awesome because there is more room and a garage for the boy to play in.

The chemotherapy treatment has so far went very well, my hcg levels are going down like they are supposed to. the good thing is side effect wise i only get nausiated. im just glad it was early and nothing too bad realy happened. i mean think about it a few more weeks and i could have died! its scary to think about. Unfotunetly as part of my treatment i can drink, or have ANY fun until my levels are at 0!! which is about 3-4 weeks....uck i just hope tj can wait that long if you know what i mean

Life in general is good right now, i really cant complain, but give it a week im sure i'll find something

8 stay strong | I'm doing everything


butterfly

:: 2009 3 March :: 10.15pm

oooooooooooooo
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg










space cow.

4 stay strong | I'm doing everything

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