today is a happy day

this morning I woke up early - 9:15. Anyways my mom was like what are you doing today? So as usual I said I dunno, probably nothing. Then she said I spoke to Dad and if you really want to redo your room he'll help you paint. I was like YAY!

Also we are definently going on a cruise to the Panama Canal. This is going to be so exciting.

LA LA LA Jules is engaged LA LA LA I'm back home LA LA LA

First of congrats to Jules, my friends sister who's bf after like 3 years finally proposed thurs.

Anyways, I got back from my trip on yesterday. Its was really nice to see some of the family I haven't seen since I was my brothers age (8). They got sooo much older.....I still can't believe Raffi is becoming a teacher and that everyone is moved outta the house and that Josh is engaged. OMG! My family is growing.....

Amy and I had a blast! We went to NYC and saw the empire state building and went to the top and couldn't find my mom and brother, took lotza pictures at the statue of liberty, and saw the MTV studios and also went into the "MTV store" LOL. We got matching t-shirts.

Then we went to New Jersey to stay with my mom's aunt and uncle, but they are more like MY aunt and uncle and my mom's friends. So we went to a mall there...prety much like ours, but NO tax on clothing. I got a skirt and a cd. The one by the foo fighters.

Last but not least we went to Reading, Pennsylvania to see where my mom grew up. We saw the house she lived in and all the houses where er friends lived. As well as the elementary and high schools she went to.

It was fun!!

if ne1 wants to get together call me

I just took a personality test and I am pretty normal but am borderline..read this entry to find out what that is

Last night I went to the Beck/Dasboard concert at Mizner and Katherine......I saw the atl kid from the mall ~ LOL amy. Yeah...so we "went to hear Dashboard" but me and amy really knew it was to see Taylor. So katherine and him wer not talking at all!!! I was getting aggravated. Anyways....Katherine sat in gum and we were scraping it off with a plastic knife. But before that Katherine saw this guy walking around in a fountain so she decided to go in too! Yeah

So...to that personality test. I got "very high" in this one. GREAT....

Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

On a happier note........school is almost over and I am going up north with my family and Amy. So that'll be REALLY fun. LIke I am gonna get to see all of mydad's family,some poeple that I haven't seen since I was around 8 years old or so.

I like exam days

I really like exam days. I studied for bio and know it all! I am also half way done with histroy. Pretty good if I must say so myself. Tonight I am gonna see Chicago for he 2nd time with Amy at the cheapy theater. LOL.

Anyways...Hope everyone does good on the rest of their exams.

There was a decorated General with a heart of gold
That likened him to all the stories he told,
Of past battles won and lost
And legends of old
A seasoned veteran in his own time

On the battlefield he gained respectful fame
With many medals of bravery and stripes to his name
He grew a beard as soon as he could to cover the scars on his face
And always urged his men on

But on the eve of a great battle with the infantry in dream
The Old General tossed in his sleep and wrestled with his meaning
He awoke from the night to tell what he had seen
And walked slowly out of his tent

All the men held tall with their chests in the air
With the courage in their blood and a fire in their stare
and It was a gray morning and they all wondered how they would fare
Till the old general told them to go home

He said: I have seen the others
And I have discovered
That this fight is not worth fighting
And I've seen their mothers
And I will no other, to follow me where I'm going
So

Take a shower, shine your shoes
You got no time to lose
You are young men you must be living
Take a shower, and shine your shoes
You got no time to lose
You are young men you must be living
Go now you are forgiven

But the men stood fast with their guns on their shoulders
Not knowing what to do with the contradicting orders
The General said he would do his own duty but he would extend it no further
The men can go as they pleased

Not a man moved their eyes gazed straight ahead,
Till one by one they stepped back and not a word was said
And the old general was left with his own words echoing in his head
He then prepared to fight

He said: I have seen the others
And I have discovered
That this fight is not worth fighting
No, And I've seen their mothers
and I will no other
to follow me where I'm going
So
Take a shower shine your shoes
You got no time to lose
You are young men you must be living

Take a shower shine your shoes
You got no time to lose
You are young men you must be living
Go now you are forgiven.

Go now you are forgiven
Go now you are forgiven
Go now you are forgiven, go

Go now you are forgiven
Go now you are forgiven
Go now you are forgiven
Go ooo oooooooo

Go now you are forgiven
Go now you are forgiven
Go now you got to be,
got to be, got to be, got to be,
got to be yeaaaaa

80's movies are my favorite

Today I kinda had a lazy-blah day. lIke I read, and watched movies (Ferris Buellers Day Off ~ which I own and The wedding Singer). Then I rented the Hot Chick on dvd...I haven't watched it yet but I think I might tomorrow.

Katherine...call me tonight or tomorrow, I'm confused about what you wrote in your journal to me and Amy.

"Life moves pretty fast, if you don't stop and look around once in a while you might miss it"
- Ferris Bueller's Day Off

La la la...life is boring......la la la la la

Oh Drama!! Life is full of drama and shit. It's a bitch. People ( you should know who you are) don't get mad at other people because you told us something then got mad when we treid to help you out and give you advice.

To one person ~ we need to get together this weekend and spend time together

to another ~ you need to get yourshit together (guy-wise) you had the guy as a friend, but you told him something and are losing him

to others (you probably are so involved with yourself you won't know its you) ~ you need to realize that life won't always be easy and people won't always cater to you... try doing something by yourself

If you think it's you I'm talking about call me. I may not be specifically directing this to you, but if I made you realize something...good

Otherwise, I hope everyone has a fun 3 day weekend ~ do good on exams

" Define irony:
A bunch of idiots dancing around on a plane to a song by a band that got killed in a plane crash."
- Steve Buscemi ~ Conair

Today was okay. I got my grade in biology, the report card grade, and I have a C. I thought I would be angry about it though and I am not. Whatever...

Otherwise, I am babystting for my brother tomorrow night and the night after, if any one wants to get together give me a call.

Katherine........thank you for sitting with me at lunch

My math project is coming along well. It's cool, like it's my dream house! For when I marry a rich, starving-artist type guy that is in a rockband.

Hope everyone has a happy friday.

"Looks like you're having a case of the Mondays" ~ Ofice Space - Great movie!!!

Today was pretty good. Amy came home with me and we were kinda scared that she wouldn't be able to because we have had different afternoon bus drivers for the past week and a half.

Later we watched old videos from when we were in 3rd grade. LOL! Amelia, amelia open up the door.........

Then after she left my parents and I had dinner. My mom asked me if I wanted to go buy shirts, but I didn't feel like it, so I randomly asked if I could get my hair cut. So it got cut a little, and the lady was like I adeda few layers, so it'll look cute once I straighten it.

Tomorrow we have history. I honestly don't like that class. Some of the people are the biggest IDOITS ever!! Like......have any of them ever heard of the concept of common sense? Then we have Wesley, he sounds like he has marbles in his mouth.

I also think I might like someone else. No ne knows who........not even amy. I am also SOOOOOO over Pan from Peter Pan, but Peter is still in the running.

Enchilada Nirvana~LOL
yay nirvana

life?

Why does life suck so much?

I'm just so sick and tired of everything- school, home and school work, acting happy, life, it's all shit. I'm not happy and I hate acting like I am.

What's the point of life if you're not happy?,,,,,,especially when you have no reason not to be?>.............

jubilant.......what a funny word!!
I think I wanna become a comedian. OR a "mad" scientist, because I have the hair and the "i don't care what the hell I look-like" attitude.

Today I spent half the day with Amy and the other half bored outta my mind, because my parents are out of town and my grandparents are staying with us and my grandma had a doctors appointment.....old people doctors appointments take FOREVER!!

I don't practice santeria
I aint got no crystal ball.
I had a million dollars but I'd,
I'd spend it all.
If I could find that heina and that sancho that she's found,
well I'd pop a cap in sancho and I'd slap her down.

What I really wanna know,
my baby, what I really want to say I can't define.
Well it's love,
that I need, oh ,
but my soul will have to,
wait till I get back and find heina of my own.
Daddy's gonna love one and all.

I feel the break,
feel the break,
feel the break and I got to live it up,
oh, yea huh, well I swear that I.
What I really wanna know, baby,
what I really want to say I can't define.
that love make it go,
my soul will have to...

What I really wanna say,
my baby,
What I really wanna say is I've got mine.
and I'll make it, Yes, I'm comin' up.

Tell sanchito that if he knows what is good for him he best go run and hide.
Daddy's got a new .45.
and I won't think twice to stick that barrel straight down sancho's throat.
Believe me when I say that I got somethin for his punk ass.
What I really wanna know, my baby,
what I really wanna say is there's just one,
way back,
and I'll make it, yea,
but my soul will have to wait.
yea, yea, yea

sling shoting butter if fun........
my mom is a teacher, so me and my brother were helping her grade tests, soo amy called and I'm done grading and so are my mom and brother so my mom is sling shoting a rubber band at me while I had toast in the toaster and I had a little individual packet of butter( at like a restaurant), so I shot it at her and we were all throwing butter at eachother.....fun!!! Any ways.math sucks!!!! My parents are going on a cruise tomorrow so my grabdparents are staying with us and my grandma was freaking out that I am going to a concert saturday night, LOL!! I was like "I've been to concerts before!", she's gonna be calling me like every 15 minutes!! Tomorrow Amy and I are probably gonna go to the mall.

Who should I pick to like??? Peter or Pan? Comment on who I should pick. Peter ~ fun to hang out with Pan ~ mysterious, has something pulling me towards him......

computers are stupid
All Apologies...Nirvana


What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun
In the sun I feed as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
buried
I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqur scafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
All in all we all are

I WIN!!!
HAHAHA!! To all of you that still have to do their research papers.........I WIN!!!!

Can you make me 10 years older??? Then I could live to the time when Nirvana was alive and I could go to their concerts...
:(

PlEaSe ComMeNt.....oh yeah, and people DO your bullets.*cough-cough* Amy......

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder If quizzez are quizzical, then are tests testical?
I love "Peter"!!! He is gonna be on the same team as my bro!Today was not bad, everyone was sad though (Amy, Katherine ~ feel better you're making me sad!). Spanish class is sooooo unbelievably long. The bus was really boring becuase my headphones are retarded and the wire that connects directly to them has to be twisted, which sometimes doesn't even play. So.... I was going crazy! Tomorrow is a half day! Which means only 4 1/2 hours of school, 30 minutes of it is lunch. I think just now I randomly got depressed cause I am sad. That's bad, right?! Yeah, I know, I am watching seinfeld and Kramer is searching for a pig man? It's interesting, pig people ~ like the twilight zone one where "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder". GREAT EPISODE. Gonna go, luv ya'll!!

yes your hinest.....
I have not written in my journal thiny in a long time! i HAVE DECIDED ONCE AGAIN TO BECUASE AN ACTUAL WRITING JOURNAL DOESN'T WORK VERY WELL FOR ME AFTER A WHILE. oops.... I pressed the caps lock button. School was cool today. Making sex oises on the way to english w/ k-dawg (wrongfully) and realizing I am deaf in history ( what ?!? ) Anyways at BOFTY we decided that like only 3 people are NOT bad jews because, like, everyone else broke keeping kosher for passover. I have bio bullets to finish... BLAH! Bio is gonna be the death of me? What about you. Oh, and to Katherines "anonomous" comments, if any of K-dawgs friends find out who you are, be prepared to get a royal ATL iB @$$ KiCkInG!!
adios..........and by the way to the 1 person who knows, at the moment I like Peter more than Pan ~ LOL Amela

Tonight was the last night of chanukkah, :( yeah well we went to amys house, it was fun. Th food was yummy and we talked to amy's camp friend matt. Now I am at home trying to remember my day. Last night ZI got red converse slipons, they are s cute. oday Bryan had a rose, we thought it was for liz and it was. ahhhh. And on the bus amy and him were talking so i was in my own little world, as usual. I don't hae much to say but suure I will tomorrow, if i don't go to Buzz Bake Sale then don't expect much at all......

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recently I have been slacking off, but that's bad. i can't. slacking off leads to bad grades which leads to becoming stupid and stupid leads to failing and that leads to me having to drop out of IB which leads to me going to boca high which lead to my life sucking! No Heather, no slacking! Unless you're in the ,movie slackers, AHH David Chernak had a slackers t-shirt. And Davied Chernak was SOOOOO fine. Oh man gotta get me a piece of him! yum!Tonite i got a long sleeve shirt for Chanukkah. I hate when people pronounce the CH( as in cheese)it's pronounced hah-new-kah there you go, a stupid person way to read the word chanukkah. YAY! I am getting used to being stupid. NO heather don't be stupid. Anywayz.. I think I say that in every entry. Yeah well.... Today I was torturing this kid Chris, I kept saying he was stoned, but he said he wasn't but I was like YES YOU ARE, it was funny. Also the skitso was on the bus today and in school. I swear she's gonna kill someone one of these days. Then she sat next to me on the bus, I nearly crapped my pants. lol. I need oops I crapped my pants. yay snl. I'm kinda tired, so I'm gonna go do something. If you come up with anything I can do this weekend comment on what i should do. Well adios amigos!