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2004 29 February :: 7.26 pm
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
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What kind of dark person are you?
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2004 25 February :: 9.40 pm
:: Music: Smile Empty Soul - With this knife
stuff
I cant wait till this weekend, I am so wanting to go ballin', Its been awhile, but i can already feel the rush of the break coming to me. hehe... Lent started like 22 hours and 28 minutes ago.. So far so good. I think i can go quite a while without masturbating so yea. We'll see how long i can last.
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2004 19 February :: 8.39 pm
:: Music: Our Lady Peace - Thief
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| Our Lady Peace - Thief [Lyrics: Click + to display] | +- | I don't want to understand this horror
There's a weight in your eyes
I can't admit
Everybody ends up here in bottles
But the name tag's the last thing you wanted
As the world explodes
We fall out of it
But we can't let go
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space
I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your
Someone help us understand
Who ordered this disgusting
Arrangement, time and the end
I don't want to hear who walked
On water, because the hallways are empty
And the clock ticks
As the world implodes
We fall into it
And we can't go home
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space
I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
It's a long, long get away
It's a long, long get away
Make it home again
Make it home again
It's a long, long get away
It's a long, long get away
I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your
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2004 19 February :: 5.55 pm
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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2004 16 February :: 9.16 pm
Haha, the tabels have turned, now joey wants to spank my monkey..
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2004 16 February :: 7.10 pm
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2004 15 February :: 12.20 pm
:: Music: Nickelback - Breath
Mid-winter break.
Well Mid Winter break was fun, I left early wednesday to go to my moms house after helping my grandpa move box's. (hence why i wasnt in school) I had alot of fun at moms, mostly messed around in the office and did some work for mom. I got my permit... finally. Then my mom gave me the keys and basically said. "If your pulled over you stole it" hehe I love my mommy. I also picked up a new cd player for my car so i could give connie her peice of shit back.. Got it for 50 bucks.. even tho it was 115.00.. *winks* dont ask.
Friday i drove with my little brother back to cedar from my moms and dropped him off at my dads and went to brads for his party, that was fun. We stayed up pretty late playing halo as usual, and made a huge mess. The next morning there was no clean dishes, so i used a coffee cup to eat waffles out of, justin used a bowl, and jay used somones bowl that they ate cereal out of the night before.. he just rinsed it with water.. lol. We didnt even have forks lol.
Yesterday was alot of fun, i dropped jay off then went to Rachies house. We hung out and watched movies and stuff. Then we went to the mall with jessica so they could look at dresses and shit like that. I just fallowed them wherever they wanted to go. They took me to about all the places in a mall i usually dont go like Victoria Secret, which i didnt mind to much. I did figure somthing out tho, its hard to walk thru a Victoria secret with 2 girls and keep a straight face. heh oh well. It was alot of fun and it was better than going home and sitting on my ass all day.
~box
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2004 7 February :: 11.49 pm
:: Music: Nickelback - Figure you out
Swirl
Swirl was awsome, I had fun tonight, I feel sort of bad.. Kayleigh asked me to dance on the first dance so i did, then she asked me on the last dance and i told her no cause i wanted to dance with alley, So she was all sad.. but oh well she needs to learn to not be so persistant.. and that i dont like her that way. But other than that and having to deal with a 2 year old the whole night i thought it turned out pretty good. I danced with alley and savannah a few times and stuff so i wasnt obviously standing around the whole time.
I think that Karl needs to stop being such a cheap fucker along with the rest of the school, there is no reason that they should still charge us 10 bucks for a dance and cut 2 hours out of it. Thats really gay.
The DJ was awsome he played some good shit, expecially when he played joyride, that was a surprise.
Tonight i almost let james get the better of me, for a few minutes i was ready to kick his ass.. But then i realized that if i did that i would be as childish as him. I think that im just going to continue to let him talk shit infront of me all of the time, because it pretty much shows whos the better person, if all he has is to talk shit about anal dick, and pull pranks that any 4th grader could top. Then thats kinda sad and it seems to be getting old. He can be proud all he wants about the fact that he fucked a girl in the ass i mean what does that go to show for him.. not alot of good, almost makes you wonder somtimes.
I almost feel sorry for him somtimes, its sad how he has to be the center of attention all of the time. Im glad that he gets the attention now, atleast hes not going around telling people he's going to commit suicide or somthing so everyone will tell him how much he is loved and how they dont want him to do it.. which is exactly why he does it, for the attention.
My basic thought is, let him talk shit cause it doesnt bother me, and its never going to get him anywhere in life.
Well thats the end of my rant for tonight.
~Always
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2004 7 February :: 4.11 pm
You are Aegnor! The only elf to fall in love with a
mortal woman, you panicked and left her upon
realising that she would grow old and die and
you wouldn't. You then died in the next big
battle and was sundered from her for ever. Life
sucks sometimes, doesn't it?
Which child of Finarfin are you?
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Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
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**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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2004 1 February :: 9.50 pm
| Default - Sick and Tired [Lyrics: Click + to display] | +- | I feel this, this tension inside of me
Pressure is presently pushing down on me
The first time it starts with just you and I
Repeating myself but you don't hear me
I can see what you see
But is it worth it to me?
The same old conversation
Over and over and over
I'm just sick and tired
Of all those lies you tell me
You say those same things to me
Over and over and over
It's safe to say you surprise
I see right through you this time
But I keep telling you
It's over, it's over, it's over
You've taken these things that belong to me
Twisted so tightly and torn so carefully
The last time it ends with just you and I
Alone in a room with these torn bed sheets
I can see what you see
And it ain't worth it to me
The same old conversation
Over and over and over
I'm just sick and tired
Of all those lies you tell me
You say those same things to me
Over and over and over
It's safe to say you surprise
I see right through you this time
But I keep telling you
It's over, it's over, it's over
You swore I'd regret it
Now thanks to you I can't forget it
Cost of this constant battle
Won't even miss you at all
Free from this life that you call...
I'm just sick and tired
Of all those lies you tell me
You say those same things to me
Over and over and over
It's safe to say you surprise
I see right through you this time
But I keep telling you
It's over, it's over, It's over
I'm just sick and tired
Of all those lies you tell me
You say those same things to me
Over and over and over
It's safe to say you surprise
I see right through you this time
But I keep telling you
It's over, it's over
It's over
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2004 28 January :: 3.59 pm
:: Music: Whatever is on the radio
Yay, Snow day today, I got up around 11, then had to shovel some snow for my grandpa and stuff, Then ate breakfast. Now im at justins, we were playing monopoly, but now i think we are done...
Im pretty sure im going to swirl, although i have no one to go with, So yea if anyone wants to go with me which i doubt, then let me know. I may ask somone but am not sure if she has a date already.. *shrugs* oh well
Well im still slightly pissed off at perrys dad for all the bullshit he accused me of, he even went as far as to call my grandpa and tell him a bunch of shit that i never did, So Fuck him i guess. My grandpa asked me about it and i told him what really happend so he is going to call Perrys dad tonight and tell him to back off till he can actually prove anything.
Well im gonna go now. i have nothing to talk about anymore.
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2004 22 January :: 10.54 am
Okay here is the plan, I will be gone for a few hours, i have to go help my cousin work on his car for a bit, then i will be back. prolly around 3:00, When i get home ill be online and everyone can comeover somtime after that i would assume.
What to bring :
Any kind of food, pop, sleds if you have any, and money for food and pop. As much as my grandma loves to feed us, we still need to help out as much as we can.
~later
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2004 22 January :: 7.36 am
NO School
Wow, I got up this morning, turned the tv to channel 11 (fox 17) and it didnt say school was closed. So i got my ass up and got dressed (with dress shirt and tie for bmmt1) and waited for perry to show up. 7:15 comes around and he doesnt show, so my grandma runs me to school.. we get there.. and there isnt any fucking school so im like WTF cause it didnt say they were closed. on the way home we listened to the closing list on the radio and it didnt say cedar was closed.. but when i got home i went to channel 13's websight and checked.. sure fucking enough.. no school
hehe
~box
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2004 21 January :: 6.45 pm
Well, im really bored.. I dont know if im going to swirl or not.. prolly not. I dont have anyone to go with as of now so what would be the point. I hope we dont have school tomorrow, if we dont then i want to have some people over to go sledding and stuff. Otherwise we could go to long lake or somthing.
Well things have been alot better latly, ive got a few new classes but one is still messed up. they gave me Geography again, i passed it the first time so i have to get that fixed. Im sad to say that i have foundations.. but its really easy so its not so bad.
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| Simple Plan - Im just a kid [Lyrics: Click + to display] | +- | I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
and here it goes
[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me
Tonight...
And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me
What the hell is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
and every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid [repeat x5]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
nobody wants to be alone in the world.
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight
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2004 19 January :: 10.44 pm
:: Music: Switchfoot - Meant to live
Tonight pwnd
Well, Tonight was awsome, Justin, Jay, Tyler, David, Perry, and joey all came over, We made a path down the hill and built a jump at the end and were sliding down and hitting it. It was awsome, we were taking some pretty nasty spills, even going down 4 at a time. Justin ended up going home on the injured list, but he will recover.. eventually. hehe
Tomorrow me perry, and joey will prolly work on the jump some more to make it bigger and stronger. So anyone else who wants to get in on this is welcome to join us.
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Pictures of the day
This Is jays really nasty spill from hitting the jump at the bottom of the hill
 This is a pic of Mr. A that justin took, he doesnt like cameras. we tricked em!
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