should have said something but ive said it enough
im bored so im updating again. im attempting to teach myself freebird. i already know a majority of it..its mainly the solo i have to learn.. i already know some of that too but im still working on it. ill get it sooner or later. i sure hope friday and saturday are fun..they should be since everyone will be together. its gonna cold as a mother fucker though..thats gonna be the downfall. i hear shit about it snowing this week and im like nooo...i really really hate the cold..and snow..earth blows...i told stacy im gonna move to another planet..which that were possible..id bring most of you with me. but thats way farfetched. so yeah ive been listening to thursday and the used over and over..ive probley listened to each cd about 7 times each today..and ive been doing this for about 2 or 3 days now. im addicted to the new thursday cd. grr, i need to get these cameras developed. i want all the recent pics of you all. for my beautiful wall. aanyway tomorrow should be good..should be..im sure it will. cant wait to see kelly tomorrow..she seems to put me in my good moods when i am in one. oon another note, i think its time i best be off, see everyone tomorrow.

Bradley

p.s. kelly's mine, and no rachel you cant have her =P sucker!!

kiss my ass nate, kiss it good
hurray, i got my progress report today.

BMMT III - A-
Comp/Literature - C+
Algebra - D-
Weight Training - C+
Draw/Design - A
Sculpture/Ceramics - A-

im pretty happy with that. i know its nothing special but im not failing anything so im good. anywho, today kind of sucked..i was all angered most of the day. nothing horrible but yeah. lunch sucked too, my id sucks i look stupid i hate i want to die. no one will see it so dont ask. i came home to a list of chores, and yeah thats my day so far. right now im just sitting here starving and listening to the used. but yeah i feel i mist go and eat some food now. bye bye people.

Bradley

fear me! feeeaaarr meee!!!!
hurray, i got to go to kellys today w00t. i had a good time hanging out with her. i sense that her parents didnt really get to know me anymore than they did but yeah its better than nothing i suppose. i always feel so happy when im with her. things have been going pretty good so far, hopefully it gets nothing but better from here on out. lately ive been doing a lot of graffiti drawing. i do like band names and peoples names and whatnot. ive been coming up with some new styles which look pretty rad. well i guess im going to the park friday along with everyone else. hopefully we all get to hang out saturday as well. hanging out with everyone 2 days in a row? hell yeah that sounds great. i always feel happy when im with everyone.mainly outside of school though but yeah. i hope it'll be fun. anyway i shall be going. goodnight kids.

Bradley

marry me, stay the same. lie to me and try to say you'll never...
well today has been alright i suppose. i slept till like 2:30 or so, then i got up and got on the computer..then joey, justin and rachel came over. then we went to greatday and i got some pixie stix, then i got some burger king cuz i was starving. after that we went to justins and sat around there and watched bobby play dr. mario. after a couple hours we came back here and just sat around talking to people on the internet..well me joey and justin anyway..rachel went home as soon as we went to justins. but yeah those 2 hung out here till like 8:30 and then i took a shower and now im here...blah im all clean now. i dont get why everyone always has to fight....grr to fighting...i mean come on..me and james arent even enemies anymore. we're cool now, if you knew our past you would realize how good of a thing that is. but yeah on another note. i get to go to kelly's tomorrow and formally meet her parents which will be good. ill be sure to make a good impression and show them that im not some drugged up child molester...you all know im not anything like that. im sick of everyones parents hating me..things need to turn around...anyway im gonna jet. see ya'll later.

Bradley

eat me sluts
well yesterday i ended up hanging out with justin and joey, we went to justins house and played with all the instruments and then we had a fire cracker war. im so tired right now. justin and joey stayed the night. everyone else was acting all bitchy and didnt come over, i dont give a shit though. anyway...i dont know what im doing today..still miss kelly. ill talk to you all later im gonna lay down again. bye.

Brad

grr, kelly's not on. i guess i was too late....again...dammit, but im an hour early for her to get off...damn. anyway i just got back from the store. i spent 80 bucks on shit for my party....it better be worth it or ill be pissed. my mommys making sloppy joes for a "dinner" for everyone..i got chips shit load of pop..etc.. i also got myself the new thursday cd which rocks. but yeah i had a little confrentation today with mrs putt. i officially hate her..im sure most of you know why already..but yeah im not gonna get into it. im soo thankful kelly can still go, she cant stay the night but her being there will make it good for me. thats all i need. anywho..i feel lonely right now..it sucks. i got a camera so i can take pics of everyone and finally have some updated pictures of everyone. i think i might have to get pissed if i find out one more person cant go. stacy, dustin, and i dunno about neilee but yeah i think those are the ones who cant come...so far. but yeah im running out of things to talk about. ill see you all hopefully tomorrow.

Brad

missing you
gahh im so tired!! *yawn* i just woke back up about 20 minutes ago or so. nate called..im kinda pissed that i didnt get on at 8 like i was going to. i told kelly i would and now i feel bad. i so knew i was gonna end up doing that. oh well...too late to do anything about it now. i put a bunch more shit up on my wall today. i went through a couple boxes from my closet and took all the trash out so i aint got so much shit in there and plus so i could find some more shit to put on my beautiful wall. i need more pics of everyone..everything i have is from like the allnighter from way back when. i need recent pics of you all. aanyway...just about one more day till the big party. im so excited, im actually gonna have the whole gang at my house for the first time...its crazy. it was close on my sis's birthday party last year...wow now that i think about it that was almost exactly a year ago. ashley's birthday is next wednesday..hopefully i dont forget. but yeah that seems like so long ago. *sigh* i miss kelly, its sad..its been like almost 6 hours of no talking to her and im dying..i miss her alot. but ill see her tomorrow and everything will be gravy once again. and w00t i get my invader zim fomr joe too, joes such a cool guy. just like jay..he never fails to my me laugh, i love people like that. jays been my best friend for so long and everythings been awesome. joes gettin there. well anyway i think im gonna get something to drink now and get my ass to sleep. ill see you all tomorrow, goodbye all.

Bradley

aalright. i guess im in a better mood now. kelly got me out of my depressed mood then joe finished it off by burning me invader zim episodes, now im pretty happy. my moms making me spaghetti..mmmm, sounds so good right now. im starving..my stomach is like hollow right now and it wont stop growling. *waits for friday to come*..damn thats not helping. i guess i must be patient. and thank fucking god its not a weekend jason comes home. if that were the case then i dont think the party would happen but gratefully he wont be here. im sure that makes most of you happy...those of you who know who jason is anyway..for those of you who dont know...hes a 5 and a half foot big walking pile of shit..aka my stepfather. anyway just felt like updating. goodbye.

Bradley

knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
today kind of sucked...i expected it to be alot better and more happy...but it wasnt. the only good thing about today isnt even something great. my team in weight training is first place for our little stupid competition. we have a bunch of obsticles to do and everything. the record time was 4.10 minutes...we got 2.38..i suppose we did pretty good. i was pretty tired at lunch...i wasnt really all happy either but oh well. im still tired and not in a very cheerful mood. im not going to talk about shit on woohu though cuz woohu is nothing but problems when it comes to personal shit. i need something to get me out of this mood. i was happy to see kelly today but yeah she doesnt really talk to me much at all so that kind of brings me down sometimes...but i dont blame her..i just want my party to come so i can be happy and spend time with everyone. i really hope things go as well as they should. anyway..im just wasting my time.

Brad

dont be haten'
w00t, good news erbody. umm yeah, well me and kelly have been talking and now me and her are officially together. i know it may seem kind of rushed but i dont care, i know im ready and it doesnt feel too fast for me so i guess thats all that matters to me. but yeah im real happy now. im just letting you all know, this way no one can say i didnt tell them or some shit like that. but anyway i was just gettin the good news out there. farewell friends.

Bradley

alright people, the party is this friday after school and it will be starting at around 5:30ish to 6ish. you can come earlier if you please. if you are planning to stay the night be sure to bring a pillow and possibly a blanket if your little hearts desire. but yeah you can bring food if you want, its not a necessidy but it would be helpful. anyway, if your parents need to talk to my mom or whatever then they can either call or just come here or something. my mother should be home at around 7ish so we might have a couple of un watched hours but we'll be fine. if you dont have my number its 696-4976. if you have any other questions just ask me. by tomorrow i should have a rough list of everyone thats coming. ill talk to you all about it tomorrow. goodbye all.

Bradley

EVERYONE'S INVITED
well this weekend im planning for a party. i want everyone there!! even if i dont like you or if you dont like me, i want as many people as possible. im thinking it will be after school friday, i will know all the info within a couple of days. but if you do want to come make sure you let me know and i just wanna know whos all coming. everyone who can will also be staying the night. my mother will be here later at night. so if your parents need to know then make sure you let them know that an adult will be here. girls and guys can all stay if they please. but anyway thats all i have for now for my party. but yeah ill let you all know whats goin on, farewell friends.

Bradley

gahh, im in such a pissy mood. im tired and argueing with nate. its such bullshit. i guess im messed up because i was a "pussy" the last night we went out. he doesnt give a fucking rats ass that he put our lives in danger driving like a fucking moron. he could have killed us all, and thankfully he didnt. he thinks he has all the answers to fucking everything. im so fucking frustrated right now. he says if i cant deal with the risks we take then i shouldnt go. i fucking pulled more shit than his ass ever did..he has no right to say i cant handle this shit. im sure most of you have no idea what im talking about. but if you want to know just ask. woohu is not the place to talk about this shit. i guess nate knows more about my friends feelings towards me then i do. whatever, im going now..*shoots himself* tonight sucks.

whats this feeling?
hiii, well last night was some night. jennay had her little party and i guess it turned out pretty well. i had fun, i got to hang out with kelly and i enjoyed it. hopefully im not the only one who did..anyway, last night was suupper cold trying to sleep. i wasnt terribly tired but it was still cold as fuck. i miss everyone. i hate when i spent so much time with my friends that when i leave i get really depressed cuz i didnt want it to end..thats kind of how i am now, and i feel like shit. i think im going to have to have a party very soon. and im not going to refuse people to come. if i do have one we will have lots of area to run around in and a corn field to play in plus we have a huge fire pit so that'll work too. hopefully it will turn out as good as im hoping. but yeah im glad i wasnt sad or anything durin our gathering. well thats pretty much it. ill see you all later.

Bradley

heeello, well today has been a pretty good day. today at school was a regular day i guess. after school i went to kelly's and we hung out for a bit and watched most of lotr, we had to leave before it was over. we had hungry howies..it was deeelicious. anyway i came home and i sat my ass on this computer and messed with shit. im so bored and achy today blahh..anywho jenny's party thing is tomorrow i guess....IM SORRY YOU CANT GO KATE!! i feel bad for kateness....well im gonna go now, nighty night all.

Bradley

woo. im such a loved little boy..by most anyway.

ahh chris's damn father kicked me out of his house. i was there alone and he said hes been ripped off too many times to let me stay there..i was pissed. anywho im slowly getting back into a better mood. im listening to the used to make more happy thoughts inside my messed up little head. im still bored but im always that way so its nothing new. *sigh* well im off to talk to my buddies that still like me. goodbye.

Bradley

hello all, my week has been alright so far i suppose. i went to the movies with jenny and saw jeepers kreepers 2 and dickie roberts, they were pretty good. me and nate went out today. right now we're starting to get serious about getting an apartment together. i think that would be great moving out and living on my own. but yeah me and stacey arent together right now. i think i needed some time alone or whatever i dunno i dont really wanna talk about it so yeah. aaanywho im really bored and tired and hungry so yeah ill make a better update some other time...for those of you who actually care enough to read this stupid journal.

Bradness

pizza pizza
hey all, i have an interview at hungry howies tomorrow!! w00t im finally gona get my ass a job. i went to the movies today for fun and saw jeepers creepers 2, it was pretty cool i guess. but yeah im all happy now. i have to stay after school to wait until 4 or so for my little interview. and im goin all out this week for the little dress up things everyday. but yeah im gonna jet now cuz i need more food. farewell all.

Bradley

hurry, i love joe. he mentioned this new internet service and since i dont have aol i decided to give the guy that runs the service a call. it was simple and fast to get this. he talked me through how to connect and everything and now im here online. im happy now cuz i wont get d/c all the damn time. well anyway im just telling all you people for some lame reason im unsure of. but i must be going now, see you all tomorrow.

Bradley