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swimfan14

:: 2006 14 May :: 3.43pm

Sometimes we just have to let some things go.

.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 13 May :: 8.29pm

jessica that's okay

I absolutely love my boyfriend.

he is my everything. and i am so selfish i'm not even going to share anything more because i want to keep it all to myself. i'm not even going to say anything that happened because it is mine to treasure and you can't take that away. i never get to see him but at least you can't take this away.

bastards.

i love the movie crash.

and i cant even rant and rave about anything that is bugging me because you people might actually then be let on to what a complete and utter loser i am.
and how i have no one to walk with on graduation and how i am afraid that no one will show up to my open house.

i have everything i need i guess just not everything i'd like to have.
ugh.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 12 May :: 12.09pm

$1,000 spent all on pain for me.

And now we also only have one dog.

This day has probably been the worst experience ever.

.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 11 May :: 1.26pm

ugggghghghghhghghghg

I CAN'T STAND YOU!!!

HOW LOUD MUST I SCREAM IT?!

inside my head that is.

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wildthing

:: 2006 11 May :: 10.48am

Hey everyone how is it goin things are good here, me and Daryl been together 7 months and a week now....yay!! Last day of school is tomorrow :(:( its sad then i Grad the 19!! OMG i cant believe this!!! But anywho. I am exempt from my exams so i dont have to take them cuz im good like that woooot! lol welp ill let yalls go love yas!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 8 May :: 10.23pm

god today sucked so fucking much. i can'twait to be out of high school and fucking livingo n my own with my sweetiepie.

i was in a GOOD MOOD all day, can you belive it? and it was only beacuse i KNEW i did not have to work today

WELL GUESS WHAT

i'm happy as can be, on alpine just shopping my little heart out, i go to menards buy some stuff for the apartment

tra lalalala
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i head to walmart

i see these adorable little bowls and cups and matching silverware

i go to get a cart

and ring ring a ding ding

my phone is ringing

it's amber from menards.

i was supposed to be tehre at 2:30 pm today she said

BULL SHIT i'm thinking. but twas true.

i wrote down my effing schedule wrong. but at least i have friday off.

god so then i had to go home and change and drive all the way back to work. i was bawling my effing eyes out the whole way there and back . i was so furious because it was so nice out and i was looking forward to getting SO much stuff done and then me and my mom were gonna go to the algoma park and i was gonna rollerblade with my new roller blades. i was so effing exctied and then it all got RUINEd

ugh. but anyway. i'm home, i'm still alive and i .... i duno. i'm tired.

oh and i guess besides everyone hating me and everyone at menards thinking i'm so fucking dumb and absolutely humiliating myself every fucking day...
i'm just peachy.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 8 May :: 6.39am

Isn't this the best part of breaking up, finding someone else you can't get enough of? Someone who wants to be with you too.

brokenmentality

:: 2006 7 May :: 9.09pm

just got back from the tim and faith concert. it was great.

my ears are ringing...

im nervous about this, but i trust you. know that ok?

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 7 May :: 9.19pm

well mutha fucka!

i'm done with work and i am so READY for a day off. tomorrow.

oh but wait i still have to go to school.

well mutha fucka.

oh and i dont want to forget what this crazy guy said yesterday.. I was just beeping his little fricken FAMOUS DAVES BBQ SAUCE and he goes "WHAT IN THE LORD'S NAME?!?!?!" he like screams it and grabs the sauce from me (lol) and he goes "..oh, okay spicy" and puts it in the bag.

i'm like hahahahahahaaaaaa. lol
i like jumped a foot when he screamed it because i didn't know what the hell was the matter.
it was so funny. that wwas the only enjoyment i had. really.

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 7 May :: 7.52am

this weekend started out rough... real rough. but turned into something wonderful.

i've stayed at keegans all weekend.. its odd being home and him being at work. yesterday we went to holland to support a crew all that (circle junkies) not like anyone knows them.... but it was the tulip festival which was nice, thier performance was really quite pathetic... what can ya do right?

we tried to go to the zoo on our way home, but it was closed, so we went to applebees and ended up running into stacy and ashley and sat with them, that was a nice suprise. then we made one more stop and came home. :)

what a beautiful day.

now TONIGHT brandi and i are going to the tim mcgraw and faith hill concert. i cannot WAIT! ahh. go ahead, be jealous. and if you dont like country music, kindly refrain from leaving a smart ass cocky comment because i dont diss your music, and frankly... it pisses me off when people diss mine. (smiles)

SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL. nooooo. oh well, its almost over.

im beginning to let go of certain things. and i really think this is going to help us ALOT. because a relationship is supposed to be based on trust right? and give and take? thats what we're doing. i cant imagine ever losing my best friend, or that feeling i get in the morning when i wake up and he's snuggled up to me, looking so peaceful before he wakes up. i love that. i love the simple things. those are the things that mean the most.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 7 May :: 10.16am

everything is shit.

as usual.

and i really realy don't think i can take seven more hours today of just standing in one spot. standing in one spot and listening to beeps. and pushing buttons. and saying the same exact fucking thing over and over and over and over there's your reciept have a good day. hi how are you hi how are you hi how are you hi how are you credit or debit credit or debit oh sorry sometimes it goes right to debit.

i am going insane it is such a mundane job and i can't take it anymore. EVERYONE: never be a cashier! I'm sorry i got you into this beans.

i wish i had said i wanted to work in a department and wear gloves and a toolbelt.

i hate being a cashier!! i hate it!

oh and tra lala off to work i go until 7 oclock . another beautiful day completely fucking wasted.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 5 May :: 11.35pm

"Goodnight Nurse"

My mom used to say that to us when we went to bed when I was little. it's from a movie or something.

I dont know. All I know is I got up at 6:30, went to school, came home and went to work at 2 pm until 10:15 and I'm tired as hell.

Like I said, Goodnight, Nurse.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 5 May :: 11.20pm

what a shit day.

work went by relatively fast though. it just sucks. it was so funny though katie and i got to talking and we are like exactly alike. our boyfriends are both 2 hours + away and yada yada and blah blah blah. it's funny. she's cool

i can't wait to work with beannnnns!

tomorrow 12-9. BLEH and barf. and sunday 10-7

i need money though.
wisdom teeth out on the 22nd EEK.\

oh and ps. I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL..
To go into further detail, I realized I enjoy work more than school. At least I get paid for a shit day.

Oh and Beans, I talked to Kyle and he was talking about you and said how you catch on really fast . I was like Yeah, she's really really smart. and oh yeah beans I CANNOT WAIT to show you the huge sign with a big ol' grammatical error on it. lol. YOU'RE GONNA FLIP! Betcha can't find it before I show it to you.

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 4 May :: 9.50pm

people come into our lives for 3 reasons: a reason, a season, or a life time.

which are you?

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