:: 2005 20 February :: 2.22 pm

Believe the news, I'm gone for good.
Call off the search, no one will know that im down here
Believe the note i left for you
You can't turn back the clocks, you can't pull me up from here so don't even try

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.

Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that im down here.
believe youre dreams of me sinking
so far, below, you can't pull me up from here so don't even try.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.

Leave it up to me. to burden you again.
This ones not your fault. Please forgive me.

Leave it up to me. to burden you again.
This ones not your fault. so forget, so forget, so forget me.

don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
just let me go.
don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
just let me go.
don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.

and i would still die for you
i would still die for you
and i would still die for you
i would still die for you
and i would still die for you...

first breath after coma

:: 2005 19 February :: 12.39 pm

I started looking out for myself today
but then I stopped cause I don't care
I'm feeling bored of feeling numb
so now I'll stop cause I don't care

I started looking out for myself today
but then I stopped cause I don't care
I'm feeling bored of feeling numb
so now I'll stop cause I don't care

so get it get it get it right
I'm not holding on to a thing here
get it get it get it right
I'm not holding on and can't say no

holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground

holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground

I started feeling bad for myself today
but then I stopped cause I don't care
I'm dreaming less and sleeping more
but I sold my soul for the dream you stole

so get it get it get it right
I'm not holding on to a thing here
get it get it get it right
I'm not holding on and can't say no

holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground

holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground

of my 50 years left I'm just waiting around
put your heart on your sleave I won't speak pull it down
of my 50 years left I'm just waiting around
put your heart on your sleave I won't speak pull it down

holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground

holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground

first breath after coma

:: 2005 16 February :: 9.17 pm

In the year 2005 I resolve to: Getting myself admitted to a mental institution. Get your resolution here.

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first breath after coma

:: 2005 16 February :: 6.54 am

I'm so tired. Aren't you?

first breath after coma

:: 2005 15 February :: 6.11 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: inmemory - daddy raised us kings

first breath after coma

:: 2005 14 February :: 9.34 pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: explosions in the sky - remember me as a time of day

first breath after coma