so tired now. went to the meet, took pictures. drove home listening to the police. that was fun. came home and watched a little friday night standup. now i'm here, bored. i want to do something, but there is nothing to do. no one to talk to. this fun, [sarcasm/] i may go for a walk in these sub-zero temps, because i find them fun.




Looking out of a second floor window
planning out my exit wound
She’s so overlooked
This slaughter will get hotter and its
early overdue…
trying on a makeshift halo
Kissing on my exit wound
Knowing well that the farthest place from heaven
lies just right inside your room….
And I staggered off my love of love,
romance and valentine ways….
She felt so cold, so cold
She froze under the sheets while I slept all day…

She will sleep here
In between the cracks
Just a flower with a broken back
…Waiting for dirty water…
Did you sleep alright…?
She’s giving beat stares from being beat all day
Indian eyes in the American way

…Hail Mary’s and ale…..
A Hailed Mary that ails...

Making off with the evening gown of my darling
as she comes unglued
Leaving this trail of misery across my face
as it shot right up to the moon…

Looking out of a second floor window
I can feel me falling through
Back down to where she sleeps
Back down to her so shiny and so new

This jezebel is bleeding from a place
That can never ever be replaced

Hail Mary’s and ale...

so i'm getting ready to leave in a bit. indoor track meet at macomb. i'm photographing it. i just hope i can get close enough. snow shooting thing i have to do this weekend too. i'll probably drive to lexington or something. if you feel like doing anything tonight, then call, or tomorrow.

ran my mile, it hurt like hell. 8:30, i'm so out of shape. i remember when i used to be able to run a mile and a half in the time, it's depressing. sore already. i streched a lot, hope it helps. math sucks, i have no idea what i am doing on this. screw it. i teach how to sepia tone tomorrow in photo, suprising? yeah, for me too. but i know how and lj wants me to show how.
i've got to call tom one of these days, i keep forgetting and doing nothing all weekend. i slept seven hours last night, oh did it feel good. i listened to billy joel on my way home, it was awesome. i drove behind niner mile on the way home til millar, he takes hayes up while i take romeo plank. people just suck. people in my sub just stare at me because i don't go to dakota, like there is something wrong with me. oh well.

Seven hours of sleep, it felt good. i run a mile today. my last class gets out at 1:45, so i'm going to trudge through the snow to my car which will be parked on common. math test this morning....F. i who really needs to know how to find x,y and z? at least corey and jack are in my class.