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2005 24 January :: 9.33 pm
memory lane
this is the place
you'll end up when
you lose the chase
where you’re dragged against your will
from a basement on the hill
and all anybody knows is
you're not like them
and they kick you in the head
and send you back to bed
isolation pulled you pass a tunnel to a
bright world where you can make a place to stay
but everybody's scared of this place
they're staying away
your little house on memory lane
the mayor's name is fear
his force patrols the pier
from a mountain of cliche
that advances everyday
the doctor spoke a cloud
he rained out loud
you’ll keep your doors and windows shut
and swear you'll
never show a soul again
but isolation pushes you ‘til every muscle aches
down the only road it ever takes
but everybody's scared of this place
they're staying away
your little house on memory lane
if it's your decision
to be open about yourself
be careful or else
be careful or else
uncomfortable apart
it's all written on my chart
and i take what's given to me
most cooperatively
i do what people say
and lie in bed all day
absolutely horrified
i hope you're satisfied
isolation pushes past self hatred, guilt and shame
to a place where suffering is just a game
but everybodys scared of this place
they're staying away
your little house on memory lane
your little house on memory lane
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2005 24 January :: 9.19 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: her space holiday
sore as fuck today. i run tomorrow. school sucked. corey wasn't in class because his mom has surgery, but we talked about how we're both pathetic and how girls take no interest in us. it's fun. i have someone to be pathetic with.
1 breath |
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2005 24 January :: 7.09 am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: my american heart - certainty kills
it's freezing this morning. i could go in late today because i have the first two mods off (one class), but i don't understand the math we are doing at all. i can get one variable done, then i have no idea what to do, so i'm going in to get help from a senior i know. i am so sore today, you have no idea. i didn't sleep last night more than 3 hours. i'm all out of it already this morning.
I was hoping things had a chance
and wonders would make it past
Yeah things would be so perfect
can it be I've seen so many things?
I've seen you touch the sky
and it's more than unbelieveable
I'll die tomorrow
die tomorrow
and certainty will kill me once again
Well thirty went september and
it's too late to run back
I was hoping things might of had the chance
I'll die tomorrow
die tomorrow
and certainty will kill me once again...
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2005 23 January :: 3.24 pm
friday nights new color
this is getting far to old,
i can only hear the same thing for so long
you have your subtle ways of keeping me here
no matter how much i want to leave
is that a new color you're wearing?
it's the first time in one week that i've seen this
this is brand new
i don't think that i've seen this one before
it seems so old and so new at the same
i don't even remember back then
she only wears red lipstick
on friday night
she only wears red lipstick
on friday night
half away still breathing
but hardly noticed the fault through the human eyes
show me how much you really care
about what the outcome is?
this brand new this time
and i don't remember what i used to say
when you used to get this way with me
i don't try anymore
i've given up
i've lost all hope and all consciousness
it flows through me like my blood
like the air through my lungs
i'm drowning in it
i'm drowning in it.
she only wears red lipstick
on friday night
she only wears red lipstick
on friday night
so i'll never be enough for you
i'm too much of one
constant thing in your heart
you're getting tired of
the way i look
the way i act
the way i talk
the way i feel
still away but i'm not breathing anymore
will you choke me?
will you cut all off all my air?
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2005 23 January :: 2.42 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: alkaline trio - queen of pain
so it snowed. a lot. 14 inches is what they said for shelby-macomb area. i shoveled 3 times. i'm sore. the storm knocked out my cable for 30 hours. no computer, so i listened to a lot of music that i haven't in a while. went out driving last night, made the car spin and fishtail. maybe a bit too much. went to blockbuster to rent a movie, saw the girl who works there that flirts with me, that's amusing. came home and actually played video games til 2 in the moring. i don't play much. woke up this morning and had to shovel again. i like snow, but not this much. oh well, i'm going to finish homework.
The stars at night are big and bright
Deep in your eyes, Miss Vincent
You told me once I made you smile
But we both know damn well I didn't
I'm not much of a jester, but I'd test poisoned food for you
Your majesty, you're royal blue
I'm loyalty, my king of pain
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2005 17 January :: 4.56 pm
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i got bored.
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