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:: 2005 10 January :: 4.40 pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: saves the day - through being cool

i love how nothing is secret, or sacred anymore. things that you know about people, you're not supposed to use them against them. talking behind someone's back is just not that cool. so you know what, fuck you.

first breath after coma


:: 2005 10 January :: 6.42 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: the midway state - reckless

well, i made it out of bed at least. mondays aren't exactly my favorite day of the week. if you say, "you look like you have a case of the monday's" i'm going to strangle you. if you that say to me on tuesday, i will run you over/beat you with a tire jack.

1 breath | first breath after coma


:: 2005 9 January :: 2.47 pm

What is your name?:eric
Are you named after anyone?:no
What's your screename?:i am jacks sn26
Would you name a child of yours after you?:probably not
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:i think they said it would have been natalie
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:i don't know
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:middle name and last name
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:probably not
Basics
Your gender::male
Straight/Gay/Bi::straight
Single?:yes
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate::24 November 1987
Your age::17
Age you act::16 somtimes, people have told me i act 18 too.
Age you wish you were::i don't know
Your height::5'4"
Eye color::blue
Happy with it?:sure
Hair color::black
Happy with it?:sure
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::right
Your living arrangement::with my parents
Your family::mom, dad, brother
Have any pets?:no
Whats your job?:photographer, student
Piercings?:no
Tattoos?:no
Obsessions?:music, photo...stuff like that
Addictions?:candy canes
Do you speak another language?:no
Have a favorite quote?:not that i can think of
Do you have a webpage?:no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:i try to
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yeah
Do you have any secrets?:doesn't everyone?
Do you hate yourself?:no
Do you like your handwriting?:ha, i guess.
Do you have any bad habits?:yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?:modest, eyes.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:The Faraway Places
What's your biggest fear?:not really living
Can you sing?:kinda
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:no, thats stupid
Are you a loner?:yeah
What are your #1 priorities in life?:photo right now
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:i don't know
Are you a daredevil?:not really
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:somethings i take too seriously
Are you passive or agressive?:both
Do you have a journal?:yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:i don't know
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:i don't know
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:depends
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:should have done more
Do you think life has been good so far?:yeah, now it is.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:keep living
What do you like the most about your body?:ha
And least?:lets say height
Do you think you are good looking?:not really
Are you confident?:no
What is the fictional character you are most like?:rob from high-fidelity
Are you perceived wrongly?:yeah
Do You...
Smoke?:no
Do drugs?:no
Read the newspaper?:yes
Pray?:yes
Go to church?:yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?:sometimes
Sleep with stuffed animals?:no
Take walks in the rain?:yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?:i don't hate people, but yes
Drive?:yes
Like to drive fast?:sometimes
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:i guess
Hurt yourself?:no
Been out of the country?:yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?:yes
Been in love?:no
Done drugs?:no
Gone skinny dipping?:no
Had a medical emergency?:yes
Had surgery?:yes
Ran away from home?:no
Played strip poker?:no
Gotten beaten up?:yes
Beaten someone up?:yes
Been picked on?:yes
Been on stage?:yes
Slept outdoors?:yes
Thought about suicide?:eh...kinda
Pulled an all nighter?:yes
If yes, what is your record?:5 days.
Gone one day without food?:yes
Talked on the phone all night?:no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:no
Slept all day?:no
Killed someone?:no
Made out with a stranger?:no
Had sex with a stranger?:no
Thought you're going crazy?:yes
Kissed the same sex?:no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no
Been betrayed?:yes
Had a dream that came true?:i wish
Broken the law?:yes
Met a famous person?:yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:yes
On purpose?:no, they get in front my car at night
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:no
Stolen anything?:no
Been on radio/tv?:yes
Been in a mosh-pit?:yes
Had a nervous breakdown?:yes
Bungee jumped?:no
Had a dream that kept coming back?:yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:sure
Miracles?:yeah
Astrology?:not really
Magic?:i don't know
God?:yes
Satan?:yes
Santa?:no
Ghosts?:yes
Luck?:sure
Love at first sight?:yeah
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yeah
Witches?:yeah
Easter bunny?:no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:ha, i wish
Do you wish on stars?:sometimes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:yeah, also they are what you percieve them to be
Do you think God has a gender?:no
Do you believe in organized religion?:sure
Where do you think we go when we die?:depends
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:no
Who is your best friend?:tom
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:matt
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:corey
Your favourite inside joke?:"i was at chruch officer, i swear"
Thing you're picked on most about?:try most things
Who's your longest known friend?:matt
Newest?:andy
Shyest?:steve
Funniest?:tom
Sweetest?:i don't know
Closest?:tom
Weirdest?:mike
Smartest?:pete
Ditziest?:jack
Friends you miss being close to the most?:matt
Last person you talked to online?:ashley
Who do you talk to most online?:ashley
Who are you on the phone with most?:ashley (see where i'm going with this)
Who do you trust most?:ashley, tom
Who listens to your problems?:ashley
Who do you fight most with?:ray
Who's the nicest?:pete
Who's the most outgoing?:rob
Who's the best singer?:i don't know
Who's on your shit-list?:a lot of people
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:not really
Who's your second family?:ha, pete's family i guess
Do you always feel understood?:no
Who's the loudest friend?:ray
Do you trust others easily?:no
Who's house were you last at?:tom's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::i don't know
Do your friends know you?:know what?
Friend that lives farthest away::dave
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:no
What do you find romantic?:things
Turn-on?:eyes
Turn-off?:smoking, drinking
First kiss?:yeah
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:odd
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:yeah
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:sure
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:i guess
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:no
What is best about the opposite sex?:they listen
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:i don't know
What's the last present someone gave you?:money
Are you in love?:i don't think so
Do you consider your significant other hot?:if i had one, then yeah.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:someone i don't know
You wanted to kill?:a few people
That you laughed at?:my brother
That laughed at you?:my brother laughed at my dumb joke
That turned you on?:someone
You went shopping with?:myself
That broke your heart?:no one
To disappoint you?:my dad
To ask you out?:no one
To make you cry?:blah.
To brighten up your day?:ashley
That you thought about?:how would i know
You saw a movie with?:i don't even remember the last movie i saw
You talked to on the phone?:ashley
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:ashley
You saw?:my brother
You lost?:no one
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:no
Will it be with your significant other?:?
Or some random person?:?
What are you wearing right now?:jeans, a static lullaby shirt, dls xc hoodie
Body part you're touching right now::my feet are touching my legs
What are you worried about right now?:exams
What book are you reading?:the decisive moment
What's on your mousepad?:my mouse
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::headache, tired, worried, lonely, sore
Are you bored?:yes
Are you tired?:yeah
Are you talking to anyone online?:no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:no
Are you lonely or content?:lonely
Are you listening to music?:I, Heart - Friday Nights New Color

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first breath after coma


:: 2005 8 January :: 8.00 pm
:: Music: explosions in the sky - look into the air

so helped out at the art thing today, my hands and legs hurt from moving things around. got home around 4:30. ate some dinner and haven't really done much else outside studying for exams


you should listen to dave.

http://www.purevolume.com/theapparatusofheaven

first breath after coma


:: 2005 4 January :: 7.04 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: say anything - alive with the glory of love

Have you ever woken up from a bad dream about someone you like, and you're happy that it was a dream, until you realize when you wake up you're alone...yeah that sucks. school sucked again. didn't do much. wanted to sleep so bad again. i think i kinda spaced out in the darkroom. went to do a print and i don't remember developing the print, but it was done. odd. i'm supposed to enter one of my pieces into some national competition. i don't know. i don't think it will make it. got offered a job to take pictures at the spring musical, i may do that.

first breath after coma


:: 2005 3 January :: 5.10 pm

i'd say you make a perfect
angel in the snow
all crushed out on the way you are
better stop before it goes to far
don't you know that i love you
sometimes i feel like only a cold still life
that fell down here to lay beside you

first breath after coma

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