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2004 4 December :: 11.15 pm
alive with the glory of love
When I watch you, wanna do you, right where you're standing yea
Right on the foyer on this dark day right in plain view oh yea
Of the whole ghetto, the boot-stomped meadows, but we ignore that yea
You're lovely baby, this war is crazy, I won't let you down oh no no no
I won't let them take you, won't let them take you hell no no
I won't let them take you, won't let them take you hell no no
No no no no no
And when our city, vast and shitty, falls to the Axis
They'll search the buildings collect gold fillings, wallets, and rings
But Miss Black Eyeliner you'd look finer with each day in hiding oh yea
Beneath the warm wood, ooh love me so good, they won't hear us screw away the day, I'll make you say
(Alive, Alive, Alive with love)
No I won't let them take you, won't let them take you hell no no
Oh no I won't let them take you, won't let them take you
Our Treblinkah is alive with the glory of love
Treblinkah, alive with the glory of love yea
Should they catch us and dispatch us those separate work camps yea
I'll think about you I will not doubt you with the passing of time
Should they kill me your love will fill me as warm as the bullets
I'll know my purpose this all was worth this I won't let you down
No I won't, No I won't, No I won't
(Alive, Alive, Alive with love)
I won't let them take you, won't let them take you hell no no
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2004 29 November :: 7.09 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: say anything - for the silent
i thought i was due for a bit of an update. so i'm 17 now. yeah. i got darkroom stuff and cash for my birthday. so on wednesday (my birthday) i got woken up at 6 to go the doctors. so this is what you get when you tear something your leg/groin area. did nothing else after that. exciting birthday huh? thanksgiving ws boring. left friday morning for wisconsin. drive there was boring. i wanted to sleep but couldn't. it was fucking freezing there. it rained the whole goddamn time there. fun times though. watched 5 girls mud wrestling on the course, i loved it. drive home sucked especially because the heat broke in the van. so sat there looking out the window at the rain soaked highway for 11 hours and talking to coach. came home and my mom started yelling at me from the start which is always good. shaved off my beard which saved part of my face in wisconsin, still the majority of my face has wind burn. fucking kenosha, winsconsin too damn close to goddamn lake michigan. blah...i'm out of here for a few days. not like you'll miss me anyway.
i'll dream about you
i will not doubt you with the passing of time
should they kill me
your love will fill as warm as the bullets
i know my purpose
this war was worth it
i won't let you down
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2004 22 November :: 7.14 am
February, Valentine's Day,
did my best to avoid the red cliches
So you dumped me on the subway,
on my way to work at nine in the morning
Everybody else is holding boquets
Now I'm holding my face in the basement
Scratching away for any trace
Of affection you will leave
Falling victim as the public's prey
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2004 16 November :: 1.22 am
I can't find a word to speak.
If I could I'd talk so good that you would be with me.
I am cold, too cool to call you.
I'll write this song to win your kiss but stay asleep instead.
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2004 9 November :: 9.38 pm
A Few Things About You | Created by Element9491 and taken 15 times on bzoink! | | Starters | | What time is it? | 9:34 | | What's your full name? | eric michielutti flores | | How tall are you? | 5'4" | | What color skin do you have? | white | | Are you a guy or a girl? | guy | | Are you straight or Bi or gay? | straight | | Your Favorite :: | | Ice cream | strawberry | | CD | straylight run - self titled | | Movie | fight club | | Magazine | any photo one | | Color | blue | | Song | floater | | Band | every time i die | | Jelly | strawberry | | Peanut Butter | ? | | Have You Ever :: | | Done drugs? | no | | Had a first Kiss? | yes | | made out? | yes | | Had sex? | no | | Broken the law? | yes | | Ripped A CD/DVD? {{ If so the one above is yes too! lol }} | yes | | Skipped school? | no | | Cussed out a teacher/ elder? | yes | | Last Few Questions | | What is your favorite Web site? | purevolume.com | | What size shoe do you wear? | 9 | | What is your favorite outfit? | i have no idea | | Do you wear nail polish? | no | | Do you get picked on? | yes, all the time. | | Who is the Hottestt Person? | not me | | What time is it now?? | 9:36 | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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2004 2 November :: 7.52 am
Cut your brake lines, break your headlights and waited for you at the stop sign.
Disconnected iron lungs, insurance fires, our smothered young.
Always the first one on the scene. A pyromantic midsummer nights dream.
Thank you lord:
1) for this oil slick.
2) for her car wreck.
3) for I'm lovesick.
Heaven sent us a hero, but Hell tried his resolve. And when you thought we were done for.
I pulled through. While you rested your eyes in the driver seat, I sat and watched you.
Always the first one on the scene. A pyromantic midsummer nights dream.
Trust me.
We'll wait for it, pray for it, step on the brakes till we're over it, under it, screaming like bombs for it.
Oh dear me, I've done it again.
Thank you lord:
4) for the loaded gun.
5) for the bad aim.
6) for I'm lonesome.
God is smiling down on us, he shines his grace on everyone.
[p.s. - The greatest lovers were murderers first.]
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