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2004 5 July :: 1.54 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: a static lullaby - love to hate, hate to me
this is eric awake with insomnia. see keri, i told you i would be up. i'm eating rice at the moment. i'm so bored...and tired. someone needs to do something with eric tomorrow, i don't want to be sitting here all day. argh...i'm going to watch a move. rawr......i have no idea.
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2004 4 July :: 2.53 pm
:: Mood: in pain
:: Music: circle takes the square - our need to bleed
got back from the volkslaufe last night. ran the 5k. i ran 23:47. i was 29th in my age group and 158th overall. it was soo hot. i started throwing up all the water that i drank and it was looking redish and pink. i thought it was something in my stomach or something. i find out later that it was blood i was throwing up. so that sucks, my stomach is still bothering me. oh well, i'll live. i have nothing to do tonight so i'll probably sleep.
Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"
Mutilation
You have come to terms with your demons and wish to see yourself bleed. Your method of suicide is Mutilation.
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2004 29 June :: 5.34 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: saosin - seven years
Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
seven years you assured me
that I'd be fine if I complied
only push the way off to fight you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Sorry I'm Sorry I'm to blame
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
Don't treat me I'm to blame
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
Don't treat me I'm to blame
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
Don't treat me I'm to blame
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
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2004 27 June :: 9.04 pm
Your soul is DARK. You aren't too happy with your
life, though you may feel you should be. You're
probably solitary, pessimistic, brooding,
possibly nocturnal, but mostly a general
unknown. You might have a hidden liking for
pain and destruction, but you're probably more
masochistic that sadistic if that's true. (look
it up if you don't know what they mean!) Those
that think they know you tend to place you
closer to evil on a scale of good and evil,
which might not be true. What people see may
not be who you actually are. Some people fear
you and others mock you. What isn't really
known, though, is that you're not pure evil.
You're just a mysterious, misunderstood - and
sadly, forsaken - soul.
What Is Your Soul's Trait?
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2004 26 June :: 7.17 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: the midway state - barefoot
i leave for midland the 2nd of august and i come back 4th. then i leave again for pennsylvania for a week.
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2004 26 June :: 1.34 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: mewithoutyou - bullet to binary
dead tired, ran 8 miles this morning. i'm falling asleep right now.
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