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2004 24 June :: 1.00 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: jamisonparker - your song
Tonight I'd rather be in love
rather it was you flowing through my blood
scraping through my veins my everything
and you cling to every thread
that clings to me
I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love
I couldn't call you if I wanted
my fingers couldn't work if they tried
they're so sore from keeping crossed
and tracing over cuts on my worthless arms
if I said "I hated the feeling" it would be a lie
I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love
I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love
you remind me of a song I used to love
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2004 21 June :: 10.52 am
You are very depressed and sullen.You think no one truly cares about you and you don't truly care about yourself.Me and you should get together sometime and kill each other.Would that even work?
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"With this knife Ill cut out the part of me,that part that cares for you,With this knife ill cut out the heart of me that heart that cares for you."
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2004 20 June :: 12.41 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Jamisonparker - Anthem For The Broken Hearted
statement | percentile | I think life is overrated. | 96.5% | I lack self acceptance. | 94% | I am a bit of a snob when it comes to my artistic tastes. | 89.5% | I am better looking than most people. | 4.5% | I love food. | 2% | I am smarter than most people. | 0% | Take Free Percentile Test
INFP
loner, attracted to sad things, disorganized, avoidant, overwhelmed by unpleasant feelings, quitter, lonely, rule breaker, solitary, daydreams about people to maintain a sense of closeness, focus on fantasies, acts without planning, no self confidence, emotionally moody, feels defective, fails to complete work on time, likes esoteric things, wounded at the core, feels shame, continually losing things, sad, dreams about a rescuer, disorderly, observer, easily distracted, does not like crowds, acts without thinking, private, uncomfortable around others, familiar with the darkside, hermit, pro-weed, sabotages self, likes the rain, can't control fearful thoughts, cries easily, prone to regret, attracted to the counter culture, submissive, easily discouraged, constantly second guesses self, not punctual, not prepared, feels victimized, easily confused, irresponsible, pessimistic
Enneagram Test Results Type 1 | Perfectionism | |||||||||||| | 50% | Type 2 | Helpfulness | |||||||||||||| | 60% | Type 3 | Image Awareness | |||||||||| | 33% | Type 4 | Sensitivity | |||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | Type 5 | Detachment | |||||||||||||||||| | 80% | Type 6 | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||||| | 80% | Type 7 | Adventurousness | |||||||||| | 33% | Type 8 | Aggressiveness | |||||||||| | 40% | Type 9 | Calmness | |||||| | 23% | Your Conscious-Surface type is 4w5 Your Unconscious-Overall type is 5w4 | Take Free Enneagram Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
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2004 19 June :: 12.44 pm
You are EMO!
You are the thinker. You are always quiet, sad and
you always look for other peoples
understanding. You listen to groups like Last
Days Of April and Radio Dept.
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thescreamoamigo: do you think i like being single or something?
CG2988: no
thescreamoamigo: its not my fault girls don't like me, god fucked up
CG2988: lol
CG2988: wtf is wrong with u
CG2988: dont answer
thescreamoamigo: many things
CG2988: i said dont answer
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2004 18 June :: 3.54 pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: Hawthorne Heights - Wake Up Call
not going to be home til sunday. call if you need me or something.
i really like this girl, but i don't know if she likes me.
I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl
WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
hey tough guy its over...just tell me its ok to die.
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