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:: 2004 13 May :: 9.45 pm

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in
personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always
thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and
hard-hearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks
differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not
appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and
emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to
control emotions.
Unpredictable


What does your birth month say about you?
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odd how almost all of them are correct.

first breath after coma


:: 2004 12 May :: 7.27 am
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: funeral for a friend - bullet theory

here's a question:

what do you see when you look at me?

2 breaths | first breath after coma


:: 2004 10 May :: 7.23 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: thursday - dying in new brunswick

Will you look back on this night
As the day that ruined your life.
Will you look back on these city streets and say,
"Oh, God, where are you?"
In these city streets I hide my face.
I turn away when you look at me
And every night when I try and sleep.
I feel your hands all over my body.



had a long weekend, it was ok, i guess. didn't sleep much last night, kinda out of it already. more thunderstorms, i can hear them already. maybe my meet will be cancelled, i wish.




Have we lost everything now?
We're walking
like each other's ghosts
Around these silent streets
(the sedatives tell you everything
is alright)

Like calendars dying
at New Year's Eve parties
As we kiss hard on the lips
and swear that this year
this year

Ten seconds left
until midnight
nine chances to drown ourselves
in black hair dye
eight faces turned away
from the shock:
seven windows and six of them
were locked
five stories falling
forever and ever
three cheers to the mirror
now there are two of us
can we have one last dance?

How long can we take this chance not to celebrate life?

1 breath | first breath after coma


:: 2004 8 May :: 8.19 pm

dsds
Unfortunately you will quickly be forgotten. You
might just have a funeral, but it'll be over
with soon, and people would just move on. Who
knows what you could have done to have them
think this? Your lack of caring or lack of
something else may cause it. You care mainly
for your own things and probably are very
hard-headed that people can't convince you out
of something outrageous. That may be why they
gave up on you. Hopefully that will change, my
friend.


What Type of Funeral Will You Have? Will You Be Missed Once You're Gone?
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Revenge! That's why you would kill someone! If a
cruel person did something horrible to someone
you loved, you would hunt him down. You would
not let anyone abuse you or someone you know.
You fight. Your belief is probably that revenge
won't bring anyone back, but that's not what
you're trying to do. You want to see that
horrible person suffer and get punished for
what he/she did.


WHY Would You KILL Someone?
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kjkjs
No one would really know your name. You would be
called by what you do. For example, if you burn
your victims to death all the time, you would
be known as The Arsonist, or if you knife them,
you would be known as The Slasher. You would be
the mysterious killer who strikes at sporadic
times, and would be very difficult to catch.
You might dress up and mask yourself when you
perform your horrible killings. Your identity
would really be a mystery. Obviously you would
be wanted all over the place, and authorities
would desperately try to capture you. Even if
you were caught, you would not say much. The
public would greatly fear you because you could
just strike unexpectedly.


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HASH(0x88cc2c8)
Child of Satan


Seriously...How evil are you REALLY?
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scscs
Duty and Loyalty: You serve your purpose and do
what you must do. People would consider you
someone to rely on, and one who keeps his/her
word when he/she gives it.


Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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i am an indie snob!




How indie are you?
test by ridethefader

You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.



prince charming
You are Prince Charming!!


You think you're my kind of boyfriend material?
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bull shit




The Music God.
You are a god among men. However these men are
pretty sad in their own right, so
its a bit like being lord of the flies. I
congratulate you on your authority.

Recommended Listening: you probably own all of them
already but I'd try Magazine, Echo & The
Bunnymen, Interpol, the new DJ Shadow and some
Dyke & The Blazers to expand your current
perfection.


Which Character In High Fidelity Are You?
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According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...




HASH(0x89851e8)
Protector


The ULTIMATE personality test
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HASH(0x8aeb55c)
You are Jesse!


Which Member of Brand New are You?
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i am really really bored, and i have no life


first breath after coma


:: 2004 7 May :: 9.12 am

Angst
You're an Angst writer!


What kind of writer are you?
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Dead


What Depression will do to you
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mysterious
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Complete the sentences about you::
I live life as if ___:i was already dead
My biggest fear is ___:nothing anymore
I want to be ___:happy
I am too ___:weird
I ____ too much:talk to much, to myself
I don't ____enough:care
I need to ____:stop
I want to ____:not be here
I love ____:nothing and no one
I need ____:certain things
I ____when I'm upset:stop talking
I ____when I'm pissed off:scream
I ____ school:hate
I ____ my family:don't like
Music is ____:part of my life
Love is ____:bullshit
Hate is ____:part of me

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1 breath | first breath after coma


:: 2004 6 May :: 10.32 pm

ABOUT YOU
Your full name::Eric Michielutti Flores
Age::16
Height::5'4"
Natural hair colour::black
Eye colour::blue
Number of siblings::1
Glasses/contacts?::both
Piercings::none
Tattoos::none
Braces?::no
FAVOURITE
Colour::blue or grey
Band::brand new
Song::Straylight Run - Existentialism On Prom Night
Stuffed animal::n/a
Video game::harvest moon
TV show::mxc
Movie::high-fidelity
Book::a farewell to arms
Food::lasanga
Game on a cell phone::blackjack
CD cover::the new taking back sunday cover
Flower::roses?
Scent::i dont know
Animal::?
Comic book::n/a
Cereal::lucky charms
Website::n/a
Cartoon::n/a
DO YOU
Play an instrument?::yes
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?::no
Like to sing?::sometimes
Have a job?::used to
Have a cell phone?::yes
Like to play sports?::depends
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?::no
Have a crush on someone?::no
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?::no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?::no
Have any special talents/skills?::not really
Excercise daily?::now i do
Like school?::hell no
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?::if i think about it
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?::yes
Speak any other languages?::yes
Go a day without food?::yes
Stay up for more than 24 hours?::yes
Read music, not just tabs?::yes
Roll your tongue?::yes
Eat a whole pizza?::yes
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?::no
Cried to get out of trouble?::no
Gotten lost in your city?::yes
Seen a shooting star?::yes, i have pictures
Been to any other countries besides the united states?::yes
Had a serious surgery?::kinda
Stolen something important to someone else?::no
Solved a rubiks cube?::yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas?::yes
Cried over a girl?::yes
Cried over a boy?::no
Kissed a random stranger?::no
Hugged a random stranger?::no
Been in a fist fight?::yes
Been arrested?::no
Done drugs?::no
Had alcohol?::yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?::yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?::no
Swore at your parents?::yes
Been to warped tour?::yes
Kicked a guy where it hurts?::no
Been in love?::unfortionatly
Been close to love?::yes
Been to a casino?::no
Ran over an animal and killed it?::yes
Broken a bone?::yes
Gotten stitches?::yes
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?::yes
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?::no
Made homemade muffins?::yes
Bitten someone?::no
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?::no
More than 5 times?::no
Been to niagra falls?::no
Burped in someones face?::no
Gotten the chicken pox?::no
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth::this morning
Went to the bathroom::a few hours ago
Saw a movie in theaters::easter break
Read a book::last night
Had a snow day::winter
Had a party::don't know
Had a slumber party::?
Made fun of someone::today
Tripped in front of someone::today
Went to the grocery store::few days ago
Got sick::few months ago
Cursed::like 30 seconds ago
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables::fruit
Black/white::black
Lights on/lights off::lights off
TV/movie::movie
Car/truck::car
Body spray/lotion::spray?
Cash/check::cash
Pillows/blankets::blankets
Headache/stomach ache::headache
Paint/charcoal::paint
Chinese food/mexican food::mexican food
Summer/winter::summer
Snow/rain::both
Fog/misty::both
Rock/rap::rock
Meat/vegetarian::mean
Boy/girl::i like girls
Chocolate/vanilla::chocolate
Sprinkles/icing::sprinkles
Cake/pie::pie
French toast/french fries::french toast
Strawberries/blueberries::strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool::ocean
Hugs/kisses::i'll take whatever i can get
Cookies/muffins::muffins
p33n/bewbz::?
Wallet/pocket::wallet
Window/door::windoe
Emo/goth::emo
Pink/purple::pink
Cat/dog::dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve::long sleeve
Pants/shorts::pants
Winter break/spring break::winter break
Spring/autumn::autumn
Clouds/clear sky::clouds
Moon/mars::moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?::not many
What are their names?::jack, ralph, corey, keri, katy
Do you have a best friend?::no
Have you ever liked one of your friends?::kinda
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?::yes
Have you ever lost a friend?::yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?::yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?::the window scene
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?::yes
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?::i don't know
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::helped me when i was down
Do you miss any of your old friends?::yea
What friend have you known the longest?::matt
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?::yea
If so, what is it?::not going to say
How often do you spend time with your friends?::not a lot
Do any of your friends drive?::yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?::yes
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?::got kicked out of the movies
What do you think your friends think of you?::jack told me when he first met me he thought i was "weird, and very very fucked up"
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?::unfortionatly
If you have, with who?::claire
Are you single?::yes
Are you in a relationship?::no
If so, for how long?::no
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?::not for me
What is your idea of the best date?::i don't know
What was your first kiss like?::it was good
How old were you when you got your first kiss?::16
Do you think love is a load of shit?::now i do
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?::who knows, i've not had many
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::yes
Have you ever been dumped?::yes
Have you ever dumped someone?::no
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?::lol, kissing, thats about it
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers::feet
Hat::head
Hard::floor
Free::space
Space::infinate
Taste::food
Good charlotte::shit
Red::blood
Deep::wound
Heart::bad
Cord::string
Cheese::food
Rain::good
Work::ok
Pedal::gas
Head::hair
Bed::sleep
Fluff::comfortable
Hardcore::good music
Race::track
Knife::throw
Jump::land
I....
am::weak
want::someone who cares for me
need::sleep
crave::nothing
love::music and photography
hate::people
did::nothing?
feel::pain
miss::things
am annoyed by::people
would rather::not be here
am tired of::being here
will always::lose
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?::screamo
What time is it now?::10:15
What day is it?::thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?::don't remember
How much money do you have right now?::$6.50
Are you hungry?::yes
Whatcha doin?::this survey dipshit
Do you like parades?::not really
Do you like the moon?::yes
What are you going to do when youre done with this?::leave
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?::no
If you could have any magical power what would it be?::teleportation
Have you ever had a picnic?::yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::no
What about sock em boppers?::no
Are you wearing any socks right now?::no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?::no
pretty?::no
sarcastic?::yes
lazy?::sometimes
hyper?::no
friendly?::not really
evil?::i can be
smart?::nope
strong?::no
talented?::no
dorky?::yes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high::joel
skip::jack
dance::megan
lonely::me
pen::mark
flower::don't know
window::jack
psycho::people in general
brain freeze::mom
orange::joe
sassy::?
jelly::?
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide::for
love::against
drunk drivers::against
airplanes::for
war::for
canada::for
united states::for
rock music::for
gay marriage::against
school::for
surveys::for
parents::for
cars::for
killing::for
britney spears::against
coffee::for
pants::for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?::yes
Play strip poker?::probably not
Run away?::maybe
Curse at a teacher?::already did
Not take a shower for a week?::no
Ask someone out?::i have
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?::no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?::yes
Go scuba diving?::yes
Write a book?::yes
Become a rockstar?::yes
Have casual sex?::no, never
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?::i don't know
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?::try never
What kind of computer do you have?::dell
What grade are you in?::10th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?::no
Or just make out?::don't do that, don't have anyone
How many posters do you have in your room?::let's just say a lot
How many cds do you have?::last time i checked somewhere around 150 including records
What time is it now?::10:20

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