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:: 2004 6 May :: 7.50 pm

one of the best books i have ever read is a farewell to arms by ernest hemigway. he is an amazing writer. its such a powerful book. the end is gut wrenching, i seriously started crying, i couldn't sleep, i was saddened, thats how powerful of a writer he is. well enough of my little book report.

messed up thing - people stare at me when i walk around or when i'm driving, its like they are thinking "i've never seen such an ugly kid in my entire life" thats the kind of look it get

first breath after coma


:: 2004 2 May :: 8.21 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: yellowcard - twentythree

Rate yourself on a scale from 1-10
Your Physical Attractiveness:1
Your Face:1
Your Chest:1
Your butt:1
Your Personality:1
Your Sense of Humor:4
How Polite are you?:6
How nice are you?:8
Your athletisism:6
How Lazy are you?:7
Your Musical Talent?:8
How much of a pushover (some who gets taken advantage of easily) are you?:5
How helpful are you?:4
How much of a friendly person are you?:5
How well do your friends think you can keep a secret?:7
How well do your friends trust you?:5
How selfish do you consider yourself?:4
How much of a liar are you?:3
How annoying do you consider yourself?:3
How popular do you think you are?:1
How nice are your muscles?:1
How religious are you?:3
How much of a workaholic are you?:2
How clumsy are you?:6
How creative are you?:6
How much of a dedicated person are you?:10
How good is your fashion sense?:9
Are you the appropriate weight?:7
How much do you gossip?:2

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General Information
State your full name.: Eric Michielutti Flores
Do you like your name?: its ok
If you could change it, would you, and to what?: i don't know
Tell me your age.: 16
Relationships/Love
What do you want your wedding to be like?: good?
Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex.: when two people are in love and will spend their lives together
Have you ever been in love?: unfortionatly
Are you in love?: no
Your opinions
Rock music is..: awesome
Pop music is..: bad
Your thoughts on anarchy: fine in theory but unpractical
Do you believe in God?: yes
Favorites
Type of music: emo, screamo, hardcore, acoustic, indie, classical
Band: brand new, yellowcard, taking back sunday, straylight run, a static lullaby, alkaline trio
Food: pizza, lasagna
Thing to do: sleep, write/play music
Thing to say: that was interesting
Person to talk to: myself
Subject in school: english or photo
Parent: none
Color, and why: blue, grey or black...they are dark and they look decent on me
Author: t.s. eliot
Book: a farewell to arms
Candy: chocolate
Last, just random questions and things about you.
Do you like yourself?: not at all
What do you like about yourself?: nothing
What dont you like about yourself?: everything
Can you play any instruments?: guitar, piano, bass, drums, trumpet, flute
Are you depressed?: i can be
Have you ever been suicidal?: yes
Do you do drugs?: no
Do you drink alcohol?: not anymore
Do you miss anyone right now? Who?: don't ask
What do you want to do with your life?: i would like to have a family, but who knows what else bad can happen
What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die?: i would like to climb everest, and take pictures from the top
Do you think that I love you?: no, no one does
You best, because I do.

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i'm so tired, i've been typing my term paper all day.

1 breath | first breath after coma


:: 2004 2 May :: 6.16 pm

i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cuz its all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cuz i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye

first breath after coma


:: 2004 2 May :: 9.55 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: the rocket summer - teenage love rock

yesterday was not much fun, some funny things happened but it was soo cold and i was sore. i was at sterling heights high school from 9 until around 5:30. i came in 7th for the 200 and my relay team came in 5th in the 4x1.

funny things from yesterday
1. gardella sprinting for the brownies
2. talking with baker and la rocca's girlfriend
3. that asian kid from roseville who kept swearing at us and threatening to beat the shit out of all of us


now i have to write a paper

first breath after coma


:: 2004 1 May :: 8.14 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: alkaline trio - sadie

you know what sucks? its cold and raining outside and i have to go run in it, i'll be there like all day.

2 breaths | first breath after coma


:: 2004 30 April :: 9.17 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: matchbook romance - promise

so my saturday just got killed. i have to run in an invitational for track. 200 dash and 400 relay. its at sterling heights high school, i have to be there around 9, who knows when it will be done. bringing my cameras, should get some good pictures. one of which i must get is eric high jumping, i told him i would and i plan on it. so yea, i guess call me if you are going to come and see me and i'll talk to you there.

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