:: 2004 20 March :: 6.40 pm

oh yeah, you really know billy joel. you rock. YAY
FOR YOU! high five!


are you a true billy joel fan? with pics
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Yellowcard~*~ You have a generally positive outlook
on life and are pretty straight edge most
likely. You are searching for someone who you
can really care about and someone who cares
about you. You appriciate the beauty of the
summer and love sun and beaches


Which band are you? (with pics :D)
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ok





Your Energy is Grey. Your thoughts are unclear,
muddled, and confusing. Dark thoughts or
depression may be clouding your true colors.
It may be that you have been hurt and rejected,
or maybe you are just manipulative, dark, and
evil.


What color is your energy?
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paranoid


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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your sad and lonely


how sad are you
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youre the emotionally charged, random slashes that
cover me...


-Which self-mutilation scar are you?-
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You are EMO GLASSES! You're emo, and you make sure
everyone knows it by your.. interesting fashion
choices. There will never be any doubt as to
how sincere or depressed you are. A lot of
people would like to punch you in the face,
which probably makes you even more sad. Cheer
up, emo kid!


::What Article of Clothing Are YOU?::
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You are Blue Lightning. You are always in a loving
mood. It may be towards the world, or towards
one special person or group of people. You are
very compassionate and aren't affraid to show
affection. Stay like this, and you shall
acquire many friends, if you haven't already.


::::: What Color Lightning Are You? (w/PICS)::::
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You're SOOOOOOOOOO scene! Go make sure your hair is
done and get on your way to the show so you can
make fun of kids who arent as pretty as you.


Are you a scenester???
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i'm really bored.

first breath after coma

:: 2004 19 March :: 11.48 pm

you'll be accepting my apology for taking things too seriously
sometimes i'm old enough to to keep routines,
sometimes i'm child enough to scream for
everything i broke in two
you're barely missing me, i'm missing you and everything you do
i really do
my once photographic memory for recollection's sake is failing me
i can't remember tor the life of me
sometimes i can think to recite words that i read and rewrite
my pens paint people that i've proven wrong,


hopefully you'll forget that words that i put in print
my luck, you'll change and have strength enough to walk away

first breath after coma

:: 2004 19 March :: 12.41 pm

so here i am watching high fidelity, sitting here, wallowing my misery and stuff like that. this movie reminds me so much of my life, looking at the characters, i seem to be a mix of rob and dick. if you at the characters pure and not mixed and put yourself in as the character, i would be rob and jack would be dick. for jack to be dick, he would have to have that really emoish indie look, have a really really bad break-up and become a softer person, oh and shave his head. one of my favorite lines from the movie would be "so i just kinda lost it, lost everything. my faith, hope, dignity and about fifteen pounds" thats kinda how i'm feeling, only i lost ten pounds.

2 breaths | first breath after coma

:: 2004 19 March :: 11.50 am

You are The Get Up Kids!!These emo kids from kansas
are the best thing to happen since wrapped
cheese. they are magnificent!!


Title of Quiz
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What Thursday Song Are You?
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What Thursday Song Are You?
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first breath after coma

:: 2004 18 March :: 10.47 pm

anatomy of a broken heart
...Perfectly failing, Sleep is overrated
And as words march across an empty screen
I scream, I'm scared, that you are gone, tonight
Never say those words
We shared, I'm scared, that you're gone, tonight
Leave me hanging, three words to save the day
I'll cling to those words
If you ever utter them again
Over and over...mmm...again
Winters set in, and your chilled to the bones
Anti-freeze to thaw out your heart
or July, these skies are, like my open eyes
With no disguise
Perfectly failing, to sleep is overrated (morning after the worlds collide)
And as words march across an empty screen
I scream

The morning after...the worlds collide
Will you be standing on the brink?
The brink of starvation of an empty heart
Cluttered with the remains of a useless boy
You wont wake up from this again (from this again)
Until the sun rears its head (you always said "depression falls with the snow")
And when you said that you loved me (this is what you wanted)
Did it ever occur that was a blatant lie (lies are color blind, there is no white)

So the pens run out, all that's left white markers
Broken lead, torn paper maybe this knife is sharper
Introduce a new way
A new way to suffer
Please welcome now
Hi, my names your worst nightmare
First stept to recover is to make sure its over
Words like rope around my neck
Ensure this end is somber (GOODBYE!)
Second step is distance well that's already covered
And the last step is best
Kill this pain with another drink for better times
Drink for suicide
Notes in the trash
Drink for what we have past and I know (I know)
(You always said you would not run away, but your gone today)
that's its gone (that its gone)
Say goodnight to old times (GOODBYE!)...

first breath after coma

:: 2004 15 March :: 8.26 pm
:: Mood: still in a lot of pain
:: Music: alkaline trio - trouble breathing

4 breaths | first breath after coma