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2006 7 March :: 7.40 pm
i am so sore.
i feel old.
someone should make me feel better.
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2006 27 February :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: USSR National Anthem
yeah, i haven't updated much. i've been busy with various things. call of duty 2 for xbox 360 is amazing. been playing that a lot. recently got into reenacting battles, its pretty cool. trying to get my hands on some old soviet world war 2 private uniforms or some Praporshchik shoulder boards. i also would be very happy with a Mosin Nagant 91/30 Sniper Rifle, working preferably. so if anyone has one, please tell me. thanks. i'll try and update here a little more.
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2006 13 February :: 9.16 pm
VO
collars up
blazers only
Villains Only
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2006 1 February :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Explosions In The Sky - Day Five
It's funny how I used to think that everything I needed was a relationship, that would make all the world. Then I got involved, and nothing ever really felt right, or really comfortable in any way. They weren't mistakes, as I learned from each of them, but don't define who I am, or what I'm about. I don't understand how people are so worried and neurotic about having a relationship. Also, why is everything in a relationship seemingly all about sex? Why is it that everything these days about sex? I applaude those who abstain, myself included. I see no need for this. There are much better ways, for if I was in love, to express this to that person. I don't know, I feel that I still have a lot of life to live, and at this point, a relationship would just be a burden upon me. Seeing as I will be in school of some sort until I'm about 25-26 years old, I don't need any more burdens on me. I guess the purpose of this rant was to try and make a point that there is more to life than trying for a relationship, or being attached to someone in a way that suffocates the expression of who someone is. I know someone is going to say that the relationship is the expression, but is it really? Isn't there more to experiance beyond the seeming confines of one person? I think so, and really, that's all that matters.
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2005 7 December :: 7.29 pm
“No thank you, I’m fine for now.” he replied to the waitress’ move to pour him more coffee in his already full cup. “Well, I’ll just leave the pot here with you, since there’s not much left anyway” she said in a manner that gave him the uneasy feeling that she wanted him to finish off the pot and leave. He had meant to say something to her in reply, but he was much too tired. The long drive through the night on the seemingly endless and barren fields covered in a light snow had exhausted him entirely. As he stared out the frosted window of the all-night diner into the blackness of the early morning, the sun had begun to rise over the open plains of the Midwest. The birth of the Sun peaking over the horizon caused the sky to erupt in a multitude of magenta, pink, orange and blue shades which washed over the barren landscape. “What a beautiful sunrise, in this unforgiving Midwestern winter” he said to himself. He paid for his coffee and tipped the waitress. She turned around as she heard the jingling of a few coins as they came to rest on the table stained with dark brown coffee rings from cups of those who had come and gone.
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2005 19 November :: 11.06 am
| Your Life: The Soundtrack | | Opening credits: | Jeff and Mychael Danna- The Blood of Cuchulainn | | Waking up: | I, Heart - Doing Well In The Shadows With The Silhouette Of An Angel | | Average day: | Every Time I Die - Apocalypse Now And Then | | First date: | Copeland - Coffee | | Falling in love: | The All-American Rejects - Dance Inside | | Love scene: | Waiting For Autumn - Minutes Passing | | Fight scene: | Every Time I Die - Guitarred and Feathered | | Breaking up: | The Honorary Title - Everything I Once Had | | Getting back together: | Nine Days - If I Am | | Secret love: | James Clark - Stained Glass | | Life's okay: | Hellogoodbye - Bonnie Taylor Shakedown | | Mental breakdown: | At The Drive In - One Armed Scissor | | Driving: | Saves The Day - Shoulder To The Wheel | | Learning a lesson: | Her Space Holiday - My Girlfriend's Boyfriend | | Deep thought: | Explosions In The Sky - Memorial | | Flashback: | Houston Calls - The Better Part Of Valor | | Partying: | Michael Buble - A Foggy Day (In London Town) | | Happy dance: | Zella Mayzell - Straight Ahead at the End of the Court | | Regreting: | Minus The Bear - Monkey!!! Knife!!! Fight!!! | | Long night alone: | Butch Walker - Mixtape | | Death scene: | The Spill Canvas - Polygraph, Right Now! | | Closing credits: | Explosions In The Sky - Snow And Lights | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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