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2004 20 February :: 7.21 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: something corporate - walking by
i'm tired, i just woke up. i dont want to go to school today. i just want to listen to music all day today. i have no idea what i'm going to do this weekend. probably nothing. maybe i'll write a few new songs that i will probably burn the music to later on. now i have to drive to school.
These nights I get high just from breathing.
When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real,
like that firework over the freeway.
I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel.
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2004 17 February :: 2.51 pm
You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.
What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.
"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."
Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.
As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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i'm bored
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2004 17 February :: 1.16 pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: dashboard confessional - carry this picture for luck
jack called me twice at 6, i wonder why. i called him a few times, but all i got was his voicemail. i got up at around 8. came downstairs, turned on the computer and made myself some coffee. now i'm waiting for my mom to come home and take my brother to his friends house, then it will be nice in my house, i can scream as much as i want. i'm bored right now, no one is online. oh well, have more music to write.
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2004 12 February :: 3.50 pm
Put yourself back in the place of just a few months ago. Watch the sun go down over the horizon. Feel the salt blowing off the ocean, the smell of her hair blowing in the wind. The calm sound of waves hitting the beach. Don't you miss her? Don't you miss feeling her body pressing against yours? Holding her in your arms as the starts come out in the sky?
ok, this is a start. i don't know if i like it or not yet.
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2004 7 February :: 10.29 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: glassjaw - hotel of the white locust
i'm bored again this morning. i have to get a hair cut in less than an hour. not very cool. i subed for a public school elementary school class yesterday for about an hour. 4th grade. i swear, kids have gotten stupider. i'll post some of the answers they gave me later for certain questions. you what was not cool, some of those kids were taller than i am. thats like not good when i'm in 10th grade and they are in 4th grade.
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2004 3 February :: 6.54 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: thurday - this song has been brought to you by a falling bomb
i woke up this morning to the sound of rain against my window sill, a calm sound. lightly spelling out the mis-used and unknown phrases as it kissed my window. when i heard the car going over the road, i knew that we are not going to have a snow day today. you know what, that sucks. i could actually write my paper. ugh...have to go start the car. i'll post again when i'm home today.
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