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2005 24 August :: 8.34 pm
ChiefofSheep1: I'm always lonely
ChiefofSheep1: I seem to be getting used to it
ChiefofSheep1: which scares me
ChiefofSheep1: but yes I am
i am jacks sn 26: yeah, i usually am too
ChiefofSheep1: we are men devoted to our trade
ChiefofSheep1: modern day cowboys
ChiefofSheep1: we don't have the time for relationships
ChiefofSheep1: we take women in whatever town we happen to be passing through, and leave with the sun, room for no ties
i am jacks sn 26: yes
i am jacks sn 26: if we were tied down in a relationship, we could not do our work
ChiefofSheep1: for fear for the safety of our loved ones
i am jacks sn 26: yes
i am jacks sn 26: we deal with things that the average person would run away from
ChiefofSheep1: yeah
ChiefofSheep1: we show no fear
ChiefofSheep1: no love
ChiefofSheep1: no mercy
i am jacks sn 26: toward our enemy
i am jacks sn 26: mercy to those we help
ChiefofSheep1: or anyone around us
ChiefofSheep1: we'll help you, but we have little time
ChiefofSheep1: so back off and let us work
i am jacks sn 26: yes
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2005 24 August :: 7.37 pm
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2005 23 August :: 8.34 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Hello Nurse - My Ally
hi, i'm eric. i don't think we got off on the right foot(or left), or were properly intoduced. you don't really need to know much about me, because i'm not that interesting. I'm boring, like his songs. But I do like you, which seems to be irrelevent, because you show no interest, which is fine then. So, you will not hear from me, because I seem to bother you.
So, farewell, goodbye.
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2005 21 August :: 7.11 pm
saving your 8 year old cousin who you barely know and rarely see from yellow-jackets is not worth the three stings from said insect.
P.S. Those little bastards pack a punch in that little stinger they got
P.P.S. I still am better than every single on of you
P.P.P.S. I really mean it
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2005 19 August :: 10.25 pm
:: Mood: working
:: Music: hellogoodbye - call and return
so now i'm back to making music on my computer. its fun, but i don't have much money anymore. ha, oh well. my day was completely devoted to trying to beat geist and deconstructing hellogoodbye's dear jamie. so far i have 2 of the parts laid into track. there are two seperate piano/keyboard/synth lines going in the beginning. i'm trying to find the right set of drums that they use for the bass line. you probably have no idea what i'm saying, nor do you care. actually, i have no idea why you are reading this anyway. so i now own all the freshmen in cross-country. coach put me in charge of them, big mistake. so now i have my little sheep/minions to do me and jeff's work. small, young, feeble minds are so easily corrupted and reprogrammed. but for now i require some sleep.
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2005 18 August :: 10.38 pm
Sunrise Goodbyes
Amidst a smile the setting sun
Red sequined dress that could kill anyone
The music moves you like good poetry
I wish I lacked this anonymity
It strikes me funny when you mouth the words
to "Am I Wrong" a song I've only heard
while sipping whiskey living out a lie
a perfect portrait hosting you and I
A made up romance, my soliloquy will read
I know I'm lost again, my timing's off again
because something lacks in your passing eyes
It's lust and libido
why give up this opportunity?
Give it a go and maybe you will see
so take a chance it'll be alright
and that's all you've got to go on
You dance around my head throughout the day
a want, a wish, a will to have my way
and when I fumble over words you smile
you'll kiss my cheek and say, "I like your style."
Dream a dream of our life story
I will tell it over and again
I'll tell the world just how you got that
got that perfect smile I can't withstand
Let me kiss your index finger
I'll point out how you've made me crazy
I know I'd do it all the same way
I'd do it all the same
A made up romance, my soliloquy will read
I know I'm lost again, my timing's off again
because something lacks in your passing eyes
It's lust and libido
why give up this opportunity?
Give it a go and maybe you will see
so take a chance it'll be alright
and that's all you've got to go on
Dream a dream of our life story
I will tell it over and again
I'll tell the world just how you got that
Let me kiss your index finger
I'll point out how you've made me crazy
I know I'd do it all the same way
A made up romance, my soliloquy will read
I know I'm lost again, my timing's off again
because something lacks in your passing eyes
It's lust and libido
why give up this opportunity?
Give it a go and maybe you will see
so take a chance it'll be alright
and that's all you've got to go on
Why give up this opportunity?
If I can't be near you then I'd rather be
in hell forever I'll think of you
so just give me chances to go on
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